These questions started to repeat in my mind.
Not different but the same old question.
Sooner or later I be sick and tired by this question.
There is this dark emptiness in me.
Loneliness? Sadness? Negative ness?
I don’t know but the feeling is just horrible.
There is something that I need that every single human
in this planet need. If you don’t have it you will go insane
or maybe just a horrible torture of life.
The emptiness is expend every single each day.
When I feel sad, my tears just don’t come out.
Loneliness, I am like cold blooded animal. Where I don’t
recognize feeling anymore.
Toxic and poison thought began to spread in my brain.
Where I got negative psychology thinking began.
I just don’t know what the plan is anymore.
I am that boy who is goal oriented but not anymore.
As if going through the blank space or walking in the dark.
I am now relying on God. Is that good? I believe god have plan
for us and that word call fate.
If, example God do plan for us,
Than why should I plan where god have make a plan for
us even the day before we born.
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