Miss Ody & Mr Daniel

I am very surprise that my Malaysian friend, Ody came to Singapore, wanted to shop at Orchard road with her travelling buddies of her, Daniel. It been long I seen her where the last time I met her is last year at Midvalley, Malaysia with Heng Mun (Sabrina). I am kind of lost not knowing where their Hotel 81 is but I finally met them at Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station. I cant find her as we kept in touch through the phone and she kept on saying she was at Starbuck and I am there too but strangely I still cant find her. Due to her height, she is like 1.5m I have finally found her. Just right infront of me. Haha… When I found her I just burst into laugher. Haha cause she is so small but finding her is like a needle in the haystack.

They bring me to this so called restaurant call, Jalan Kayu at the HSBC Bank building just below the MRT Station. Wanted to go Sentosa but due to the unfriendly weather I decide to bring them shopping at Orchard Road touring them and let them shop. Went to Apple Store at Orchard Central and that is my first time itself too. Never been here but I amaze by the shopping mall design. Than to Somerset @313 than to Paragon and up to Takashimaya.

After shopping, we walked all the way back to Dhoby Ghaut and further up to Bras Besah Road where their hotel is. Went to their hotel room and it seem not bad. But they stayed here for a night and went back home the next day. They have a bathtub and that what amaze me but the hotel is ok. Than I bought them to Sim Lim Square and let them shop. But instead of they shop I ended up shopping. Haha bought a HDMI cable.

As we at the food court waiting for Daniel friend from some forum that Daniel involve too. Is some Autobomile but is a group of people having a same brand but just different model. I have no idea when the topics come to automobile. Danile friend finally come and bought us to a famous Tulan Shop (Bone, Goat Bone in Red Sauce)

in near by Arab Street to Beach Road. Ate there through out the night and talk till like no tomorrow…

Let's Eat Thai Food...

I woke up late again. Damn... Suppose to meet Miss Veronica but ended up waking up at 1000 where suppose to meet her at Ang Mo Kio Bus Interchange at 1000 too. Oh dear but oh well I meet her brother, Aidin at ITE Macpherson. I blog early in the morning and even I am late, I still got time to blog. Not long I took shower and down by cab. $8 even during a heavy traffic. Reached there and really miss those ITE School day during at AMK...

My mum just called and inviting us go Golden Mile to eat our cultural Thai food. We went down and meet them at Lavender MRT Station. Went to eat Thai Food and as usual my mum shopped like hell. Anyway we took a train and bounce back to my home AMK and further north to Veronica place. But as I walk home it gave me a great idea that those home theater do not accept USB cable or Memory Card reader. I bought AV Cable, Red and White and at the end is a headphone jack. So just simply connect to any hole of a MP3 or Headphone and now you can listen in my Home Theater System. But any of you guy called will be heard through my 5 speaker way and a sub woofer. So dont be surprise my whole house got your stupid voice and my family can heard your conversation. But dont worry, I and my family will played this game, Whose Voice Is That Anyway?

Last Of The Last...

They have this saying which is kind of famous which I remember in the animation movie, Kungfu Panda where the martial art, the turtle once said to the Panda:

Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery while today is a present that why it called it a gift.

It may sound interesting and funny at first but reading this phase quite a few time can give you different meaning and give you different personal reflection when you do it on each day.

Usually the last gift of 2009 is a best I assume but finally someone gift it to me.

A gift that precious from my love one…
A gift from the first time I receive in relationship for a month already…
A gift where this person thought of me almost everyday…
A gift where I thought of this person too almost everyday…
A gift where this person thought of my name till engrave it on my name on the gift where me too send a gift of the angel.



What is that? Something reflective which at first it took me time to know what is that...
Who is it from? Don’t ask me. Ask my heart...
When and where it gave you? Yesterday in the cool breeze of Changi Beach. Where the sun setting is hiding behind the cloud, yet not so hot and not so bright... The wave clash against the rock as we are in this lovely hut.

So many things to learn from one particular person…
Jason is becoming a mystery person now days…
Ha-ha-ha…

Merry Christmas And A Happy Babysitting…

I went with my dearest friend Farah and ended up shopping and 1/5 of my salary have gone due to gadget and some uncle pants. I went with Miss Farah to Funan IT Mall and to service her laptop. Went to some IT so called provision shop and bought Router and Bluetooth thumb drive. Farah Dad came and double check with her but soon he went off. Over budget that is $70 (Too me that a lot for some shit gadget) and I bought the wrong router. I want a receiver instead but bought a transmitter. I got angry and my money gone. Damn…

Followed Farah to Yishun, Chong Pang a old place in Yishun. So called old kampong town and bought a nice short. I bought 2 short cost $6 only. Cheap right?

Haha… I am so uncle. But head home and knock out. Next day, I took care of Bryan and Roberta. I sleep usually but hide the house key so that would not run away. Don’t worry, my sister usually take care them. Went home but my mum need my help and came back to Holland Village by cab. $10 gone…

Went shopping with her just beside Commonwealth MRT Station. But she bought Mud Crab which currently on special event discount. $6 big crab just for $10.25. Is cheap lah and my mum decide to cook crab which I have not ate for sometime already.

Went to Ranvin house to overnight during Christmas Eve. I bought Veronica there and give Ranvin family a wine which I bought at Shop N Save. Best part is I forgot to took off the price tag which is valued $15 and wrap it as a gift. They complain to me and I just laugh. I don’t know why I don’t felt embarrassed but thinking that $15 is good enough for them. I am glad I and Veronica enjoy with the family especially, Ranvin aunty. Ranvin took my $12 and ran away. Idiot… I came to visit them but they went shopping. Anyway we left around 2130 and head home. I got to prepare myself for the midnight mass at Church of Christ The King. That my local church. My aunt, Elizabeth came and fetch me and off to Church. Honestly is been long time I been here. I felt bored at first as waiting for the mass to be started but everything went well. After mass, midnight supper at the stroke of 12, 25th December, went to Jalan Kayu and ate there. Hong Kong Mee is suck and that the first and the last. 2am I visit Ranvin house by taking a cab down. Cost $14 from Ang Mo Kio to Woodland. Overnight there…

By 10am, I left that place and visited my Granny house with my mum. My mum just ate lunch with me at AMK Central. My granny did not cook this year which I have no idea why? Is a tradition that we all, the Rodrigues came back home and eat our mum/ granny food. So she offer cake and drink. But I went to sleep as I felt sleepy. Took an hour nap. Woke up and saw Elizabeth and Christine. Haha… But we got to go to Mary house, my granny sister. So we all go together as a group.

I ate a lot recently during the festive mood event which I got to be careful. Coz after Mary place, I hang out with Gowri at Changi Village and eat again. Than the next day is my mum house and eat again at Novena as the famous chicken rice stall. Than Swensen, Ice Cream and now at home as my tummy is coming out wonder what should I eat tomorrow. But I just woke up and guess what Sezairi won the Singapore idol. But Veronica just not happy and she always support the female side which is Sylvia.

But it seem this year Christmas is slow and seem that ‘time’ is kind to go slow and let you enjoy with your relative. Many said that, ‘If you enjoy, time flew fast while if you bored, time flew slow’ While me is vice versa by this year. Oh I forget… I even eat at Kumaran house by his Birthday party…

Tears...

Guys, Boys, Male:
Guys never ever let go your tear infront of your love one where else you can let go only if you found your discreet place. Never cried infront of the others cause it show that you are strong. It show them that you got no fear. Never ever cried infront of your parent especially your mum so that your mum would be proud of you. Your mum know that you could take care your own family in the future. Behold, your mum or dad can cried too you but you must not cried too them. Cause if you do, your tears will show that you fear and panic when come to this situation. You can let go your tear and it is good but simply go to one hidden corner and let go. Never ever worried the other but you can talk it out to your friend and the other. Guy be strong and you got to be strong…

Women’s, Girls, Female:
Oh girls, girls, girls don’t hold your tears but is good to let go infront of the other. You are not showing weak but you are showing that you need a hug from the others. Is natural to let go your tear infront of other but let go gracefully. Don’t cried such a baby or heartbroken on small matter but is good to let go on things that you lost someone dearly where that a good reason. If you cried hardly on heartbroken, I understand cause that your first time but if it second time you should know the price for falling in love. Remember it you got cut in the outside it can be heal and put plaster on your cut. But it you have cut in the inside directly on your heart you cant put a plaster as a result it took longer time to heal.

I don’t know why I write these post but I just wanna share my tought on when and where you should let go your tears and for what reason. For me, is rare that my friend do see me cried so as my family as a result it showed them that I am strong. M dears friend, welcome to the rough world but there are many beautiful things to see... ya…

Princess And The Frog

Went with my friend to rent a van for his cousin wedding and as a mover. I woke up like 8am in the morning and I am such a morning person. Went to my granny house and met my friend at the AMK Hub where he just arrives from Sengkang. Went to Macdonald and chit chat where I had fun talking to him. Wanted to drink Macafe but I kind of scared of their coffee cause I got bad experience in their taste. But the lady, waitress was so kind and nice and recommends me what to drink. Another customer give her back a feedback form full of compliment and thanks. I was impressing by her customer service skill and I drank caramel coffee. $4.50 a cup of coffee gone which I usually spend. Went to library to return back the book and head toward AMK Industrial Park but we have no idea how to go there so decide to took cab there. Rent a Van and off to AMK Station.

Meet Miss Veronica at AMK Mrt Station by 1230 and she took some time as I was listening music. She arrive around 1245 and off to Somerset but I forget what we chat lei. Oh Oh I know!!! Something about Nasi Lemak and Tom Yam. Hahaha… Reached Somerset and I was shocked to find that things have changed around here. I am so new and I realize there is a damn shopping mall build above us that is Somerset @ 313 I think. I and Veronica were hungry so decide to eat at Koufu at Cineleisure. Stupid chicken rice which they made as if they are sick and tired kind of attitude which cost $3.50 plus adding egg cost $4. Just nice all my coins gone.

Went to watch Princess And The Frog and I love the movie. Is good if you with couple cause it is a nice romance story for sometime which I watched. I didn’t expect Disney to be good in making romance story and is a fun fairy tale story ending. After the movie, went to Arcade, Timezone and played game.

Than eat Ice Cream and off to home. By 7pm I came back again and fix my damn Playstation 3 at Lucky Plaza. I trust him and I hope he give me a honest price. Anyway I am glad my Playstation 3 is now begin fixed.

My Second Home

Bryan is kept on running around the playground

Roberta kept on irritate me

Their Favourite playground

I Have not play a swing for a long time

Bryan is doing a Thai Dance

While me? I cant be bother...

I have been visiting my mum house quite a few trimes already. Went there to babysit them while my mum at work. I tried to help my mum as much as I can while I cant always babysit them. Anyway, good thing is today we gonna go movie with them. While my mum gone for her examination while us, Movies. Upload later...

Retro Christmas

December has come and Christmas is just round the corner and I did not go confession yet. Yes, I might not be a religious person but I tried my best to visit father (God) house on Sunday. Is just that I knew he beside me all the while while me busted him by not begin there on Sunday. I felt like wanna go confession and start a new life in the religious way where ya know, just try my best. I used to be religious but as time goes by I am getting further and further away from God and I know is time to visit him. As if like I have been skipping by not visiting my granny on Christmas. I believe religion give you wisdom that put you in the right path. Is not matter of worship or believe something that you do good, you go heaven. I believe that in time it test your life and when come to challenge, what you gonna do? I have seen many intelligent people but most lack of wisdom. So I got to go Church. Is time to go…

I overnight at Ranvin house helping the Ignatius family to bake cookies for their Christmas. It is messy and hell lot of work. Help Aunty Rita to decorate the Christmas tree and some decoration. Kumar go and tell Aunty Rita that I can dance and he just put a so called anyhow story. But there lot of things I got to do recently. I just quit my job and went to collect my pay and it felt so good to see the staff behind the kitchen. I surprise the Dishwasher aunty, Alley and Chef where I scare him by saying that I caught your Facebook account. Haha… Went back to Woodland and been staying at Ranvin house from Thursday to Saturday night.
Friday out from Woodland and went to my hometown, Ang Mo Kio. Went to shopping with my Mum and bought a few Christmas clothing. Hang Ten, bought 5 shirts and some shop in Lucky Plaza, bought 2 jeans. Back to Ang Mo Kio central, bought a shoe. Haha… Got the shopping mood but I felt like this year Christmas is kind of retro. It happen to flash back lot of old memories and I felt in the 90s. I think the reason is because I felt the time is as slow as the 90s in my elementary school days. I realize something that I have changed. I easily get hot temped when people do something stupid. I just piss off easily. Is like I am a no-kidding guy. Where in time I just expect you to be serious when I ask you to do something and don’t ask so much question.

Gone for SATS (Changi Airport) interview as a customer service agency. I wish I can work there and the interview went smoothly. Haha… If I not happy of that person, give him/ her a lousy seat that is right behind the plane and beside the toilet. Or, Gate Close means Gate Close… Go and booked another flight. I don’t care okay… Haha I kept on laughing when I imagine me working there… Just did not expect but wish me luck ya…

I just glad that Huda wanna meet up. Is been long time she been MIA. I just glad that Veronica and Huda met up. Haha… Had fun with them at AMK Central.

Silence In My Hearts...

Silence In My Heart

After in the kitchen world, as if in prison not knowing what in the outside world… I realize that many things have change and not know Christmas is just around the next week. There many things happen and as usually problem come and goes by testing me how I wanna react by solving them.

I met someone and this person seems to be interesting. Someone who makes me thinks and can’t stop me thinking about it. Went Golden Mile and went to eat my cultural food (Thai that is) as our first date and we do like it. Told me that felt young and warm and said that I am rare to find. I felt blush and felt good. Felt the sense of security which I liked because prefer someone to take care me as I take care the person who loved me.

But that someone thought that it is difficult to catch me and keep me where got to impress me while me, in my heart all you got to do is be yourself and I enjoy by begin who you are.

Said, “I have caught the fish”

And I agree in the way of you too as well, silence in my heart.

Said, “I am thinking of how to make you like me?”

Where I laugh with no reply but again silence in my heart, I do like you.

Said, “I wonder who you are Jason.” And I replied, “I guess we got to carry on meeting than you will know ya…”

But I wonder also, who you are? and did I find the person I love too? But again silence in my heart, do you like me?

Said, “I have seen your picture many times when I am away”
Where I said, “Really!” as if like a light bulb but again silence in my heart that I don’t need a picture of you where your picture have been store in my right brain where all the long term memories are, when the first time I met you.

And lastly his favorite phase by sending text in the middle of the conversation, SMS, ‘You are so funny Jason. But what are you doing now?’ Where it made me wonder and think of you that you don’t wanna lose me and wanna keep the topic going because you did enjoy talking to me. And I am glad you ask that question because silences in my heart I do wanna talk to you too by trying my best to keep the conversation going too.


Sometime love does make you do funny behavior.

Sometime love does change your character in a way that I am direct but what you seen above are, I don’t dare to be direct in times.

Sometime love do give you lot’s of pop up question.

Last but not least, Sometime love does… Hmmm something personal that silence in my heart which I not gonna post here.

Haha…

But that the greatest gift for my 21st birthday which last October and greatest gift in advance for Christmas.

Dishwasher Aunty

Is been busy, busy, busy so busy that my blog turn out to be dead but I can ensure you that this post have many interesting things that I recently involve into. I don’t remember when but one thing sure is I know I have worked 8 days in the restaurant and looking back I am amaze that I still survive. I met lot of interesting people who work behind the kitchen but in time I did make the head chef and another assistance chef angry because I just do things slow. Haha… Also kept on bringing the wrong ingredients. Ingredient that you would never heard before. Ingredients’ that you don’t normally find behind your kitchen. Kitchen equipment which is so new to me and different knife for different purpose and reason.

The Dishwasher Aunty
I am close to the aunty and she is very motherly lei. But in time I am more patient to the senior citizen where other teens rude to her. Scold and sometime disrespect a 50 plus old women. She bought me a notebook and a pen. So sweet of her, asking me to write down. Than she bought me a cap and bread. Haha… She advice me and sometime she is just funny. But in time she can be irritating and I believe that where the teens rude to her as a result. She said, “Chef you very handsome ah, now where my $5 dollar?” I was laughing as I making a chocolate cup…

Coezo (Head Chef)
In the morning I am kind of close to him. Please don’t think dirty. In the morning, I prepare the ingredient with him. He is another funny guy but joke, joke. When come to work he expects you to be fast and perfect and that where I am not good at. Been scold by him countless time already. At time I got so discourage that I wanna quit. But everyone, the kitchen staffs came and give me tip and support and Coezzo told me to believe in me and he believes in me. I suppose to quit but because of his motivation, it change my mind and wanna continue this line, curious what happening more behind the kitchen in the few more days. But chef is single and anyone interested in a 38 humorous, hardworking, Italian guy???

Ally(Assistance Chef)
In the evening I will be at her station, helping out. Such as dessert, side order (French Fries, Wedges) and Salad. In time, working at her station can be stressful. But I pity her cause she in charge two station which is a pasta station. But I envy her doing things so fast. I realize that who ever behind the station got to be fast. She taught me how to be fast. But fast make me kind of panic and nervous in time. But she is a friendly person and I am happy that finally she is off and is all me alone. It seems tomorrow is my exam and I hope Monday night do not have many salad order…

Last Friday, interview and Saturday worked. I have worked 9 days till now, today, Sunday. As if I been working 9 years and indeed the time slow and each days is a long, long days. But that 9days, I have gain huge amount of knowledge and experience in the cooking world. Among the other entire job, this job sure gives u a huge amount of knowledge. Is tough for a 21 year old boy to be in that kitchen but on the first place should a 21 year boy suppose to be there?

I have worked for 10 days and I told boss that I resign cause there no interest for me there. Sometime I kept on telling that I should be more to the IT side, Engineering or technician field. Not in the kitchen cooking but I do enjoy my job because of the staff in the kitchen. I do wanna stay there but I just simply got no interest. Jason might not have the interest of cooking but now he upgrades himself by a whole new knowledge in the kitchen world.

500 Garlics Slice...

I still can remember till now which is the most difficult task to complete for a beginner like me and worst my cutting skill is bad but I make use of practicing. I hate to cut myself so I took my time cutting it and took about 2 hours. I left the house at 1030 thinking that I could reach by 30 minutes but ended up 15 minutes late. I say Chef Micah only. He the only one prepares the thing in the morning shift and I realize that ever since this restaurant open 3 weeks ago, he work non-stop till now. He seems a head chef. He not there, the restaurant won’t be able to function. He hates talking about religion and is difficult to understand his talking in time. When come to ingredient, OMFG is so difficult to get it plus the spice and herb is simply not easy to memorize. Olive oil which they used most of the time from cooking to preserve certain food. White wine and seafood which they like to mix together. But Chef Micah asks me to stop and have my lunch at 1330 which is spaghetti with tomato sauce. I realize something that a good chef don’t waste the food. Nothing go on waste even a vegetable such as stalk or carrot leftover or even a onion brown skin which they use it for Vegetable Stew for later on.

After a 3 hours break, is time to be back on business and I was working from 1630 to 2300. I was fucking dead tired but lucky there is red bull. Wanted to left 2200 but I tell chef Micah that is ok I will leave at 2300. I come to work at 11am and left at 11pm. I have a feeling there no off leh and I am just curious how the F&B world look like. I was a credit card programmer to biometric registration. Camp instructor to now chef assistance. It seems my resume will hit many field. Haha I am Libra what you expect… A Libra always go with a flow and everything is balance.

Kumar waited for me at Haji Karim and I so glad we have a coffee and a chat where he told his army experience where he met many funny people. Haha…

Restaurant City

The interview is intense and I didn’t expect to be that intense where they really wanna know do I have what to take to becoming a assistance chef and opps I let go my occupation out and yes I am becoming a chef assistance soon. Yea, Aisha went with me and she sure laugh at me what I gone through lah. Also we kind of lost when we were there finding where the hell is that restaurant. My resume is all in engineering line and education. Is kind of weird that in the future me working in the F&B line out of no were. After the interview, went toward to Vivocity and Gowri also another one. Requested for gathering but did not come. Anyway, Aisha, Farah I and Sha were they happily chatting away at the Vivo Skypark. Wanted to see movie but ended up we went to Timezone and played some game. Fucking hell!!! I did not expect game like guitar heroes only played one song and $1.50 gone. Wtf! Played basketball game. Haha…

Went to Orchard to find a cab cause going to Ignatius house. It is near to Orchard area. It is so difficult to find a cab and the peak hours of pub/ club began where the girl dress in open style fashion start to roam the street. It took us a while and finally found a cab and off to Ignatius house. Reached there and everyone were sticking to the Xbox 360. Where I ended up chatting to a good friend of mine. Anyway I am glad Ignatius house got a guest room and that where I slept. Oh btw, is so sweet of them that they celebrate for Aisha 19th birthday with chocolate cake.

Soon left the house at 0745 and head home where now I blog it. And not long by 11am heading to work as if heading to school study about cooking. The first module will be preparation of ingredient.

Style My Hair...

I just realise that the time went too fast, that fall on the last day of September. I woke up at 8am and used the computer to check out latest news in Yahoo which is pretty quite useful. Not long got to go off and meet my mum at Kallang. Thought of going to Golden Miles, Beach Road to eat Thai food which I have not eaten for a long time. Food such as Pathai and their cold ice chunks coffee which is just taste sweet and great. Thought I be there for a haircut but nope at Kallang. Went for a haircut and I have no idea what style am I gonna do for my hair. And I don’t really know how to talk to the hairdresser in a hair salon term. I only know slope which hell know I do not want. Slope is kind of for school. So I just told the hairdresser that anything would make me look good. So cut wash than trim and here my hair style:

Haha… Undercut and bla bla which I have no idea what he said. But I like my back of hairstyle. I felt irritated on one thing which is I got to style my hair when ever I got to go out. So paid about $30. Went to NTUC and buy some ration and head home by cab. $11 which suppose to cost $7 only due to the stupid jam at PIE to CTE.

Not long Miss Aisha came and I accompany her. We watch some animation and thanks to her I might fall in it too. Otomei, some wizard shit stuff. Later went to her cousin house to fix the computer while I called Veronica to find job and I sent her my resume so finger-cross hope she can get me one. Than we went to my place Pasar Malam and off to AMK Central. Went to some Comic shop and get her comic book. But is all in Japanese language or Chinese language. Went to DVD shop to see got any movie or not. Not long we head home and off to Sembawang to send her back which I and her talk pretty amazing subject. But I go Woodland meet a good friend of mine. I felt bad where waited like 30 min and hungry… Haha…

Important Decision For A 21 Years Old Kid...

Oh boy… I remember my Sunday plan was so busy that I am out almost the whole day and promising myself to go church but ended up I cant. Saturday I was sleeping the whole day based on the previous night that is on Friday where Kevin (my brother) friend came over and overnight. So here the 4 section of my random update of my life:

Forfeit Friday
The Miss’s who have overnight at Prince Jason House are:
Numing
Karen

The Mr’s who have overnight at Prince Jason House are:
Johnathan
Eugene
Joshua

This five people who overnight at my house sure make my house party. Haha… I am glad that Numing and Karen manage to talk to my anti-social sister and ended up they took my whole room for their so called sister talk. Haha… While everybody is watching some horror Malay documentary folk story ghost thingy which is Wujud 2. Haha, Karen always scream and after the show we all talk the topic about ghost. Later on like 3am they start to play some forfeit poker card game which is Emperor. Later on I, Johnathan and Numing felt bored when to Alamak.com at 5am by putting a girl nick name Zetty87 and disturb the guy and we realize at 5am there is guy who wanna seek sex…

Gloomy Saturday
Based on the above overnight party event, I declare my sleeping time have once again flop. I slept till 4pm if I can’t be mistaken and I miss the morning hour all of a sudden. So woke up at 4pm and make a coffee (big mistake) and can’t sleep all the way to 5am. Haha… Good thing is Karen and Kevin came to my house at the right time which is 4am and watch Drag Me To Hell all of a sudden where Karen kept on covering her face behind one of my Oreo cushion. Not long, the Sunday morning came and slept till from 7am to 11am which is good.

Sunny Sunday
Woke up and I dress like shit like a blur sotong. A simple shirt and a so called military short and head to Orchard. Haha… With a red NewUrban slipper. Went down lazying and got to go to the stupid post office to paid my utilities bill. Problem is I cant paid through AXS machine. Don’t ask why? Than went to meet my step-dad at is Italian restaurant at Bukit Timah Road and took 171 from Orchard. Fucking hell the bus did not see me waving as he just passes by me and miss a 10 minutes waiting time bus. I felt like wanna write down the license plate no. and complain but I don’t wanna be typical Singaporean lei…

I am kind of nervous when meeting my step dad where I don’t reall know him well. Question start to pop in my head by asking: What he wants? Why he called me? Why is it at his Restaurant and no at home and why he doesn’t wanna let my mum know? These questions make me nervous. So went there and his new location of his restaurant is much better. Love the environment and felt like I am no longer Singapore. Haha… Sweet of him as me begin a guest he offer me a drink and I realize that he called me cause he wanna know what I am doing now and he wanna get to know me better. I flet touch lah plus he advice me on what am I gonna do with my life and indeed he point out a very important factor and set me thinking. He willing to help me out for my poly fees and I realize there are out there people wanna help me out. Is just sad that I tought I would be one of those old day siblings that the eldest good in study but got to sacrifice by going to work and help out the family. I thought I would be that, so called tragedy. But there are people and I think I just know who to asked. But another question kind of worries me that is, if I study for 3 years, who gonna help my Dad for 3 years? That what bother me and I know my Dad is heavily burden by the house loan. Is suck that 21 year old boys who is top student in ITE Amk and wanna go the next step is making a very important decision that take hold in the future. Thinking of working and building my career on it and doing part time study in the future for this type of scenario… Anyway after I had a good long chat I am off. Thanks to him I get hold of this girl who know lot of contact of big company such as Mediacorp and some magazine. Much more to the media field and I kind of excited if I can get any into that field.

Later on meet my friend’s at Toa Payoh and hang out till 11pm and head back home by bus service 88.

Ramdon Update

I am so jealous that my step Italian-Thai brother is just getting hotter and hotter. They are just simply way better looking lah. Serious! They sure become a model in the future and I hope my sister don’t do anything stupid in the future. Why my sister? Cause she gonna attracting lot of guy and I just hope she just wont do anything stupid. I try to be there and protect them. If possible scare the guy who trying to go after my sister. Why my family is is something mixes with thai… Haha… I am glad I am in this family cause that what make us unique….

Cyber Entertainment...

I was kind of lazy today and I delay it. I suppose to meet my cousin again that is Debra, Dennis and Darren. Plus another childhood friend of mine which is Shikin. Suppose to meet at Khatib MRT Station at 1430 but ended up 1500 meet at Ang Mo Kio Station which is my home. Haha… I lazy to go there. I walked to the station and just nice Shikin arrived. Not forgetting my 3 cousin, they too arrived and they in the same train but just did not know each other yet. We went to AMK central and played LAN games at one of the cyber café. I don’t think is a café lah because the Cyber shop is huge. It replace one of the olden days which used to be cinema. Met Kevin, Ignatius and Kenny and we all played Left 4 Dead 2. Everyone played and is just exciting while me go Facebook and update my profile and installing the latest MSN. Haha…

Left 4 Dead 2
A game bout fighting zombie and survive till the rescue team come...

Everybody is fighting for their life...

Shikin and Debra, one team… I and Shikin always the Zombie team where we got to attack our friend but we realize is just bored lah where our, as the zombie HP (health Point) is just low. So if we got shot any one of our friend, we just died and got to wait 20 second to be played the role of zombie again. Best, if you played as Tanker. The HP is long and is nice to chase and inflict huge damage to your friend. Haha… I remember I killed one of my friends. Is been long I played this game and thought I might forget the control button but the moment it touch the keyboard, it seem in my brain, the software of this game control install into me.

We went to have a drink of Sugar Cane and Shikin scared of using my AMK Hawker Center Toilet which is listed as 5 stars okay. Is Ang Mo Kio, my area! Hello??? Haha… And is cost as cheap as 10 cents and Shikin went and admit it is clean. Later, my cousin wanna play arcade at AMK Hub near Cathay, Cinema Complex. They top up $10 and they have changed the place. My cousin, Darren and Dennis played lot of shooting games. Time Crises 4 and 3 some soldier game and so one. Except one different game that is Daytona.

Typical Arcade Girl usually hang around these area...

Played the basketball game and scored only 150 points :(...

After Arcade, we went to have our dinner. Me and the 3 cousin went somewhere to ate that is S-11. One of Singapore well knew food court. I ate Pad Thai that don’t really taste as good as I expected. Debra had a breakfast at the Western Food stall that is 2 bull-eyed egg and 3 hot dog. Darren and Dennis, I have no idea what they ate but sure got to be so called typical Singaporean food dish. After we have a dinner we took a walk to one of the AMK Park (opposite Court) I told my cousin some joke and sometime a little racist joke too. Went to Macdonald, bought the 70 cents Ice Cream and walk till to the park and slack. Kevin had not taken his dinner so went to walk again back to AMK Central and he ate his dinner there. I lack of joke to tell my cousin so Kevin and his friend told more joke to them.

Is been a great night but why Debra and Ignatius giggle and blushing together???

My Little Big Planet...

I don’t know but when ever I am alone in my time I always imagine me begin a planet. I always wanted to write in poem how I felt by having this imagination of me begin a planet. A planet’s where so far away from the sun that hides in darkness. Planet about going through the hard time, where the light usually don’t really come to this planet. Here I go and I hope you like it:

Hi, Welcome To Jasontopia.
My Planet Is Lonely
(It May Look Nothing)
Where Things Goes Slowly
(I Like To Delay Stuff)
But Yet My Planet Orbit Fast
(Where Times Flies Fast. As If Time Is Like a Running Tap Water)
Coz Many Thing Did Happen In My Planet
(Many Challenge Come and Goes)
But There No Such Thing as Sunrise
(Where In Time I Just Finish The Challenge But Another One Came)
Dark Came With The Cold
(The Challenge Came To Me So Quietly)
Yet There No Such Thing As Full Moon
(No One Beside Me When I Go Through The Wave)
In Time The Loneliness Is Strong
(Where I Am Lack Of Love Which I Need In Times)
Where The Weak Died
(If You In My Shoe, You Might Wanna Commit Sucide where The Vast Of The Ocean, Only Big Wave)
Where The Strong Survive
(Where Never Give Up And Always Go Through The Big Waves)
Anyone Lived In My Planet
(If Any Of You Guy In The Same Situation As Me Where They Understand what I Been Through)
Many Wont Survive
(In Time You Too Give Up. Don’t Cause There Always Someone Way Worst Than You But Still Fighting the Wave)
Storm Always Come And Go
(Challenge Come And Goes)
Where Light Shine Little In Time
(The Light Might Be Rare But When It Shine Your Heart Will Drop)
The Light And Heat Is So Far Away From The Sun
(My Love Cant Be Found)
Cause Me Always Hide In The Dark
(In Time I Just Need Love)
So Cold Yet I Always Find For Light…
(Where Till Now, Still Finding The Love….)

WHERE ARE YOU NOW? I ALWAYS THINK THAT I AM SINGLE THROUGH OUT MY LIFE…

BUT I AM 21 SO I KNOW I GOT DONKEY YEARS AHEAD…

Just simply have to wait Jason. You just got to wait…

Yea!!! I Am Alone...

I have been in my room alone for 2 straight days and I felt shiok (Good or Very Good). My brother overnight at his best friend house while my sister overnight at her cousin house. Finally I can have the whole room for myself. I can now surf porn comfortably or going website that I don't really want my bro and sis to know. I get to feel how a single child family like. It feel so good while everything is your's. Where you do not need to share and the whole bloody room for someone else. But disadvantage is sometime it can get very quiet and got the eerie feeling or just maybe, me not used to a quiet environment where I bought up in a noisy environment.

Suppose to meet my friend at the Airport but ended up cancel. So when to my Mum working place at Kallang. I saw Wei How. Haha actually is not spell as 'How' but no idea how to spell his Chinese name. It been long time and he shy to talk to me lah. I am just glad to see him but he forget all his old friend such as Aisha, Shikin, Manu, Omar and the other. It been long and I try to get him in touch of us. He is so big and I like his so called military hairstyle. I still can remember the memories of our childhood where he told me not to sleep or else Power Ranger (Yes, the 5 plain colour character) wont give us Christmas gift. Haha but ended up I felt sleep and he scold me. Haha... So after meeting him and my mum up to midnight, I head home. This is the second time I took the last bus service of 88. I have a feeling I lost $10 lei...

I make Doreen and Debra wait for me at Khatib MRT Station to take back my phone and I think this is what they did:

I found a awesome widget that is LinkWithin. Is just good that make you wanna read my pastlife. Yup, my old post but the picture that you see just feel like wanna click and curious what I did in my past life. So my blog is again Upgrade...

And Hello To my new primary picture for this blog...

Movie Weekend...

After visiting my Mum house with Farah from Holland Village I head back home by walking home from Ang Mo Kio Central all the way to my house. Once I reached home, I realized Kevin is not at home lah. I called him and he was waiting at AMK Mac. I was just there just now, Idiot!!! Never SMS me or what! Again I took bus 88 by short of 10cents and I just throw in the box of 10 cents and 20 cents total up to 90 cents only while the bus driver thought me putting a dollar. We went an 8pm movie, Paranormal Activity.

Paranormal Activity is kind of genius movie lah. They spend not more than hundred ks and in profit they are making millionaires. The profit is just super high while the cost is super low. The movie at the beginning might be boring of showing a couple loving (how I wish I can have that love lifestyle) and she begin possessed at the end of the movie which have the highest climax in the end of the movie where all the horror begin. You watch and half an hour movie just for that thrilling part of 10 intense minute. After she begin possessed by a demon, she murder her 3 years relationship of boyfriend and throw the body toward the camera which still recording. And after watching the boyfriend begin laid to death she watch the camera and turn to demon. That part is just horrifying show was FICTION Story.

Fucking hell this is ridiculous sia… I can’t sleep because the show, Paranormal Activity is still kind of fresh and I was so afraid to sleep that I will get nightmare. A scene where the girl leg is beginning pulled and the ending part just kept on playing in my mind again and again. Serious my psychology mentality is beginning messing up. I try not to think but still it came back easily and I decide to bath, complaining by typing this long post that why the post is long to listening music. Listen Lady Gaga – Poker Face now. Is just simply ridiculous that at my age such a simple shit movie like this can put me in phobia now. I am now kind of regretting to watch la. But the worst nightmare I will never forget is my families begin zombie and attacking at my Granny house as I tried to protect her and kept on locking the door. But some how some way they still manage to come in. Haha… As you can see, I am trying to avoid sleep… Is like I am in the movie, Friday the 13th where you avoid the sleep from Freddy, the dream killer…


But anyway my sleep is on and off cause I was listening music through out the whole night. So I slept like 6am on the way to 12 in the noon. But my sleep was like 50 to 75% nap. A world of awake and a world of beauty sleep are begin mix and clash…

Not long I went to watch another movie after overnight at Ranvin house at Woodland. I met Aisha at Sembawang Mrt Station and just one stop down at Yishun. Is the second time I came to Northpoint. I have not taken my dinner and I am hungry as well. Farah is so difficult to contact and I kept on calling the house phone to get in touch of her and invite her for movie but she not there. Aiyo… We watched 2012. I thought the movie is gonna suck due to no story line and the world just collapse for no reason. But the show is way better than what I expected. So if you need thrilling go and watch that movie and the visual effect is just awesome.

Saturday And Sunday

I still can remember last Saturday (November 16 2009) was a busy day. My day was fully booked. Not Saturday but Sunday too. I try to attend my friends gathering and some other stuff and sorry to those I declined. I just don’t know why all happen to fall on this particular Saturday. I can remember that my Grandmother ask me last minute of help in the morning by following her go to Tuft Club, Giant (The first Tuft Club in Singapore) to buy a portable folding table. What ever my granny asked I put her first. Even if the plan is busy she came first. But just nice she asked me at the correct time. My aunt, June and my granny took bus service 159 all the way down to Toa Payoh. Took the free shuttle bus all the way to the old tuft club somewhere in Bukit Merah. Whole journey took about 30 to 45 minutes. Reached there the mall was old. Very old I would say. Beside Giant there was a small Malay stall and the food was superb. I just love the old style of Mee Rebus. $2.50 and the hard boiled egg is big so do the lime. The gravy is just sedap (delicious in Malay). Is just rare to find this Mee Rebus now a day. While they are so selfish by putting small egg and lime while the gravy which you can tell they just anyhow cooked. But this stall I can tell they work hard and their interest by putting in the food so that the customer would enjoy rather than other stall would only think of money.

After helping my Grandmother, buying the portable folding table, I went to meet my friend, Miss Farah. I met her in Ang Mo Kio Station around 1.30pm. Took train all the way down to Kallang. I and she went to the Eurasian Association, one of the topic, Gangsters. I like Lionel talking about those days where he would tell his experience by catching the gangster. Also telling about their culture about gangster. I learn a lot from him where I am just surprise where he knows so much detailed about gangster. Their ceremony to how they attack in those days. After meeting when we were having refreshment, Farah addict to éclair. Haha… Than I went toward to my cousin birthday party at Yishun. Went to celebrate my 3 Ds Cousin, Darren, Dennis and Debra. Haha I will let the picture do the talking…

My Cousin Still playing even at the cutting cake ceremony...

Aunty Mary stop them...

Teaching Debra how to cutcake

Cheerss

Done making a wish?

Yea!!!


I was watching the match of Singapore vs Thailand and realize again is not a friendly match but anyway I support Thailand. Haha… Yea!!! My country won… Haha… 3-1… Yea is also sad that Singapore lost but no worries they must train train, train and never give up yea. But I don’t like the coach… Haha… I went with my brother to East Coast to overnight. Let me see I can recalled people or not. Jason (I), Shikin (Numin), Kevin (my Brother), Eugene, Joshua, Patrick, Johnathan, Kelly, Rebecca, Josephine, Lionel, Marcus, Andrew and Kenny. Did I miss out anyone name? Anyway we had a drink and talk played forfeit game. Is just funny la… I asked them to worship the dustbin. Haha… But when they drink some cant take it and some just a lousy drinker. When I said lousy drinker mean you cant control. You let your mind haywire by doing stupid, stupid stuff. If I were my brother I don’t give those people who I know they cant. And I just hate people who act smart by saying they can take it but they cant. Went back home by the first bus and I am off.

Sleep for 3 hours and guess what my Grandmother wanna buy another table again and again I followed them. So that was my second time going Toa Payoh. The same stuff but once I went home I slept in Uncle Charlie Room. His room nothing much. But I just love sleeping at my Granny place. I just some how some way felt this place is a peace. Also in time I always wonder how heaven looked like and maybe it looked like my granny place where everywhere is white and simple. Plus the moment you open the window is windy. Is my childhood place where I still can feel the love and peace here so strong even is a long time ago. So after I slept till 1pm I head home and change to meet Miss Farah, Idris, Gowri and Sumen to visit Sharel House. So I was late and took a train all the way down. Meet her and we chat and Happy Birthday Sharel. That was my Saturday and Sunday.

Btw, I miss my Monday first job course. Haha, I remember waking up and asked God this question. “Should I go or not? Is the job worth it?” From no where it appears in my mind, No!” Is it I am tired in psychology thinking from scientology and free thinker or indeed it is true from someone above and you felt the answer by chill running down your spine cord and a huge great sense of sixth sense knowing that you got the answer from someone above?