My Personal Life Study & Experience of Psychology

Why think of negative or impossible while you actually can. We know, we can and it is possible but sometime we are just too lazy. Or lazy to try again where we know we can always try again till non-stop. What I have learned and observe that each time I fail, I have learned something out of it. I have seen something new each time I fail. My mindset change each time I fail too. Also I gain and learn what I have failed and how in the future to avoid these failures that cause these problems.

I am glad my life is always positive. If I told you, my darkest secret or huge-major problems. You would think that going through my life is impossible or you might think the disadvantage/ negative where there is more advantage/ positive rather than disadvantage/ negative. What I have learn that the negative, I always use as a learning tool while the positive; I used it as my aim or gold. Something, I can look forward, something that is called hoped. If I work something toward the aim of my life. Sometime I used science and religion. It is not good to always think in one field while you should think of other field. Like me, I always used both field such as science and religion.

But there always another habit of mine that is never ever gives up. Whatever I see the problem; I used it as a benefit. Like during National Service, when they ask me to drop 10 (push up) I always think that it help my body to grow stronger rather than knowing that you get punishment. Also I don’t cheat myself. If they ask you drop 50 and even the whole squad finish it due to I am slow in doing push-up, I would still do till to 50. Don’t cheat yourself because that also another bad habit.

There is time that I don’t care the theory. I just go through whatever the problem is. You know, just don’t care. Sometime in my religion, Catholic, even in the bible indicates:

“So do not start worrying: ‘Where will my food come from? Or my drink? or my clothes?’ Your Father in heaven knows that you need all these things. Instead, be concerned above everything else with the Kingdom of God and with what he requires of you, and he will provide you with all these other things. So do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. THERE IS NO NEED TO ADD TO THE TROUBLES EACH DAY BRINGS.

(Matt 6:31-34)

Sometime this is my principle of my life. I just don’t care because I know someone will do the work. People who think this is crazy because they always follow their theory. Why stress yourself while it is fun to see things work in their own natural way. Also in time I do think of this principle too: I came to this earth as nothing so as I do leave. I came to this earth to observe in what God want and what he wanna me to learn. Teach other as what you have experience and observe. Never give up and go something that what you always dream off. Think positive and you will learn something rather than negative which lead you to nothing and you are in the losing end. Be creative and socialize and always be yourself…

 

Farah And Huda...

Today I, Farah and Huda meet up. I am glad they came down to meet me. We went to meet at Woodland Interchange. I saw Huda and ask her these question. "Why woodland got lot of funny people ah?", she told me she dont know... Hahaha... Anyway, Farah as usual late. So she came and told about her personal life problem. As usual teenage they tend not to listen parent advise when they nag too long. So we took bus andall the way down to Harbourfront, VivoCity. It was a long journey and we chat lot of different type of topics. But Huda is so quiet. I always tell her and disturb her why is she so quiet? I told her you scared of Farah is it? And I tease her... and Farah too.

We have reach and we went to Harbourfront Food court. I ate Chicken Noodle while Huda ate her usual Roti Prata with Sugar. I realise their Sugar Cane is cheap lei. $1.20 without ice and it is a mug. Talking about sugar cane, I am now feeling thirsty and feel like wanna drink... So went to Vivo, Giant and bought some tibits. Huda browse and we came across today NewPaper headline. A guy penis stuck at the entrance of the waterbottle for 3 day as he shy to see the doctor. I told farah, "Oh, I myself can't even insert lor. How come he can?" The hole of the water bottle is just too small. How he manage? I kept on laughing so as Farah. We also chat about the Blowjob in Daylight at East Coast where last Sunday Headline in NewPaper too.

So off aT Vivo and we took a hike through Mount Faber. Than walk down to Handerson Wave Bridge. We chat most of the time there where a nice breaze and the sunsetting. Oh god today is a well-spend day.
 

Not Cool...

Oh dear, 3 idiot smoker were caught outside during the book outtime and everyone got to pay the price during book-in on Monday.We doing push up and changing to full uniform and doing push up and change back to PT (Physical Trainning) kit. All in unreasonable time such as you got 30 second to change it.Anyway I just love my squard. So far so good till I injure my ankle. Got 17 days MC. They might downgradeMy PES to C. But I wanna stay my squard. I dont wanna leave them. Anyway I book out andthese is my second day of MC. I think my squard miss my voice whom I am a very noisy person. Hahaha...I think they miss disturbing me as I miss disturbing them too...

Oh dear I wanna see them. I wonder what are they doing now?

Anyway I do my own PT and weight lifting. I ran and ate breakfast and later went to my mum house inHolland Village to teach Roberta and Bryan their homework. My Mum change the maid. The maid having homesickso I let her use my HP to call back her hometown. She really cried when she talk her husband. I saw herfamily photo and indeed she got a nice family. I understand her feeling. Is not easy to be away from home for up to 2 years... Oh dear...
 

Confiment And A Great Weekend

Confiment
I am in squard 12. It is just a great squard full of funny people. We got a good FI (Field Instructor), Melvin who really a fan of Liverpool to a great motherly well respect OC (Officer In-charge) SI Asnah. Ourlaw teacher. Morning, physical trainning and some squard just dont knowhow to count mentally. Like 5 jumping jack some will continue. Cant even countup to 5. I wonder where these people from? One for all, all for one. One idiot made amistake the whole company got to pay. Haha, few of a guy like to disturb me andthey like to disturb and tease each other. But sometime our squard lack of disclipine. Such as talking and playing during marching. Or blur sotong when come to foot drill.I almost faint when the first time I do the trainning. But now I am strong. Push up is nothing to me.The muscle have been develope. I just miss my squard. There are just full of funny people...

The Overnight Chalet
Ravin Mum birthday just fall nicely on the day of my book out. Went home, rent a movie thanmakan fish soup and off to east coast. Reach there 2330. It was great. I miss the sound of cars andtrain. The smell of Carbon Monoxide and cigret. Haha... The food and the HDB. Reach there andI told Prema and rest to jolly well train up. Or else you will suffer in NS. BVoth of my friendare overweight. But they dance and disturb people through out the night. It was fun. Funny...Hahaha... Oh I just miss them...

The Beach Road
Saturday, after chalet, I called my mum and ask her that I wanna meet her. So we met at Beach Road, Golden Mine1000. We went eat and makan thai food. Of cause I look out my diet. But sure I miss thai crush ice coffee.My mum kept on laughing at my hair. She tought that I am a weak guy who can take tough training.But there are much more worst people. There are many blur people. Haha... We went shopping and buy my jogging shoe.Such a waste. The shoe I bought in Thailand 3 weeks ago, the sole have been damage due to2.4km run. I just hate Diamond push up lei... Later went to meet William and Genki. We went to alter our pant.Than do abit of shopping at Army Market. Off to bugis and play pool. It is nice to meet Genki friend. They are friendly.But I am tired. I did not sleep...
 

Felda Kumai

Oh god! I just did not took the picture and I dont know why. Haha... I went back to Felda Kumai to meet my host family and it took 3hours to go there. So I was suppose to met Kuden and Zaidi but I woke up late. Suppose to met them by 10am but woke up 9.30am. I was no where close to KL area. I am at Puchong staying with my dearest friend, Ridzwan A.K.A Ustad. So I went there to woke up Ustad and I was panic because I was late. Bath and pack my bag and off to Pudu Raya KFC. So zoom we went by 100cc bike and traveling more than 80km an hour. Finally reach. Zaidi reading book while I see Kuden bored to death.

So off we went Tikiwansa (I hoped, I spell correct...) bus terminal and just nice we took a bus off to Termeloh, Pahang. We left KL by 11.30am. So two hours journey and finally reach there. We took lunch and off to find another bus terminal but we just realise we miss the but 2pm bus. The next bus to Felda Pumai was at 6pm. I can't afford to waste time so I forced Zaidi and Kuden to took cab. Each paid about RM12 (SIN$8.60). Anyway we agree and took a cab and jorney bout an hour. 50km away.

Finally we reach my host family, Ma were very happy. The house, the village and the people really flash me back at those happy old days during the MSYC host family event. So we chat and drank tea as we reach there like 3.30pm. The whole village is blackout and I told ma can I see Ruzaida host family. I went to her host family house and we chat alot too. I just glad that I was there and the reason I am there because I am a men of my word. I told the family that I will be there before NS mean I will be there...

Here the event during our 1 night stay there:

We exchange house visit of Kuden Host Family and My Host Family.

We walk from village to waterfall and do some hiking. And I always make fun of Kuden by kept on calling him Cityboy. Haha...

We went Pasar Malam (Night Market) to another village.

A gathering of Block 20 (My host family area) Mak Cik as they were prepare a weeding fall on saturday. (I left by Wednesday night. I really wanna see the wedding...)

I just really miss them but stupid of me I did not took photo as I were too lazy...
 

Busted In KL...

Oh god! Hariz how can you busted and back out last min of the KL trip. That fellow is a fucker but is ok I understand. He is injure. See la, bike bike la...
Anyway I have just reach KL and I am meet this old SMYC friend of mine called rizwan. They called him ustad... Oh god he change alot. Everybody change in the short period of time.