The Night Rise

As the sun set:

The coldness came again.
The temperature decrease,
My forearm hair start to stand,
The chill run behind your back,
My heart start to change from liquid to solid state,
Having doubt, do no longer believe,
Determination and perseverance drop.

Loneliness, Sadness, Starting to rain and that is my world. When I'm hmmm never mind... :)

Wed, Thurs And Fri

Finally I met Miss Sabrina and indeed is been some time. Also after my work, I went to fetch Kumar to Marina Bay Sand. I was surprise to see her dressing and indeed she change alot. Miss Sabrina I hope your wish come true.

I reached home after Marina Bay Sand, pack my laptop and off to school like a zombie. I really regret as I am having hangover by drinking Martell to clear the liquor stock. But it was an interesting day in school, as lab all the way...

Reached home and rest and I know Har call me to meet up. We were at Geylang happily shopping but we ended up seeing prostitute and china guy fighting each other. But there is a Great Singapore Sale such as rolex now $8 and '''office''' wear only $3 we can shop all day long. Hahaha... I think this is inside joke between Har and Me. But it is indeed a nice talking session with Har and we bought drink that not more than 15 which is Cosmopolitan and Long Island Tea which is just enough to get high.

Not learning my lesson, I overnight till first bus and again I went to school like a zombie. But in the morning, I saw my sister kept on using the camera which I thought my USB charging cable meant for my camera is faulty. But my sister able to charge and right now it is full battery.

But it was a nice lunch with Har, David and my sister, Doreen join me lunch in school. If was indeed a nice afternoon to chit chat and keep each other update.

Monday Lifestyle

My mum now in Helsinki, Italy on the way travel back to Singapore. They waiting for a flight and right now I just wish she reach home safe. Indeed it is one side of the globe to the another side. Hmmm, I not so sure how long but I guess by Tuesday she should arrive in Singapore. Well I wish I could go to Rome or Italy. I guess I will save money and travel with her one of this day. Btw, that is my step brother and sister. Italian mix with Thai...

Today exam was was good but so many thing to answer within the short period of time. But I have this thing that I always study last minutes. I guess if I study early I forget early too. Anyway after exam, I rush to work and there so many task to do too. Well I guess my time is worth as it seem a day, so many things I been through. Anyway I tend now to treat time kind of valuable. I think I would likely to plan with my mum to have Thai dinner gathering once she touch down in Singapore. Maybe on Sunday perhaps...

Opps, is 10 more minutes to midnight and I guess I better get some rest as tomorrow is a long day ahead...

Max Chalet

My final project is 3/4 where as my role my duty gonna complete as this what I created. Yes, you look at my piece you will be blur but if you are interested or do not understand the concept of electronic circuit, you are always welcome to ask me yea...

I went to the chalet that organize by Max and Lufi and they are one of my good friends. Is been last I saw them but it is sweet that they invite me and Nanda to attend the gathering. Unexpected we learn how to played Mahjong. But surprising I did not expect to see the gathering to be huge and most is been sometime I met them. Or maybe in my world the time flew by slow.

But I am happy and enjoy my night. We played Indian Poker and indeed it was epic. Is just simply funny when come to forfeit but I am so glad I did not get any forfeit but later after the game we went off to night walk at Pasir Ris Mangrove Swamp. It was nice and cooling as getting use of the dark. Train the young boy for NS and learn how to petrol in the dark, also not afraid of anything too. After half hour of petrol and adventurous exploration we went to Downtown to grab a bite. After that we KO. But the next day was relaxing because we were chatting, slacking but I did not get to go Wild Wild Wet!. :( But we went to Mr Chicken Rice and indeed a nice dinner end the day. Btw, I dare to blog which I still did not do my revision for my tomorrow exam. Maybe I am confident. :P

Panic Button!

When I went to the handicap toilet (I prefer business class rather than economy class, if you know why I meant) I found this button.

Imagine, if you can't solve the problem or the situation is so messy and complicated that you don't know how to solve it.

Anxiety start to creep you, felt useless, motivation drop, helpless, and determination lost, simply give up.

Only if there is such button where you simply press, miracle happen to resolve issue. Or a button where action of undo button that bring you back before the problem, where as u avoid or prepare when the problem come.

Hmmm if you ask me how I resolved, I wait for the current situation arise and I know I always manage to solve it right at the spot. What the use of panic and worried as the problem is still far ahead. Try your best to resolve if not let go and wait for Opportunity to come. Well it might sound risky but that how I resolve it.

Someone test us and will never give problem that we cannot handle but rather testing us how we react or how we let go of the problem and issue would fix by itself.

Remember, the grass do not worried if they are watered or not.

The bird do not worried if the next day if there is food or not.

The tree do not worried if they are fully dress or naked by the next day.

They do not worried because god have plan for them. Even before you enter into this world is all begin plan and right now you just need to follow the plan.

Have a good weekend people... :)

Don’t Hope, Friend… Decide!

While waiting to pick up a friend at the airport in Portland, Oregon, I had one of those life-changing experiences that you hear other people talk about — the kind that sneaks up on you unexpectedly. This one occurred a mere two feet away from me.

Straining to locate my friend among the passengers deplaning through the jet way, I noticed a man coming toward me carrying two light bags. He stopped right next to me to greet his family.

First he motioned to his youngest son (maybe six years old) as he laid down his bags. They gave each other a long, loving hug. As they separated enough to look in each other’s face, I heard the father say, “It’s so good to see you, son. I missed you so much!” His son smiled somewhat shyly, averted his eyes and replied softly, “Me, too, Dad!”

Then the man stood up, gazed in the eyes of his oldest son (maybe nine or ten) and while cupping his son’s face in his hands said, “You’re already quite the young man. I love you very much, Zach!” They too hugged a most loving, tender hug.

While this was happening, a baby girl (perhaps one or one-and-a-half) was squirming excitedly in her mother’s arms, never once taking her little eyes off the wonderful sight of her returning father. The man said, “Hi, baby girl!” as he gently took the child from her mother. He quickly kissed her face all over and then held her close to his chest while rocking her from side to side. The little girl instantly relaxed and simply laid her head on his shoulder, motionless in pure contentment.

After several moments, he handed his daughter to his oldest son and declared, “I’ve saved the best for last!” and proceeded to give his wife the longest, most passionate kiss I ever remember seeing. He gazed into her eyes for several seconds and then silently mouthed. “I love you so much!” They stared at each other’s eyes, beaming big smiles at one another, while holding both hands.

For an instant they reminded me of newlyweds, but I knew by the age of their kids that they couldn’t possibly be. I puzzled about it for a moment then realized how totally engrossed I was in the wonderful display of unconditional love not more than an arm’s length away from me. I suddenly felt uncomfortable, as if I was invading something sacred, but was amazed to hear my own voice nervously ask, “Wow! How long have you two been married?

“Been together fourteen years total, married twelve of those.” he replied, without breaking his gaze from his lovely wife’s face. “Well then, how long have you been away?” I asked. The man finally turned and looked at me, still beaming his joyous smile. “Two whole days!”

Two days? I was stunned. By the intensity of the greeting, I had assumed he’d been gone for at least several weeks – if not months. I know my expression betrayed me.

I said almost offhandedly, hoping to end my intrusion with some semblance of grace (and to get back to searching for my friend), “I hope my marriage is still that passionate after twelve years!”

The man suddenly stopped smiling.

He looked me straight in the eye, and with forcefulness that burned right into my soul, he told me something that left me a different person. He told me, “Don’t hope, friend… decide!” Then he flashed me his wonderful smile again, shook my hand and said, “God bless!”

Research and Execute

My template describe my current lifestyle.

It took me about 4 hours to re-organize everything.

Resource by link and video on understanding the html code.

I finally happy of my current blog template but I still got afew thing to do...

The slide of photo is to dedicate one of my favorite picture that taken in that moment of hapiness

Observe the right - hand search box, interested in reading the post, just search the given title.

Anyway the chalet is tomorrow and I just simply deserve a break.

Helpless Love

Once upon a time all feelings and emotions went to a coastal island for a vacation. According to their nature, each was having a good time. Suddenly, a warning of an impending storm was announced and everyone was advised to evacuate the island.

The announcement caused sudden panic. All rushed to their boats. Even damaged boats were quickly repaired and commissioned for duty.

Yet, Love did not wish to flee quickly. There was so much to do. But as the clouds darkened, Love realised it was time to leave. Alas, there were no boats to spare. Love looked around with hope.

Just then Prosperity passed by in a luxurious boat. Love shouted, “Prosperity, could you please take me in your boat?”

“No,” replied Prosperity, “my boat is full of precious possessions, gold and silver. There is no place for you.”

A little later Vanity came by in a beautiful boat. Again Love shouted, “Could you help me, Vanity? I am stranded and need a lift. Please take me with you.”

Vanity responded haughtily, “No, I cannot take you with me. My boat will get soiled with your muddy feet.”

Sorrow passed by after some time. Again, Love asked for help. But it was to no avail. “No, I cannot take you with me. I am so sad. I want to be by myself.”

When Happiness passed by a few minutes later, Love again called for help. But Happiness was so happy that it did not look around, hardly concerned about anyone.

Love was growing restless and dejected. Just then somebody called out, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” Love did not know who was being so magnanimous, but jumped on to the boat, greatly relieved that she would reach a safe place.

On getting off the boat, Love met Knowledge. Puzzled, Love inquired, “Knowledge, do you know who so generously gave me a lift just when no one else wished to help?”

Knowledge smiled, “Oh, that was Time.”

“And why would Time stop to pick me and take me to safety?” Love wondered.

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and replied, “Because only Time knows your true greatness and what you are capable of. Only Love can bring peace and great happiness in this world.”

“The important message is that when we are prosperous, we overlook love. 

When we feel important, we forget love. Even in happiness and sorrow we forget love. 

Only with time do we realize the importance of love. 

Why wait that long? Why not make love a part of your life today?”

Current Lifestyle

School, Work, School, Work, School, Project And Work...

This is my current lifestyle. Reach home dead tired.

But I know the value of my time is high as I realize 24 hours per day is simply not good enough as result not enough sleep sometime.

But I like my current lifestyle as every single, hours minute and second is worthy.

Everybody Wanna Be A Superstar

We went KTV after drinking. We sing song to energies the room. Is not a challenge but show your diva side. It is for fun and a leisure as a practice of your confident. Remember everybody is a superstar in some way.

I was chatting with Har on Skype and I will comfirm the Batam trip all on the 20 of June in the year of 2012. But I wanna buy my charger camera and I have no idea where to buy it.

Cage And Off To Bintan

I told a lie. I told a lie that the soccer was starting at 5pm. But the actual match was starting by 6pm. Lol... They all were complaining to me. I was planing and actually book a match at 3pm through online but I did not know that I got to wait for comfirmation. Therefore I have 6pm to book the place. But it was a good match and Syamil such a bitch saying, 'Pass to me...' And I pass it to him which he is actually not in my team. Actually I forget minor stuff easily but drama, friend and trip, I will never forget. Talking about trips,

I suppose to go Bintan the next day. But I wanna enjoy myself therefore I went to clubbing. But the next day I regret because I was so exhaust. But the best thing is I still look as fresh as a model. Suffian, Vernon, Jess and I were heading toward the 1230pm boat. Jess was kind enough to bought lunch for us. Went to the ticketing counter service, but the butch somehow someway dont like me saying that I did not book. I was surprise and called Mark (Suppose to join us later at 6.30pm) and he seem good in sweet talking to butch.

It was a 2 Hours ride and it was raining. It was not a joking matter as the wave is kind of rough. The ferry were rocking and I was drowsy. Sigh... I close my eyes and focus not to get seasick. We reach the island and went off to our own hotel. I and Jess had a good conversation as we chatted about sex, sex and only sex education. I am a sex education teacher FYI. But the hotel were so far and when we reach at the entrace of the hotel, I and Jess were shock. Lol Remind me of those kampong in Thailand. There are no wifi and is a test of our survivor skills. But we were happy taking a beach photo. As the beach was kind of nice.

 But I realize I and Jess is the only guest and thanks to Suffian & Vernon help, they make a reservation and arrange the transport to fetch us. The night start to fall and as on the way back, Jess got bitten from the sand-fly. Also the taxi had a flat tire, and need to change tire. But the moment we reach the hotel, it was a worthwhile and a good dinner. And Muslim joined us and we played some game in the room but unfortunete Jess is so dead tired from the adventurous with me and soon KO. But how many of you guy like Omegle???

The next day I and Mark went to explore to the local town side. Woke up about 0830 and I am so zombie and went to took shower straight away. We explore a few place such as shopping and I got cheated by buying a short. :(

We walk back to the hotel and it is just like 15 minutes walk. Once we reach the hotel lobby, we saw Vernon, Jess and Suffian going for breakfast. But we realize that breakfast would be over by 1100 but actually is at 1000. Anyway we went out for our breakfast and that is coconut.

We went to Argro beach and also we rent a car and a driver for $71. We went to the beach and is about an hour. We went there but not an ideal place for a swim so we went to another beach which I have no idea where is that. The driver told us not to go further down as few of the tourist died mystery. So we swim somewhere not far and it was super low tide. I was afraid to go to the water because I cant swim. :( But we took some shot and afew good shot where as same time trying to practice my photography skill. 

After getting sandbite and a swim in the vast ocean, we went back and took a shower and surprising Har and Eva arrive. We cheer drink and some of them got high just before dinner. Lol. We went to the seafood restaurant and and order kind of alot of dish. But after the meal, we went to the supermarket for our drink tonight to buy mixture and snack. But I am wonder why are we excited in visiting the supermarket plus some could actually ask if there is Cold Storage or Giant. We return to the hotel, drinking and insanely swim at 0200 out in the hotel swimming pool. Plus awakeness from the highness that is the liquor we drank. Btw, the Monopoly Deal can really go insane. But all I know we all are hangover during the breakfast.

Coffee, Bowl, Club

Look at this bitch, what he is doing?! POINTING MIDDLE FINGER AT ME!!!! Well it went well as Har Dating Game is all about making the bonding stronger in the inner circle. AKA, communication. It was fun in the way that it split into 2 groups, and they have to learn each other. And than each representive are force to come out and I will ask a question, (Example: Name 2 of your team mate where they stay?) and they have to filled the correct answer. The team got the most point win the game.

    

We played the next game, Guess Who Am I? And is funny that I chose Har 'piglet' as Kumar suggested that. It took some time for him to figure it out. But we called it a night and we went to played bowling at Marina Square. Let the picture tell the whole story:

        

        

I think I should bought 4D or Toto on that day because I broke my own highscore which previous 116 but now 135 :D. But we bowl till 0005 and we off to clubbing which was kind of happening that night. With great music and friends... Of cause...

Haha I like the picture on the right as Jess still could make a peace sign. But totally dance my way off. But normally I just like to sit down, observe, and sometime it can be humorous to see how people act out as if some script act or theater play. Some cry, some make out, some envy to another parties...

I don't know but I just feel like wanna tell this to someone who simply give up life easily. As if there is no value in perseverance or determination. 

No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself, 
"there's no point to carry on", no matter how many people tell you that you can't do it - keep going. 
Don't quit.
Don't quit, because a month from now you will be that much close to your goal than you are now. 
Yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count.