Duo Birthday

I slept the whole day again. I lazy to meet my mum and I realise my sister dont know how to go Parkway Parade that is at Marine Parade. We took bus 45 and change to bus service 135. The bus service of 45 is so fucking long. Reached and went to eat. We are celebrated the past and future that is advance birthday for my sister and my mum. Is been long time I have not seen Roberta and Bryan. I wanna take picture but damn I lazy to take photo. I am so hungry. Lot of dish came. Let me try to recalled:

2 plate of stingray
2 plate of fried chicken wing
2 plate of seafood fried rice
1 plate of steam crab
2 plate of fried vegie
1 plate of mee goreng
1 plate of fried fish
1 bowl of white rice
12 cans of drinks

Total Cost: $190

Hahaha... Happy Birthday both of you guy and now just let me eat. Is a feast ya... But look out for bigger feast for my 21st birthday. I hope everything is well plan and hope all my friends could make it for birthday. Begin there for my birthday is a greatest gift you can give me.

No Difference…

Finaz called me saying, “Jason you coming? I wanna see you” with her sweet voice and I have changed my mind and decide to visit them to see their first break fasting of their Ramadan. Also they wanna go bazaar at Geylang today. Get change and left the house and on the way to Woodland. I realize I am short of money. Damm… Anyway reach there Ranvin told me, “Ah!!! Finaz called and say come you come ah while I called you busted me ah… “I gave the innocent smile and laugh. When to visit Ranvin family while the Finaz and Shasha family do their prayer and break fast. Prema is so addicted to Bejewel. One of the Face book game. She played like hell and we chat while Aunty Rita and Kevin on the way to some birthday event. Ranvin showed me a hindi movie while the story is interesting. Two guy to pretend to be gay in order to rent the apartment. So as they lied, they try to hide the truth what ever they can. Hmmm… I did not see fully because I went back to the neighbor house that is Finaz and Shasha.

Went and they cooked lot of interesting stuff which they cooked. Some puff with stuff potato smash, noodle and the list goes on. I told them I am full but they cooked sure lot of food for the first day. Plus the extended family came to where cousin and relative as if it is Hari Raya festival. I like talking to the Mum while sometime the Dad tease me. Ha-ha… But they are nice people. If seem they delay the timing to the Bazar. They wanna go late so that they can get cheap discount and fewer crowds. So 2300 than 2345 I called the mum ended cancel. Cause everybody is tired. All feel sleepy, include me. When to sleep over at Ranvin house. Woke up 0530 and off I went to go back home. I just like the environment early in the morning. The first few first train and bus. I thought today is Sunday so there would be afew people but nah lot of Singaporean and PR go to work individual. No difference from week day. It seem Singapore just don’t wanna take break ah even on weekend.

Rally And Ramadan

It seems that this month and the previous month, everything seems grand and festive mood. I did not expect this year round; the National Day is quite grand and just in the mood to celebrate. Also feeling proud and glad on what our grandfather build for this country. I just love this year National Day Rally by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong's. Is much more refreshing than last year. Especially about race and religion on space between them and by not conflict or make thing complicated. I think it is challenging that country like our, that has so many race and religion to maintain the peacefulness and harmony. But to me I think it is common sense. I just don’t know why some people like to make thing complicating while thing are much simpler and easier. Communicate also don’t know how to communicate. Because sometime you did not pass the proper massage to another party as a result miscommunication and thing can get really messy. I do mix all type of races. I got a group of Indian community, a Malay community, a Chinese community and not only race but all type of religion and oversea country. At the end of the day we are all human. I am so glad I meet lot of interesting people. But some are insane. Hahah… But I like the future of Singapore that he talked about too. Where he showed that 50 years back during our grandfather time, they did not expect what Singapore becoming is by now. But same as us we can’t imagine what the success would be in 50 years in the future. I just love that part.

Not long Ramadan is coming soon. Also it seem much more grand that the previous year in what I seen. Ha-ha lot of people facebooking each other that fasting coming soon. Some greet happily and some seem put a sour face. Ha-ha… But I think it is interesting I am sure my Muslim friend will learn and gain something personal. Fast is all for your own good. I do fast in certain time and indeed I learn something. I remember I fast 3 days and 2 nights where water I only drank. No food. You will learn something. But I wanna see what the first day of break fast would be like. So I am glad Mr Ranvin and the Neighbor of Shasha families invite me to Geylang Serai tonight. I am sure is crowded and I wanna see the cultural tonight. So Happy Ramadan to all my Muslim friends. I WANT Ramli Burger... Haha...

Now It Is 0403

This is the most ever insane time that I just post this in my blog. Now it is 0403. Yes, early in the morning. Cause I slept and woke up 1700 today. The rain is so heavy and is so cold and is nice to be under the warm blanket while you sleep like no body business. Ha-ha But sure I heard the wind grew strong and to me is sound like a sleepy melody. The day before that fall on my Dad pay day. We got a feast but Kumar gave me a surprise as I and my Dad talking while we were seeing this Thai movie called burn. Kumar just show his face with his innocent smile. I was surprise and invite him in. He talk about his work happen today. My family knows him well.

I invite him down for a coffee and we chat a lot. Not long back to my house and played some game. We sang karaoke, Singstar and he seem addicted to Puzzel Fighter. He love seeing me played Little Big Planet too. Not long I send him back home and I watch afew movie and knock out. Today, Friday went to Johor with Hariz and bought some movie. Met his Dover ITE friend and one of his friend got lost along the way. Ha-ha... I quit ITE Dover. Such a boring school. My GPA is high enough to go into the poly I wanna go next.

Talking about Poly I am kind of worried now. I don’t know why but recently I worried lot of stuff. I am worried in the future. I am getting the negative thinking again. Where I used to be a positive guy where I know I must not worried because God have planned for me. I am not daydreaming but is just that I know when is the right time to do it. Yes when Jason that what people gonna question me. I just no mood to find job now. Gowri called me saying they do have interview now in Integrated Resort in Casino Management. I am thinking should I go or not. If I do go that is my career and no more poly idea. I am just thinking lei…

Black Hole

What happen to me?
These questions started to repeat in my mind.
Not different but the same old question.
Sooner or later I be sick and tired by this question.
There is this dark emptiness in me.
Loneliness? Sadness? Negative ness?
I don’t know but the feeling is just horrible.
There is something that I need that every single human
in this planet need. If you don’t have it you will go insane
or maybe just a horrible torture of life.
The emptiness is expend every single each day.
When I feel sad, my tears just don’t come out.
Loneliness, I am like cold blooded animal. Where I don’t
recognize feeling anymore.
Toxic and poison thought began to spread in my brain.
Where I got negative psychology thinking began.
I just don’t know what the plan is anymore.
I am that boy who is goal oriented but not anymore.
As if going through the blank space or walking in the dark.

I am now relying on God. Is that good? I believe god have plan
for us and that word call fate.
If, example God do plan for us,
Than why should I plan where god have make a plan for
us even the day before we born.

House Visited

Okay. I don’t know why but this month I got no mood to blog. The interests of blogging seem to drop this month. Maybe September and October got lot of thing to blog. Ha-ha
I just got no mood also feeling down now days. Just no mood to talk sometime, but here the update anyway…

Ok there are two idiot visited my house recently. Yes I know do what in my house? Haha… I also don’t know sometime but there always something to do in my house in order to kill time…

Miss Gowri
Ok recent not long after the Changi Village BBQ overnighting stuff with Kumar and a old classmate of mine, Vivek. She came to my house feeling bored. Wanted to go East Coast to meet Kumar friend but Kumar and Ranvin can’t come out. Got curfew… hahaha… So plan changes come to my house watched movie. We watched Ghost Of Girlfriend Past. The movie is just awesome. Is kind of nice. But after I watched the movie, I feel like kind of sad because I believed I won’t get a chance of begin loved. I as the eldest I believe my role of duty is to take care my parent in the future. So yeah every movie there is a happy ever after all how about my life. God give me a peek what happen in the future. But I, Gowri and Suman (Gowri Boyfriend) really enjoyed the movie, laughter and awe. Never get sick and tired of this movie, watched 3 times already. Hariz still did not pass me one horror movie and I am waiting. After movie we went down eat chicken rice and me dessert… haha… Really enjoy both of their company…


Heng Mun
I was bathing and I realize she came too fast. This girl, even she is short and got small leg but sure she walk damn fast. Haha… Embarrassed, me in towel was surprise to see her outside plus the gate open. I spoke to her in singlish by saying, “Aiyo, Heng Mun ah why you walk so fast see la everytime come at the wrong time”. I enjoy her company today. We talked a lot of thing lei. Hmmm lot of personal stuff too by exchanging each other view. I just like to talk to Miss Heng Mun. Thanks Heng Mun for begin there with me at the dowsed and deepest need of my times. I am just glad she is there. Did not watched movie at my house instead went down chit chat and she treat me $2.50 chicken rice. Ha-ha… So kind and we walk to AMK Hub. She went toilet and she took damn long lor… Hmmm we still thinking of going KL, Malaysia or not…

I just change my profile picture. Ha-ha Sawadee Khrab Jason… My mum pass me that top Thai cultural shirt and I can’t remember for what occasion, she wanted me to wear that shirt. But I am thinking for my 21st birthday should I wear or not. I still can remember Shikin took a picture of me and we kept on laughing. Shikin la always laugh at me. Than Aisha too… What do you think any comment?

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Two people visit my house this week and that why I named House Visited.

Back To Village

Kumar again… Yup we went out today. Again… We gonna meet our old friend, Gowri and afew of the other friends. We heading toward Changi Village where it been sometime I went there and that place got full of my childhood memories in those old day where my grandma used to bring us to NTUC chalet which just overnight in the flat. Anyway I tell Kumar to take his own sweet time cause I am eating and watching movie, Big Momma. Ha-ha…

Left and went to Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. I kept on sms Kumar meet at Yio Chu Kang. No! Ang Mo Kio. Oh Yio Chu Kang… Ha-ha… I cant decide. Comfirm at Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. 2045 I left and met him there. Take the train and us chit chat a lot. I don’t know why but we just chit chat a lot of stuff. Ha-ha… Also we wonder how Gowri look like now cause is been sometime we have not met each together for so long. We kept on updating on our old friends too. Like Ying Rong. Workaholic. She only off at Monday and really money-minded.

Take the train all the way to City Hall. Switch and up toward east that is Tanah Merah. Reached and take bus service 2. Through Simei ITE and all the prison and camp. I tease Kumar chooses which camp cause he is going in on October. Reached I was surprise that the night life in Changi Viallage is so active.

They got night market. Unusual from normal Pasar Malam but they sell lot of interesting stuff. Is pack of crowd too. I called Gowri and realize she was waiting at the car park.

Saw Vivek, Maju, Maju Childhood friend and of cause Gowri and her boyfriend. Ha-ha… Kumar told Gowri that since when you so fat. Also is a nice surprise to see Vivek too.

Eat, chat and bbq. We talk cock but I am glad they speak English cause they know I am there. Willing to translate even I did not ask. I am glad Gowri boyfriend, Suman tell me his experience all that. We just joke through out the night.

Kumar and I decide to go toilet. Ha-ha… Sometime Kumar can see his soft side and people mistaken about it. Went we went there a group of Indian say behind our back in tamil by saying hey see there a pretty women walking la. Ha-ha Kumar told to walk faster after he explains to me. I was laughing sia. Also there another case that is the toilet. There is this idiot tamil guy, I have a feeling he follow us. Kumar went in while I just washed up. This idiot was talking on the phone all that until Kumar finish. After Kumar change to short and went out he told Kumar you going swimming is it? Telling Kumar as if I am not there and I say NO, why? He walks off in hurried. I laugh at Kumar by intimate his voice by saying you going swimming ah da… haha… Kumar also told me that in the toilet he told someone on the phone in tamil, “that wait he wanna tackle that girl da” Hahaha… I was laughing…


We walked back and told Gowri the incident, Gowri laughed a lot. Played snap and Go fish and some poker card game until the sun rise. We went to eat breakfast at Changi Village. I ate toast and half boiled egg. Ha-ha…

Night Time...

My best friend Kumar sure got good moon to disturb people. Ha-ha… He called me a few time causes after work we he is passing by my area and thought of going to his place back that is Woodland by the MRT line. He called me and irritates me and finally I felt bored so I followed him back. Changed and bath but damn I am stuck cause I realize I am out of brief. Ha-ha… Search the whole wardrobe by digging out all the clothes. Anyway spray perfume off I went. Not surprising a peak period as I was waiting for bus service 72, I make one new friend as I waited at the bus stop. That is the 4D (lottery) aunty. Ha-ha… I and her curse the people on bus service 159 cause there so much space at the back. Ha-ha she stayed at Toa Payoh and I told her why not you take 88. She did not think of that but I still recommend her to take bus service 159 cause is faster.

My bus came and off I go to Yio Chu Kang. Kumar kept on calling me cause I am abit late due to finding my brief. Reached and I saw him. As we took the train he started to call a few of our good friends. Farah, Gowri and trying to get through Ying Rong. Also I wanna surprise the Ranvin family. Called we talk rubbish to them. Ha-ha… Not long we have reached Woodland and surprise meet to Johnson my secondary school friend. Kumar ask stupid question by saying you take hormone pill ah? Haha I was shock sia… Aiya we all laugh… He say that because my friend he just have natural chest ya know…

Reach Ranvin house I chit chat and surprise meet the next door neighbor. Ha-ha I and Kumar disturb them too. Cause we at this small mall, Vista Point and bump into them. Anyway I, Kumar and Kevin (Ranvin brother) just played afew board game to some computer game.

Fun is over cause 2330 I got to go meet another friend of mine, Hariz. Off to Johor wanna buy some DVD. I know sound typical right? Haha… Anway bump into his friend who is driving and thinking wanna go abit further of Johor that is Pandan. Hmmm I wanna go but I feel sleepy haha… On the way back the Malaysian Traffic Police also caught him. For bike begin too noisy. Ha-ha I was laughing. But the police action lei… Wanted to fine him, RM200. Went back home and he nag at me and telling he can’t believe that he is still begin caught. Reached area and I am glad we chit chat a lot of stuff. Thanks Hariz for sharing your problem to me. It is good to share to your friend because each person got different view and suggestion.

There so many things happen in recently nights. I am glad my friend over the state went fine for the surgery for his neck. Also I decline my friend from going clubbing. I am bankrupt so don’t call me. I am planning. One of it is my 21st Birthday Party. There are two celebrations. 9 Oct and 10 Oct. So look out in e-mail which date you suppose to come. Ha-ha… I can’t invite many people lei. I can think up to 200 and 300. Usually is group by group of friends. So I try to invite you guy ya…

Also thinking of going to the zoo with my childhood friend on mid September. We have not been to long time. Since in those old days. I wanna go but must give them some time to save their money.

You Have Won US$10000

Oh dear. This is not cool. Oh dear. You know your e-mail or hotmail. Usually you got spam in your e-mail, guess what? It has been leak out and now into the reality world. Meaning? It means they have sent some stupid mail to my house. But I would say the way they do it is pro. Can easily trick you. Saying that I won lotto that up to US$10000

and a Sony television. The first time I receive I was surprised but they ask me for a credit card no. and the total bill which was US$35 for shipment. I about to give ya know because the way they do it is so professional.

But what if it not a spam? Cause that time I receive the first letter I was happy and surprise indeed. But 2 to 3 week again I receive this shit time and this time 3 in one go. Is just horrible by tricking innocent people such as you and me. Don’t say I am dump or stupid ok maybe you receive you will know what I been through…

Prayer For You...

This is the prayer I thought of for my friend who going to surgery tomorrow. You know who you are… Ha-ha…

Sleep my dear child as I pray for a guardian angel over you. Because the moment you woke up, is a brand new day and I am glad you have healed. Yes, indeed god creates mankind to have this wonderful skill to heal you. The moment you sleep and woke up to you seem the time line is short while in reality fact the time line is long and always pray that you would be alright. I hope you recover, nope not hope. YOU will recover fast and once again hope to chat you soon. My dear child you seem face lot of challenge along the way and I envy you because it seem you go through the highest and toughest wave. Ha-ha how I wish I can be like you cause in my life, the wave always hit me and anytime my boat can sink. But I will pray and you will be alright once again. Sleep my dear child and just let the God do the wonder of miracle cause the moment you woke up is a brand new day…

Ha-ha is this prayer or poem? Haha…

Jason

Two Group

I am glad that Channel 5 show my favourite show. That is The Moment Of Truth and Destination Truth that show on Okto. Oh dear how I wish I got time to watch this show. Anyway my Dad at Vivo I think he pass by and sure he home early today. Also stupid Hariz took my DVD and never return back. Now I am home and got no show to watch. But today is Monday and got afew nice show. Desperate Housewife to the documentary show that is some tallest women in the world due to medical history. Watch news wanna know what happening to the world too. I am so tired. Oh yeah I have recover. My sleeping time is back to normal once again. Just feeling sleepy at 2230 around there and for no reason, I always woke up at 0300 to 0400. But I will fell asleep again. I think my nap have break up to 2 group. Like first group that is 4 to 5 hour while the second is a short nap that is 2 hours. So far so good anyway. Sleep, 2330 and wake up 0900. Reasonable right???

Once A Year

Many think I am religious but I am not. Today for the first time in a year I went to church. I feel great and refresh. Lot of things change such as the position of the bus stop.
Went into the church and the silent have began. Pray and the church services have started. There one thing I like about today priest talk and one thing struck me the most…
Be like the river where the water always flows forward. I just like the phase. Never ever look back. Hmmm I think that might help a lot in my life. One of my mottos. Never ever look back. Don’t care just for forward. Anyway if you have not seen Singapore local Catholic Church here you go…




Now I am waiting for Aisha and Aunty Rita to upload the photo. I wanna post another thing…