Beloved Libra Birthday

It was a nice pleasant evening even if it rain but is still wont stop for Har Birthday. We celebrated at Paulaner (Millenia Walk), and just nice as I have not taken my lunch and build my huge appetite for dinner. As I was greedy, ordering Half Spring Chicken was not a joke. And even Alan could finish it. 


Yes observe the beer mug, is about a liter but a nice beer. 

Oh dear, again I am gonna get beer belly. 

All I can wish for you, Har is a Happy Belated Birthday.
May all your wish, your blessing, love life, wealth and success come true.
I still can remember how the first time I met him and he was in this dressing. 

His orange long tight fit pants, with a formal long sleeve white shirt and a umbrella along orchard road with a lether briefcase with a bow tie. Among all my friend he have a very unique taste of dressing. But always you have a wonderful friend always got your back. I believe that, you simply could not ask for more.

Someone who is always silent, a girl with great help, always love to tease her, in time we go through the emotional time, Miss Spidy. Would wish her a Happy Belated Birthday. I am glad she came into my life and I would like to wish her a:

Healthy Long Life

A great Success and Wealth

A Jovial Life

Wish you got your lover soon.

There one thing I learn from her, never give up on chasing after the person and that really make me view that the impossible could become possible and make a dream to reality. Again remember we always got your back. And I am glad God plan to meet you, and care each other is an honor and blessing.

Random Society Thoughts

Journalists from ABC’s “What Would You Do?” planted hidden cameras in a Halloween store and filmed shoppers’ reactions to a boy who wanted a princess costume and a girl who wanted a Spiderman costume.

   

Here is the whole clip, You Can't Be A Princess. 

It was a interesting video to see how other react or thought of.

Here something I wanna share about all the society thought is random subject:

It Was A High & Low

Thanks to Edwin & Elson for putting effort and planning a chalet. It was a pleasant and nice gathering indeed. If was a perfect day before I am off to my internship at Diethelm Keller Aviation as a project assistance. Wabul went to bought a liquor at Changi and it was indeed a high night. It was just funny as how Jess entertain us. But she a nice girl and thanks for introduce her new friend, Miss Rita. Just bought lot of laughter to us.

The food was great and I love the Chicken Wing. But the salmon is awesome. Hmm I wonder when I am gonna enjoy this again. As my internship starting the next day for the past five months.

The Internship

-Diethelm Keller Aviation-

Waking up in the morning as early as 15 minutes before 6AM. It was like a zombie only the splash of cold water on my face during shower to cure the zombie mode. I am a person who dont normally shower with heater as cold water make you fresh. Remember, a warm water will me feel sleepy in the toilet. Change to polo tee and a jeans, smoking as waiting for my 0625 bus. 

One and a half hour journey and I have reach the destination waiting for the siren sound off at 0800. They have 3 breaks. 10 minutes at 0930, lunch time about 45 minutes that is 1200 and lastly 1450 another 10 minutes break. Just waiting to hear the siren at this point.

My job is to keep track where the trolley for aircraft gallery is. By create a report and what the problem that cause the production line delay. Also is there any recommendation. It is nice to take picture of defect and have better understanding.

As on Wednesday I ttok a break as we go sing KTV with Kyle Chee, Wabul, Fairul and Jess. Here a preview:

This was interesting. What do you think? Any Comment???

What We Are

Something I’ll never allow myself to forget is that, looks can be the most deceiving thing in the world, you could fool your own mother if you acted correctly, if you tried to act and dress like you did before the world changed.

Appearances change, they twist and morph into something else, but no matter what, people will judge you on what you wear, how you stand, what color you wear the most, and how you present yourself. I used to believe that you could tell a lot about a person by the way they dress, but I was wrong because you can’t judge some one by what they wear, the thought now seems absurd. How they dress is nothing to do with how they are on the inside. You can deceive the world if you try hard enough, put on a tough-guy persona, and play the part to an extend and people will avoid you, or purposefully pick a fight with you, or you could dress like a model and smile and shake hands, dress in exquisite clothes of the finest silks, and people wouldn't think twice about your place in the world.

But no matter who you are, no matter how hard you work on your deceiving appearance, you can never fool yourself, you can try all you want but deep inside your mind, you know you're not this person you make out to be, you're not what your appearance shows, you are always going to be who you are, that might not be who you want to be, or who you feel you need to be, but you will always be it. The world might see you by how you dress, but you will always see you for who you are. And no amount of fancy clothes or make up can change that, all that does is change the shell that you hide within. She told me that if you hide who you are from the people around you, if you hide your true feelings and beliefs, and put on an act of what you know they want to see, then you could rule the world.

Written By: Ronnie Shay (Based on my fiction story)

P/S: Tell me what you think of it. Its not an ending. Its how you interpreted the words.  

The View Of Anorexia Mind

The 24th Birthday

It was 9pm and I was at Simei, at Spidy House preparing food. We were rushing and doing last minute shopping. It was funny as Nanda keep track of my financial. Soon after bought the grocery and went back home to prepare the marination for the Chicken Wing, Mushroom, Smoked Duck and of cause minor stuff such as baked potato and corn.

Thanks to Max and Lufi Chalet, I have got most of the grocery stuff such as plastic cup and plate, Charcoal, Tong. But there is still need to buy BBQ utensil such as Tong, Aluminum Tray etc.

The Marination Process
We boil the Chicken & Mushroom. Knowing we are not professional in BBQ, the wing are often burn in the outside and not cook in the inside. Therefore boiling the chicken will help to 1/2 cook in the outside and inside and reduce fat too. Also applying sweet source on it and massage it. Air-tight the plastic bag once done and leave it cool.

A simplicity of marination can exchange for a reasonable taste such as applying sweet source on Dry Mushroom. Color must turn to Dark Brown during boiling process, also a better way to kill pesticide. Leave it cool in running cold tap water will make the mushroom tender. Massage in sweet source and air tight in plastic bag. And leave it cool.

The Cost Factor
A 2kg Chicken Wing could cost up to 16pcs and worth $9 in the Supermarket. Normally in pack form an froze it. But a wet market, $0.50 per Chicken Wing, reasonable size plus fresh. You do the math, yup 18 pcs. Lower cost but fresh. But a dry mushroom is worth to buy at the supermarket, $7 plus and you have about 50 to 60 pcs per pack form.

Smoke duck could purchase at Woodland Food Industrial  such as Wholesale Market. Buy directly in the factory, fresh and cut the middle men seller therefore lower cost but yet taste great in freshness. A 6 pkt of smoked duck (could cater about 40 people) simply cost $15. Great bargain.

This is what I learn so far and possible might give you great idea on how to save cost but yet extensive quantity and quality value.

The Midnight Meet Up

We manage to finish everything by 12.30am. Yes, Pass by midnight. But since the night is young, we decide to meet up with Kyle which after all we are not far away from him. Thanks to him we get to know him better plus an amazing tour around Simei. Now we know where the market and the """Main Source""" :p

Execution The Party
The weather is playing with us. Either the weather is having period and it was a heavy duty. It seem it having mood swing. But never the less, we all share the small pavilion. My step Dad, bake a cake and I am happy he did it for me. I appreciate alot. But the cake is melting and I apologies those who did not get to try the cake. But it was a starter menu. After the rainy weather, is time to BBQ all the way to the evening and I am glad we have a gathering. Remember begin yourself there is the greatest gift that I could ever asked for.

Those who give me gift, thank you so much. Some gift just simply make me smile and some give me LOL. But love it. I Love you guy and appreciate to:

My Family

My ITE

My Besties

My Coffee Session Buddies

My Clubbing Buddies

Did You Know?

That The BBQ Event Can Be Possible Done In The Budget Of Under $150 And Cater Up To 52 Participation

I Have Accomplished It.

Thanks To Spidy & Nanda For Making The Event Successfully.

Also Thanks To Those Who Contribute & Came And Make Gathering A Blast And Unforgettable Memories Of My Advance 24th Birthday.

  

Almost Gone

Im having a tough week. By far the worst week of my life.. again. I feel like crying but I cant. Im so frustrated most of the times. God knows how much I want to bang my head on the wall. Im emotionally unstable. I feel like there's so much going in my head. I want it to be over so bad. I wake up everyday looking forward to nothing. Im alive but Im barely breathing. Im hanging on the tread loose now. I feel like if someone provoke me, Im gonna snap ya know. I spend most of my teenager years being depressed and suicidal, never thought that once I enter my adult years I would still feel like that. God, this is sooo fucking depressing. I just wanna go away and never come back. 

Im halfway broken

Just a little gone

Almost to the brink

Almost fully drawn

Im just a little sad

Only slightly torn

I wish sometimes

That I was never born

I almost feel insane

Im not always lonely

There's few people who feels like me

Im not the only one

I was just about to make it

So close, but I fell short

It was almost meant to be

My second to last resort

Im midway through the battle

Im near the end of going away

Im almost completely certain

That I will never be okay

Written By: Ronnie Shay

P/S: Jason, dont tagged me in FB. 

The Eastern Cultural Is At The West

I try to keep it update as what happening in my state of my life. Recently, the last weekend was kind of the mood of the eastern Asia cultural. It was a Lunar Festival as the Chinese celebrate a full moon in moon-cake festival and lantern. We went to Haw Par Villa and it was sometime I visited there. Before the entrance, Nanda would like to purchase a drink from the vending machine. Inserting a coin, but nothing came out. I tease him, that is the entrance fees to visit this tourist attraction. It was free admission but they tried to maintain the place as best as possible.

We head toward Vivo City to have an early dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop. It was a decent and best value meal as I did not expect that they give me lot of chicken breast meat. We head bus to Chinese Garden to participate the Lantern Festival. Where full of decor and children ride just simply remind me the past. It cost $12 and I just simply love the firework. Indeed the distance is far but it was worth it. Here afew sneek preview picture:

             

 Of cause, after all this event, Mr Har, Miss Jess, Mr Wilsen and I went to have a nice decent drinks at Chijmes. And we kept on bargain that can we eat mooncake. But I hate the devil Card in the Tarot Card Reading.

What Your Vote?

If you could vote for anything in the world, what would it be?

New People, New Network, New Tagged

Thanks to Miss Fiona for meeting up and accompany me to the Eurasian Association for the reunion. There alot of wonderful people and I did not expect Miss Fiona even met up with all of her old friend. But in Generation Y or The Cyber Generation, I have no idea where all my Eurasian friend went. Or maybe they have not hear this type of association. One thing I like about this group is they casual but yet informal and interesting topic they chatted. They youth, pardon me, I have accidental eavesdrop on their conservation, it kind like very formal with high vocabulary begin used. Also topic and interest about, is books. But would like to thanks the Eurasian Association for organizing and keep up this reunion. This is the second reunion meeting held at Singapore Recreation Club.

We are there to support Ezekiel to one of the competition he is in. He tried his best and it was indeed a nice friendly match. Yes, even he did not win, be it judge or vote but the valueable he gain is experience and knowledge in this competition. Well next year, Mr Wilsen wanted to join and I will be there to support him.

It was nice that, Wilsen, Har, Suffian, Henry, Eva, Irene, Jess, and Wabul to particapate the last day at Maxwell Food Center to drink our favorite set, Baron & Red Bull mixture. It was a pleasant and a nice reunion. We hit the club to support Ezekiel, again we open bottle. But of cause we might paid the price, hangover.

From now onward I am gonna put lot of inspiration animation in each post to increase amount of a new tag, 'The Animation Inspiration'