| JaSonTroNic

Is My Life...

My life is full of surprise. It can be good sometime. Too good to believe. And a bad one sometime. So bad that you think is impossible to go through. I don't know why I am on this earth but it seem I live just to go through my life and learn what I observe as I go through my life. Observe the people around me such as friends to family. Their joke, their craziness and their sadness. To the environment such as culture of other country. My living life style to the challenge which I goes too. A challenge that I truly learn and gain experience alot. I would say my life is totally balance. Good and bad. But if you know my full detail of my life. You will know, Yes I am very lucky. Extreme lucky to the extreme of another dark side of the world that is unlucky. So unlucky that people in my shoe wanna end their life. But I know my lifestyle is always a cheerful and positive side. But there one thing in my life that is, 'What Is Love?'

Anyway tomorrow I am glad we having a family outing again. Is not my family itself I would say. Is a relative and cousin thing. My dad never goes out with us so as my brother and sister which is very rare. Anyway going to East Coast tomorrow and is like I got to be there by 0745. One thing good is my aunt will come and fetch me. Later 5pm I off to Plaza Singapura outing with Aisha and my brother. Tomorrow is a long day. A day where I will be on running... Hahaha...

Seeing The Full Picture In The Future...

I went to Ravin private school and pretend to be a student in Bio class. Today they learn plant. Haha, the teacher ask me am I am suppose to be in this class and I said yes and I just register yesterday. The teacher buy my story. The classmate laugh and the class went on. Kumar ask lot of stupid question to the teacher while Ravin goes crazy again. Haha... Anyway after class we went to Science Center. I pay for Ravin, Kumar Kumaran and myself. We paid $24 in total. $6 each. So we went to see Tesla show to lot of fun exhibition stuff such as Space to Health. Indeed science center change alot. It been more than 10 years I visited the place.

In my life I got more freedom. I can see lot of opportunity coming on my ways. I have a feeling I might be one of the youth got a chance to explore the world. Observe and meet new people. My sixth sense just told me that. I will probably met lot of funny people in the future. Also I will find all my lost childhood friends. The time is coming soon for me. Is time to explore the cultural out there...

But...

Somebody is trying to rescue me...
But I am just too stubborn.

People there to help me...
But sometime I think I am smart. That I able to control and get the happiness but I am not.

The thing I want is there...
But I am just too afraid to take. Afraid of the result and consequency. Afraid that I lost the thing I want and ended up nothing.

The positive side of you...
But there one. The one thing only which I wont tell what is it? But I always think that particular thing or subject in the negative way.

People think in the outside...
But always not in the inside. They think I am funny, I am strong, positive minded, wisdon and good knowledge but they never think what problem I have. Not any normal problem but problem that is so hard to solve in time. Problem that is endless where you think once you solve it wont come back. But not for me. It always come back.

I guess I just got to watch day by day pass by. And figure it out what the meaning of life...

Sentosa Outing

Back home form the Singapore Botanic Garden, me and the kid were very tired. Straight go and have the afternoon nap. Me, I went to watch this show called Honey. It was a nice movie.

I went to Sentosa on Tuesday with my mum side of her family. We went to Palawan Beach

and Bryan kept on crying for no reason and we can't be bother... So his dad wanted to grab him (picture shown below)

and throw him in the water. He scared of water. Still kept on crying but his dad can't be bother. Just throw him in the water.

Anyway they bought this big float that shape like a shark. So they wanna play in the water. I believe today is low tide. Usually when the sunset like 5 the water started to go down.

Bryan got scared, run to his mum and just nice his mum called him for late afternoon lunch. While Roberta and her dad went to play water. Say Cheese!!!

While me, I go around the island and started to like begin a photographer. If I see something that is unique I would just take. Not only I took picture but also I tend to think lot of thing such as, how nice if your love one beside you hugging you in front of this view. Or your good friend beside you and we chatting in front of this ocean view with a very slow sunset as if time goes slow and you are given a break from your stressful life...

Is it not that sweet... HAhaha...

Bryan still do not want to get into the water so he ended up playing with his shark. Anyway after swimming we off to the luge ride.

So Bryan, Roberta and his dad went to play while me and my mum just wanna sit back and relax. Oh dear! The time have been up and time to go back home.

Is been a long day and I am glad that I came with them to Sentosa.

Why cant time be slow while you enjoy and time be fast when come to boring or suffering. Oh dear, how I wish...

Anyway their dad cook for me beef steak and a white wine. It was a nice dinner gathering. Can you imagine there a Italian chef cooking for you at your own home. So good... Went off to Ravin house because today is their new yea in India Calender... Must be vegetarian but I am not...

Visit The Big Park

I went back to Holland Village on Friday night. My mum ask me to came because again her maid got homesick and she is having a emotion breakdown. So I visited her and see what the situation there. To me everything seem normal. So far so good. So by Sunday she told me to bring the kid outing. Anywhere I wanna go.

So I decide to go Botanical Garden. It was indeed a beautiful day. The rain start to fall lightly but is just a passing rain. Memory just flash back by trying to get familar with this place by saying that there is apond and a swam and so on. That what my mind was going through.