Gate Of Truth

Three week of nightmare which I am living in. I still can remember the day that I fell sick. To a anti social mood. But few of my friend came to resuce me. The three week! Is like somebody rob my happiness. My happiness is totally Zero. Fear and phobia start to kick in. I imagine worst and always negative. I thought it would lasted a week. But ended up three week. Soon i found my happiness but I know it wont last long. But soon I recieve a miss call. I know who was it! Yes Indeed, the day have come. Yes, this is the day I am looking for. The truth. Can I handle it? What I know is I just got to follow God plan. God have plan for me even the day I born. I have faith that his plan is already good enough what ever the outcome is. They have given me a call. Is time to go and know the truth. From there my life is either nightmare or just a simply the most happy guy on earth...

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The Past Might Be Just Useful In Time...

I woke up at 5am. I still can remember what my teacher say when I am in ITE AMK. "Jason, if you woke up in the odd time, is time for you to do your prayer..." Yes, I did my prayer and do all the thanksgiving prayer. Also I pray for myself which give thanks that he have been beside me the baddest and darkest time in the past three week. Yes I can see the light but it is still far away. I got a few camp. That is one of the source of happiness. That would put my mind away and do something else.

I met Afiq(MSYC and Vannessa (SMYC) yesterday. Both are nerd! Haha...

I am glad I met them. They change alot. It seem time is fast. Jason make use of it, Jason.
Going Sentosa this Friday with Hubert and his friends. That is a good source of happiness...

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Where The Source Of Happiness?

I am so moody for the past 3 weeks. Now I am begin to recover... I am feeling better and better by each and every single day. Thank Hubert And Heng Mun for seeing my Mum off. Yes She off to Rome.

I just got nothing to say...

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Negative To Positive

Okay! I have decided... I will try not to put negative feeling in my blog post from today onward...

WHY???

Cause I know that putting NeGative feeling in your blog post will not have a healthy mind on my own. Also negative mood give you a negative moody through my whole entire day and as a result it spoil my day. A good day just gone...

Yes, I started working as a camp instructor and today is my first job. A one day event as a camp facilator and bring a student (pri3 to pri6) from Yengzheng Primary School. The Amusing Race to sentosa is very fun. This people cure my life. At least I am so glad I came. Cause is so much fun...

Meeting Hubert And Heng Mun tomorrow but my mum fly off to Italy at 9am flight... So early...

Oh GOD PLease Help me What I BEEn Through O GOD!!!!

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Worst Of The Worst...

Heng Mun And Kumar save my life... It been 3 week and this is the worst of my entire life. The day I post the previous blog ("Feeling..") is till now... I expected to be over a week but still it is on...
Oh God, I am such an idiot cause when I need you I come to you. But when I not in need of you, you do not abandon me... I take it this as a punishment...

Now onward, I am becoming religious. I just need to prepare myself and ask God hand when the time come worst of the worst. I want my normal life back... (Sob... :( ) oh please, something just simple which what I ask for God... I just want a normal lifestyle... I can't take this nightmare... I hope you give me a good news... A glim of light...

Seriously, my life is up-side-down and it really getting worst...

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