Rally And Ramadan

It seems that this month and the previous month, everything seems grand and festive mood. I did not expect this year round; the National Day is quite grand and just in the mood to celebrate. Also feeling proud and glad on what our grandfather build for this country. I just love this year National Day Rally by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong's. Is much more refreshing than last year. Especially about race and religion on space between them and by not conflict or make thing complicated. I think it is challenging that country like our, that has so many race and religion to maintain the peacefulness and harmony. But to me I think it is common sense. I just don’t know why some people like to make thing complicating while thing are much simpler and easier. Communicate also don’t know how to communicate. Because sometime you did not pass the proper massage to another party as a result miscommunication and thing can get really messy. I do mix all type of races. I got a group of Indian community, a Malay community, a Chinese community and not only race but all type of religion and oversea country. At the end of the day we are all human. I am so glad I meet lot of interesting people. But some are insane. Hahah… But I like the future of Singapore that he talked about too. Where he showed that 50 years back during our grandfather time, they did not expect what Singapore becoming is by now. But same as us we can’t imagine what the success would be in 50 years in the future. I just love that part.

Not long Ramadan is coming soon. Also it seem much more grand that the previous year in what I seen. Ha-ha lot of people facebooking each other that fasting coming soon. Some greet happily and some seem put a sour face. Ha-ha… But I think it is interesting I am sure my Muslim friend will learn and gain something personal. Fast is all for your own good. I do fast in certain time and indeed I learn something. I remember I fast 3 days and 2 nights where water I only drank. No food. You will learn something. But I wanna see what the first day of break fast would be like. So I am glad Mr Ranvin and the Neighbor of Shasha families invite me to Geylang Serai tonight. I am sure is crowded and I wanna see the cultural tonight. So Happy Ramadan to all my Muslim friends. I WANT Ramli Burger... Haha...

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Now It Is 0403

This is the most ever insane time that I just post this in my blog. Now it is 0403. Yes, early in the morning. Cause I slept and woke up 1700 today. The rain is so heavy and is so cold and is nice to be under the warm blanket while you sleep like no body business. Ha-ha But sure I heard the wind grew strong and to me is sound like a sleepy melody. The day before that fall on my Dad pay day. We got a feast but Kumar gave me a surprise as I and my Dad talking while we were seeing this Thai movie called burn. Kumar just show his face with his innocent smile. I was surprise and invite him in. He talk about his work happen today. My family knows him well.

I invite him down for a coffee and we chat a lot. Not long back to my house and played some game. We sang karaoke, Singstar and he seem addicted to Puzzel Fighter. He love seeing me played Little Big Planet too. Not long I send him back home and I watch afew movie and knock out. Today, Friday went to Johor with Hariz and bought some movie. Met his Dover ITE friend and one of his friend got lost along the way. Ha-ha... I quit ITE Dover. Such a boring school. My GPA is high enough to go into the poly I wanna go next.

Talking about Poly I am kind of worried now. I don’t know why but recently I worried lot of stuff. I am worried in the future. I am getting the negative thinking again. Where I used to be a positive guy where I know I must not worried because God have planned for me. I am not daydreaming but is just that I know when is the right time to do it. Yes when Jason that what people gonna question me. I just no mood to find job now. Gowri called me saying they do have interview now in Integrated Resort in Casino Management. I am thinking should I go or not. If I do go that is my career and no more poly idea. I am just thinking lei…

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Black Hole

What happen to me?
These questions started to repeat in my mind.
Not different but the same old question.
Sooner or later I be sick and tired by this question.
There is this dark emptiness in me.
Loneliness? Sadness? Negative ness?
I don’t know but the feeling is just horrible.
There is something that I need that every single human
in this planet need. If you don’t have it you will go insane
or maybe just a horrible torture of life.
The emptiness is expend every single each day.
When I feel sad, my tears just don’t come out.
Loneliness, I am like cold blooded animal. Where I don’t
recognize feeling anymore.
Toxic and poison thought began to spread in my brain.
Where I got negative psychology thinking began.
I just don’t know what the plan is anymore.
I am that boy who is goal oriented but not anymore.
As if going through the blank space or walking in the dark.

I am now relying on God. Is that good? I believe god have plan
for us and that word call fate.
If, example God do plan for us,
Than why should I plan where god have make a plan for
us even the day before we born.

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House Visited

Okay. I don’t know why but this month I got no mood to blog. The interests of blogging seem to drop this month. Maybe September and October got lot of thing to blog. Ha-ha
I just got no mood also feeling down now days. Just no mood to talk sometime, but here the update anyway…

Ok there are two idiot visited my house recently. Yes I know do what in my house? Haha… I also don’t know sometime but there always something to do in my house in order to kill time…

Miss Gowri
Ok recent not long after the Changi Village BBQ overnighting stuff with Kumar and a old classmate of mine, Vivek. She came to my house feeling bored. Wanted to go East Coast to meet Kumar friend but Kumar and Ranvin can’t come out. Got curfew… hahaha… So plan changes come to my house watched movie. We watched Ghost Of Girlfriend Past. The movie is just awesome. Is kind of nice. But after I watched the movie, I feel like kind of sad because I believed I won’t get a chance of begin loved. I as the eldest I believe my role of duty is to take care my parent in the future. So yeah every movie there is a happy ever after all how about my life. God give me a peek what happen in the future. But I, Gowri and Suman (Gowri Boyfriend) really enjoyed the movie, laughter and awe. Never get sick and tired of this movie, watched 3 times already. Hariz still did not pass me one horror movie and I am waiting. After movie we went down eat chicken rice and me dessert… haha… Really enjoy both of their company…


Heng Mun
I was bathing and I realize she came too fast. This girl, even she is short and got small leg but sure she walk damn fast. Haha… Embarrassed, me in towel was surprise to see her outside plus the gate open. I spoke to her in singlish by saying, “Aiyo, Heng Mun ah why you walk so fast see la everytime come at the wrong time”. I enjoy her company today. We talked a lot of thing lei. Hmmm lot of personal stuff too by exchanging each other view. I just like to talk to Miss Heng Mun. Thanks Heng Mun for begin there with me at the dowsed and deepest need of my times. I am just glad she is there. Did not watched movie at my house instead went down chit chat and she treat me $2.50 chicken rice. Ha-ha… So kind and we walk to AMK Hub. She went toilet and she took damn long lor… Hmmm we still thinking of going KL, Malaysia or not…

I just change my profile picture. Ha-ha Sawadee Khrab Jason… My mum pass me that top Thai cultural shirt and I can’t remember for what occasion, she wanted me to wear that shirt. But I am thinking for my 21st birthday should I wear or not. I still can remember Shikin took a picture of me and we kept on laughing. Shikin la always laugh at me. Than Aisha too… What do you think any comment?

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Two people visit my house this week and that why I named House Visited.

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Back To Village

Kumar again… Yup we went out today. Again… We gonna meet our old friend, Gowri and afew of the other friends. We heading toward Changi Village where it been sometime I went there and that place got full of my childhood memories in those old day where my grandma used to bring us to NTUC chalet which just overnight in the flat. Anyway I tell Kumar to take his own sweet time cause I am eating and watching movie, Big Momma. Ha-ha…

Left and went to Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. I kept on sms Kumar meet at Yio Chu Kang. No! Ang Mo Kio. Oh Yio Chu Kang… Ha-ha… I cant decide. Comfirm at Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. 2045 I left and met him there. Take the train and us chit chat a lot. I don’t know why but we just chit chat a lot of stuff. Ha-ha… Also we wonder how Gowri look like now cause is been sometime we have not met each together for so long. We kept on updating on our old friends too. Like Ying Rong. Workaholic. She only off at Monday and really money-minded.

Take the train all the way to City Hall. Switch and up toward east that is Tanah Merah. Reached and take bus service 2. Through Simei ITE and all the prison and camp. I tease Kumar chooses which camp cause he is going in on October. Reached I was surprise that the night life in Changi Viallage is so active.

They got night market. Unusual from normal Pasar Malam but they sell lot of interesting stuff. Is pack of crowd too. I called Gowri and realize she was waiting at the car park.

Saw Vivek, Maju, Maju Childhood friend and of cause Gowri and her boyfriend. Ha-ha… Kumar told Gowri that since when you so fat. Also is a nice surprise to see Vivek too.

Eat, chat and bbq. We talk cock but I am glad they speak English cause they know I am there. Willing to translate even I did not ask. I am glad Gowri boyfriend, Suman tell me his experience all that. We just joke through out the night.

Kumar and I decide to go toilet. Ha-ha… Sometime Kumar can see his soft side and people mistaken about it. Went we went there a group of Indian say behind our back in tamil by saying hey see there a pretty women walking la. Ha-ha Kumar told to walk faster after he explains to me. I was laughing sia. Also there another case that is the toilet. There is this idiot tamil guy, I have a feeling he follow us. Kumar went in while I just washed up. This idiot was talking on the phone all that until Kumar finish. After Kumar change to short and went out he told Kumar you going swimming is it? Telling Kumar as if I am not there and I say NO, why? He walks off in hurried. I laugh at Kumar by intimate his voice by saying you going swimming ah da… haha… Kumar also told me that in the toilet he told someone on the phone in tamil, “that wait he wanna tackle that girl da” Hahaha… I was laughing…


We walked back and told Gowri the incident, Gowri laughed a lot. Played snap and Go fish and some poker card game until the sun rise. We went to eat breakfast at Changi Village. I ate toast and half boiled egg. Ha-ha…

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