The Past Might Be Just Useful In Time...

I woke up at 5am. I still can remember what my teacher say when I am in ITE AMK. "Jason, if you woke up in the odd time, is time for you to do your prayer..." Yes, I did my prayer and do all the thanksgiving prayer. Also I pray for myself which give thanks that he have been beside me the baddest and darkest time in the past three week. Yes I can see the light but it is still far away. I got a few camp. That is one of the source of happiness. That would put my mind away and do something else.

I met Afiq(MSYC and Vannessa (SMYC) yesterday. Both are nerd! Haha...

I am glad I met them. They change alot. It seem time is fast. Jason make use of it, Jason.
Going Sentosa this Friday with Hubert and his friends. That is a good source of happiness...

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Where The Source Of Happiness?

I am so moody for the past 3 weeks. Now I am begin to recover... I am feeling better and better by each and every single day. Thank Hubert And Heng Mun for seeing my Mum off. Yes She off to Rome.

I just got nothing to say...

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Negative To Positive

Okay! I have decided... I will try not to put negative feeling in my blog post from today onward...

WHY???

Cause I know that putting NeGative feeling in your blog post will not have a healthy mind on my own. Also negative mood give you a negative moody through my whole entire day and as a result it spoil my day. A good day just gone...

Yes, I started working as a camp instructor and today is my first job. A one day event as a camp facilator and bring a student (pri3 to pri6) from Yengzheng Primary School. The Amusing Race to sentosa is very fun. This people cure my life. At least I am so glad I came. Cause is so much fun...

Meeting Hubert And Heng Mun tomorrow but my mum fly off to Italy at 9am flight... So early...

Oh GOD PLease Help me What I BEEn Through O GOD!!!!

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Worst Of The Worst...

Heng Mun And Kumar save my life... It been 3 week and this is the worst of my entire life. The day I post the previous blog ("Feeling..") is till now... I expected to be over a week but still it is on...
Oh God, I am such an idiot cause when I need you I come to you. But when I not in need of you, you do not abandon me... I take it this as a punishment...

Now onward, I am becoming religious. I just need to prepare myself and ask God hand when the time come worst of the worst. I want my normal life back... (Sob... :( ) oh please, something just simple which what I ask for God... I just want a normal lifestyle... I can't take this nightmare... I hope you give me a good news... A glim of light...

Seriously, my life is up-side-down and it really getting worst...

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Feeling...

I am so tired and worried...
Tell me? What the percentage of chance that computer make error during calculation???
Is like, very rare!!!
I am just worried and I hope indeed a Computer did make Mistake...
If not I might just wanna simply give up my life...
I feel so moody and down till in such a way that is:

I DO NOT WANT TO TALK Neither EAT...

I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE MIX WITH MY GOOD FRIEND AND REST OF MY FRIEND...

it is so worst that...

I FEEL LIKE WANNA TELL MY MALAYSIAN FRIEND, DONT BOTHER COME TO SINGAPORE...

The only cure for me now is wait till I see my result...

Yes, if you dont get it what this post about... You are meant, not to get it...

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