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Guardian Angel

I don’t know why I have been feeling moody and emo-ing myself nowdays. I have been watching lot of romance story as in the way of emo myself. But I have a very bad habit that I complain and complain no one beside me. My friends and family are there. Why am I complaining where this people are there for you, Jason? Isn’t this people are your guardian angel?

There are times that I care for someone. Someone who I hardly met. In time, is natural for you to took care of that person. Even someone is not related to you nor had you not known the person. You just simply care.

I ever once asked this question. Am I a Guardian Angle for that particular person? Because I believe everyone has a guardian angel but I believe your guardian angel can be any random stranger or in your loves and you will never realize even if the person protect or done good deed to you. It is not meant for you to know. I know I saw my guardian angel once that is Su Thomas. And I am considered lucky to know her. But again who is my guardian angel who will took care of me and send me blessing and love?

Change & Challenge

Change
I have decided to change today. I have decided to change my style, my dressing but of cause not my character because it seem majority love my character. I change not because most of my friend dont like it. They like who I am. But I change just to be better. Let say is a improver version like iPhone OS but all changes give a risk. Dont be surprise my Facebook proflie picture change (Don't forget to comment) just because of my new look. I should dye my hair and my hair should be neat. But my hair is virgin. Should I or should I not?

Challenge
Is been long and tiring that I have work in this field and I have come to the challenging part. What would I do? People kept on telling me to focus. Define focus? Focus as in doing what? Sometime my mentality is like a programming where you got to tell specific on what and the method to follow. I need tips and idea. Oh well... All I know if I can go through it, I will enjoy my fruit of success.

Any Daily Update?
Now is been two night that I stayed at Kumar House. I just need a break. I have been going school event in and out. I miss my friends and my classmate. I cant wait for the Vietnam trip. I cant wait for gathering session. Is been long and it seem I am entering into ''''adult'''' (where work work work) stage. Oh well, if I got tips for teen or anyone below 12, enjoy your childhood because you have 20 years and the 40 to 50 years is all work...

The Marina Bay Sand Resort (MBS) was awesome and the environment that we doing our project, funding for the SPD (Society for the Physically Disability) and APSN (Association People With Special Needs) went just nice and follow up with the convention event with Singapore Gifts & Stationery Show 2010 and collaborating with Social Innovation Park.

Our booth was just nice to fit in a small pushcart with lot of little treasure to fund for the 2 organization. But as few of us (the senior) try to have ice breaker with the junior, is fun to know new people. But Joy was not there and is challenging for me as I were the head of marketing and got to give planning on how to do sale by not forgetting that I hate sale and totally no ideal was is marketing or even sale about.

I got Su Thomas as she was doing her greeting cards. I still can remember she is so jovial and love to chit chat with me. She is so nice and it was a good bonding and friendship start. She is a great person and someone who inspire me. Let say she is someone you could chat up with who able to forget your problem and just simply a warmth and motherly love in your heart. She is truly one of our angels. No wonder I don’t mind her begin me as her god-son as I treat her as my god-mum. No worry, she got god-grandchild that is Cheryl and Benny.

Lot of creative idea in the shop such as ring cup to noodle mug which is hot, hot stuff. Mug and notebook are selling in good pace. Everything went great but as an experience in merchandising, it was simply headache sometime. Where got to be stern and serious in counting. I always thought counting is fun but now not really.

Here are some of the photos during the MBS:

We went to Aston and makan. Is a hard day of word and we deserve rewards.

I have an appetite of something that is sour and chose this...

Chicken Chop with sweet sour sauce

I went to Malaysia, Johor with Hariz. We shopping at Pandan City. It was nice and sweet of Hariz, he bought me a chocolate ball. :D haha...

This is my bus stop at 0200 after a chat with Hariz.

We went to Bazar the next day and hang out with my dearest old classmate in RP. Haha...

Than went to meet Miss Gowri And Miss Farah at Airport. Hang out, talk cock and sing song...

The Last train home after a long day...

I still could remember that day I felt so negative that luckily my friend were there giving me tips. Without them, I would be in the world of darkness.

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I don’t know why but I always trust my gut feeling that I would not get love means I would not get. And I don’t know why but I know one day I might simply give up. I always feel so cold. So cold and lonely that the emptiness is getting bigger and bigger each time. So big that one day, I might be felt nothing. Nothing as in useless. I always hope that whenever I felt cold, someone would hug me and give me warmth. But it seems no one able to do that. No one able to rescue me when I am in coldness and in darkness. I am not surprise that one day, I got used to it. So cold till my heart frozen that even my love one came across my path unable to unfreeze it. So cold that one day, I might be cold blooded and negative. That is what I am scared about. And that where my mentality might be abnormal. But don’t worry, I hope god don’t put me in this path.

Today, Hong Ming and I explore the whole place in Marina sand Resort as one of our event is coming up. The place kind of interesting as we had a long walk from City Hall all the way to the Marina Sand Resort. The place is huge and the moment we step in is all the exclusive brand. Such as Armani Exchange, Gucci, Prada and so on. We explore and a Rolex can cost up to 40K. Is nice to see the price as you window shop and see what can this place offer you. We wanna eat and a Chicken Rice cost up to $5. Of cause what you expect is just beside Banana Republic and G-Shock watch. Even a basement had an high end luxury brand...

Went to Paragon later to meet them and why is my classmate so into, ummm really into, no no really really die die into iPhone. Event till one without gadget feel agitated. Haha... Oh such a Sengkang and Tampines people...

Date Is Very Important...

Is been long so long that I have not update my blog. So long till I left a month out where usually I don’t. I don’t have the urge nor inspiration to post. I have been tired and don’t really have a mood. Let me try to flashback all the way to June 18, Friday. Thanks god that my Microsoft Outlook keep track of my schedule so that it can help me what to update from June all the way now. My post wont be that long as I try to keep it short, simple and sweet.

We had a Sarawak trip bonding session at 21 June. Surprising, someone online...

Elyan and her friend came to Singapore as I and Huda went with them shopping such as Charles & Keith at CityLink Mall. Also we head out to Esplanade and slack at the rooftop garden. That is fall on 25 June.

26 June is the day where as my mum expend her stay as one of my Uncle in Thailand pass away. 2 of my relative in Thailand and 1 in Singapore have pass away.

28 June I was late for Congnitive Class and can you guess whose Cigrette box is that? Is Madam Indah and “””I am Veryyyyyy Dissapointed in Her...””” Haha :P

The month of July have enterd and 3 of July I remember I went with Aisha and Nuri to see the National Day Preview. This year is held at Padan but it seem it consume too much time on military and lack of Singapore culture.

When the night fall, went to clubbing.

4 Of July fall on Sunday and Facililator came all the way down to HarbourFront Center for revision of math lesson. Only 3 people attend that is Mr Tyron, Mr Zhen Hao and Me of course. But after she left, Taufiq came and we went to Universal Studio.

July the 9 is the day that the Ho chi Ming trip of airflight ticket have been comfirm. Also the day I bought my iPod Touch. :D I bought it at Mustafa Center for $280 only for 8GB which I find it enough.

July 10 to 11, overnight at Republic Poly as we got lot of thing to start of. I am a committee member in Sport Club as my job to create poster and logo. This what I came out with and I am glad everyone like it. But also Inshirah and Larvin overnight by watching movie and everyone complain that they cannot stream on live match at FIFA world cup.

Btw that my photo for the committee in sport Club. And I know it suck...

But July 12 I get to see the rainbow...

July 16, Farah, Sha, Gowri and Sumen met up and we chat and eat till we drop.

July 21 is the last day with Ah Huat. Also is a special day because everyone got to be dressed in Formal wear.

July 23 is a Samsung Human Torch but I and Heng Mun took the goodies bag and ran away...

July 26, I am involve in SUI IG as I am curious what is happening in the sales world.

July 27, got selected in Colgate Ad as I went for the video interview.

July 30, they took a photo of me as I am selected and posted in SUI IG as publicity. Here my photo and again is suck...

July 31, I met lot of great people in YES IG & SUI IG...

4 August I earn 9 dollar as I helped YesIG in PushCart Sale. I kept on Laughing...

6 to 9 August I went to KL and stay there. Enjoyed so much as we went together with my relative. Genting For Casino all the way down to KL for my friend and shopping of course.