It's You That I Want To Be With

I always knew that love would come find me someday
but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise by unexpected source
but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above
you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see

From when you laugh to when you're upset fo your past, I still love the little things you do
especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too
coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.

Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true
too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe
because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive

"Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows
the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only
a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true
because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you
I've had the experience of being in relationships before
however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more
it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine
and I trust God that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time

For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God made everything beautiful, precious and new
just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

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Motivation or Demotivation

I don't really have Xenophobia because I believe everyone have the right to go to another country just to have a better opportunity. If you could go to other country thinking that the grass is greener another side, than go for it. I have met many foreigner and there is many unique stories in each one of them. Some left their family behind and once seen their family maybe once a year.

Instead of saying maid, I would say helper and my mum hired her like 4 years ago. She is a wonderful person but luckily she is hired from my mum. Because in my family we trusted her and give her the freedom as long as she do her duty. Well we give her a support to upgrade her cause for her dream ambition. That is nursing and on weekend she took part time course.

We all are human and I believe that it should be treated equality and not treated by based on the job scope or education level.

Don't worry I'm not injure or gotten into accident. Is just that I wanna have the taste on how the taste of disability people went through their daily life. That is wheelchair travelling through all the terrain. Luckily Singapore is Wheelchair friendly.

Also another thing, I felt not motivated to workout recently. I do not why or what cause it but maybe is a lazy phase period. I hope I wont gain or out of shape. But is been 1.5 week I did not work it out. :(

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How Much Does A Miracle Cost?

A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet.


She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even.. The total had to be exactly perfect.. No chance here for mistakes.


Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.


She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment.


Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!


'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice.. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting for a reply to his question..


'Well, I want to talk to you about my brother,' Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. 'He's really, really sick....and I want to buy a miracle.'


'I beg your pardon?' said the pharmacist.


'His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?'


'We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you,' the pharmacist said, softening a little.


'Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs.'


The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, 'What kind of a miracle does your brother need?'


'I don't know, 'Tess replied with her eyes welling up I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money..'


'How much do you have?' asked the man from Chicago .


'One dollar and eleven cents,'Tess answered barely audible.


'And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to.'


'Well, what a coincidence,' smiled the man. 'A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers.'


He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said 'Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the miracle you need.'


That well-dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery.


The operation was completed free of charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well.


Mom and Dad were happily talking about he chain of events that had led them to

this place.


'That surgery,' her Mom whispered. 'was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?'


Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost.....one dollar and eleven cents...plus the faith of a little child.


In our lives, we never know how many miracles we will need.. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law.

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Biker Girls

Look at those girls bike. Is not easy to find these girl such as Farah and Nurul (is really nice knowing you, babe) that have interest in those big bike. Went shopping with them at Ubi for bike. It was interesting and actually first time went shopping for bike. Not shopping but window shopping. Went for makan and thanks Nurul for the treat.

  

I want to be like a child again.

I want to be secured again, to be fearless and full of confidence, to not be stressed over constantly trying to get the highest grades, to not be full of regrets, full of pain, I want to go back to feeling that happiness by just watching my favorite cartoon and coloring in my coloring book and not have to worry about what some low life bitches thinks of me nor cry over some douche.

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Day 4 of Kuala Lumpur - Makan & Shopping

Meanwhile, the last day

in Kuala Lumpur as kind of upset as I did not really met all my Malaysian friend. Yes, is my fault that I told them last minute. But not to worry, soon I will be back there. Anyway it is 0800 and I check out from my guest house. I left and head to my bestie hotel where having breakfast at Dorset Regency. The breakfast buffet was pleasant but not pleasant when come to sushi and scramble egg.


Later we went for a swim and here the shot of Miss Farah & Me.

 

Spidy wanna surprise her a birthday gift by doll and flower but it did not turn out a surprise because we took a rest in the hotel. Is cute whereas Spidy trying to chase us out by shopping at Berjaya Time Square. But we dilly dally the time as result the hotel staff came at 12 noon. Soon we check out, we went shopping at Berjaya Time Square and KLCC Suria Mall. She shop for shoe and baju at Factory Outlet Store.

Went to Kampong Bahru for lunch and later we left Kuala Lumpur and head all the way home. It was 160KM/H and it was fast trip back home.

But guess who was waiting for a surprise at JB for a second surprise birthday party for Farah?

Indeed it was a last minute trip to Kuala Lumpur and I did not expect me to be there all sudden. But I would love to head back KL one of these day. It is indeed a unique city. I always believe that each city is unique in it own waysand it motivate me to backpack.


Reflection of Randomness


So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

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