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Let see!!! What can I told you recently...

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I just dont't know but I need to change my profile picture okay. Is been there for sometime and my new profile picutre not really satisfied me lei. I need better picture and I want good, good, good awesome picture. Picture that bring joke but yet nice. Hmmm... This is all I got anyway:

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http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3911219&l=5e1831b19e&id=552538237

There also another one but kind of bad boy lei. I want to be a good boy okay. Here it is:
I am not a smoker this photo just play play only. Haha...
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Recently Gowri, Farah and Sumen (Gowri Boyfriend) came to my house. Sumen happy lei cause I gave him a powerful subwoofer. But before Farah and Sumen came, I and Gowri went to buy Pizza Hut take away. Is just fulling la for two people. We ate and watch movie too. Than Farah came and so as Sumen. I test the subwoofer plus the 3 speaker of Philips. Is just damn loud as my Theater System and the whole house in vibrate mode. Bull blast two time. So loud I cant really hear what Gowri say also.

Not long we went to Haji Karim and had a rojak and some drink. I pity Farah la have to go through shit that her problem. I feel like I wanna help her la by just switching shoe with her and solve the problem. Cause I just don't like people go through hard time. I been alot and I dont mind doing it for her. Yea is just sad. But this is life. No problem mean no learing point or no experience gain. So Farah cheer up and dont view it such a way that small problem into a big one ya... At the end of the day it does not seem bad...

Wanna tag, comment it on my Facebook...

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Miss The Morning Hours...

WTF!!! I don't know or what but my sleeping time have once again flop. I can called it jet-lagged right? I am now still awake as bright as a light bulb till now that is 0523. I kind of miss the morning hours such as 0800 to 1300. Yes! By 1400 usually I awake. Anyway I am finding job but I just not sure what is it lei... I feel like wanna work as a bartender, learning how to mix drink or becoming a electronic technician but I would be most likely ended up at Jurong Island which is far. I Just not so sure what to chose...

But I am thinking of a gathering lei that we all go to VivoCity. What do you think? Something simple la like played pool to having a dinner at Carls Junior and a great day by ending, watching a movie. Hmmm, but I lazy to plan la...

I just kept on laughing at this picture. But indeed it inspire me in somehow or in someway...
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The First Step Of 21st...

Morning Supermarket
The day have arrived and I still can remember that I woke up late at the day of my birthday. I have to meet my mum at 7am at Commonwealth MRT Station to buy the food for my BBQ and a family gathering dinner in the evening. I ended up waking up at 0830. Yeah, I am super late la and ended up panic. Plus, my phone already have 4 missed calls from my mum. I took a train down and can't decide to go to Jurong or down to city area through Raffles Place and change the train. I decided to go to city area and reached there at 1000. My mum still in the supermarket and together we shopped. Come to the cashier, paid $170.

Went back to my mum house at Holland Village and she started to cook while me started to call people and disturb people through the phone. By noon I left and went back home cause I am so sleepy and took a nap all the way to 1600. Suppose to left the house by 1430 but my cousin Debra have not came back so they timing have slight changes and is begin delay. Finally I collect the cake and took a cab and just nice Uncle Victor called and fetch them at Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. Off we went to Pasir Ris.

Family Gathering

When I arrived the Costa Sand Resort Pasir Ris, my chalet unit no. is easy to remember cause is F1 which remind you the F1 raced. I just saw my mum arrive in front of us and went to my chalet unit. I saw Elizabeth, my grandma and June, my eldest aunt in my Dad side. Reached and took a walk around the resort while my small cousin wanna swim. While they swam I was chatting with my aunt and mum. Not long, Christine started to come and Luke. I am kind of worried for my grandmother that she might feel uncomfortable with my friend where she don't really like lot of people around. Especially my friends. So I kept on constantly check on her make sure everything goes well. Not long, friend like Gowri, Sumen, Farah, Rudy, Idris, Kumar and Jacinta started to came. In my family side the only person started to overnight is Christine and Gerald her son that is my cousin. It is 2041 and that my birth time in Singapore. Is A Chocolate Cake and the Cutting cake ceremony have begun while first time I been surrounded with a small cousin of mine and me begin feeling young once while the next minute I will became a adult. As they sang the Birthday song I kept on thinking what the one thing would I wish now? As the song finish I simply just make a wish. A wish that make me happy. A wish that something I hope for. Is a puzzle right? Only a friend who close me enough would know what I would wish for as I don't wanna reveal the wish because I believe in this myth that is, if you tell your wish it wont came true.

Is just funny how my step sister, Roberta talk to my friend, Kuamr. She is really a center of attention when Roberta started to ask Kumar question such as: What is sex means and Do you like having a child? And is just funny when Kumar answer her question. I am glad my family and friend can be together. My aunty, Christine is a very friendly and teen-friendly type of person. She is funny and I am glad she can click with my friend. My mum wanna go off and send her off. We went to Downtown East to the Taxi stand and off they went.


Best Friends Night
My Aunt Christine, and her son Garald went to bed while thanks to elizabeth fordable table, we started to drink Jim Beam and played card games such as Blackjack. Idris, Kumar, Gowri, Sumen, Farah, Jacinta and of cause me slack at the table. Today is a long day for me after a huge gathering and a huge cooking for my family today. Now resting wondering who will come tomorrow. Is a testing of my other friend that who will stand beside me in the next day. Also wondering is there enough food all that stuff. I just tired to think and I am glad my friend is there, making joke. Kumar disturb Sumen. While Sumen disturb me. While I disturb Gowri and Gowri disturb Idris while Idris irritate Farah and Jacinta. We played stupid game and some people just got ended up high. Is just funny to see my friend high and thanks god I seldom got high. Cause if I do, who gonna take care them.

When we all slept in the chalet after forcing Idris to sleep to, I did not realize that I encounter afew problem through out the night until I felt bad for my aunty. Idris kept on talking to I-Do-Noy-Know-Who and someone snore like hell. My sleep is like on and off. Once I woke up at 3am and I stare at Jacinta realize she too can't sleep. I give her a sign language and whisper to her that do you wanna go Downtown East MacDonald. And yea she too wanna go. I wanna see if my aunty awake but she sleep already. I and Jacinta woke up and sneak through the back door while the front door is block by Kumar and Idris sleeping together and hugging. So romantic...

I learn lot of thing from Jacinta and I glad I got a chance to know her la. Haha sometime is a bit weird that Jacinta talk alot cause she seldom chit chat. Went we went to MacDonald, I am just glad she chit chat with me alot. Really I am just glad... Hmmm it seem Jacinta wanna go eat MacDonald breakfast but not yet lei. Now 0300 plus only while it start to serve at 0400. I bought Ice Milo and medium French Fries while she bought a set meal of Fillet O Fish. We chat but not long Idris called Jacinta and I realize he missed called me once. So 0415 Idris came and he is okay la. But sometime do stupid stuff in the MacDonald which I kept on laughing la. You know the tray stack and a bin. On top of the bin there is a spray and he used it though it was a steriliser. But that is too clean the glass window and glass door. I just kept on laughing la... Now is at 0510 and off back to the Chalet and we went to the reception. At the reception there a computer so I surf Internet while took turn. Jacinta try the massage chair.


Preparation Of The BBQ
Haha, I remember we all still sleeping even my aunty Elizabeth and Aunty Joan came to the chalet wanting to bring Aunty Joan to the swimming pool in the morning like 0845. I can't even imagine how she swim in cold water ya know. My Aunt bought all of us a Roti Prata but it seem all such a waste cause is lanch already. My Aunt also kind enough to extend rent for the chair and rent two tables. Time flew by fast and not long is 1230 and I force everyone to leave the chalet. All of them except my relative take care the chalet. We walk together to Downtown East and went to NTUC fairprice at the e-hub. Went NTUC and we shop as if we are one big family buying our grocery stuff. Haha... Bought another packet of chicken, two packet of hotdog and some BBQ stuff. Total cost: $23.00 Ya is okay. Than we walk around Downtown East and back to the Chalet. We started to marinate the chicken with curry powder and another group of marinate just pure honey.

Kumar and Gowri came and help me. It time to get our hand dirty and we had fun. Jacinta and Farah pluck out the chicken feather if there any. Is just funny la...



I chat with my aunt and thanks to her, she sponsor Beehoon that cost $30. The first guest arrive is Shahidah, the boyfriend and Ying Rong. I just happy to see Ying Rong where it bring joy to everyone faces. Not long A group of good friend, Hubert friend came but Hubert never come. Aiyo I so sad but I understand.

Just nice, Kumaran and Johnson also were there. All meet up at the Downtown East Gantry. When I calculate there not enough food for my group of friend. There not enough food for all of us so I ask Farah and Shahidah go and buy another packet of chicken. I played and talk alot to Dennis and they all. The last time I saw them is with was with Hubert. Is been long time. I am just glad I saw them. Hmmm... I am surprised to saw my Dad which he came. I know is not easy to came la due to family complicated matter with his brother or sister. He seem to have phobia in that but even he still make it. I just glad and very surprised.

Cutting Cake Ceremony

Indeed yesterday is my birthday and today celebrating my 21st of the first day. Haha... Yea!!! As usual same timing that is 2041. They came out and singing me a birthday song with a candle lighted on and asking me to make another wish. As the birthday song came again something telling me to wish what you really wished for. Wish something you really mean it. Birthday song finish and blew the candle. As I blew, the wish have been made. But ended up Dennis wanna punch me as a Birthday bash. Not long innocent turn to naughty Jacinta thow her first flour on me. I am glad they threw flour and water only. Lucky not eggs... Thanks God. After that I chase them where my body is wet with flour. Is just fun la but this is the first time I got sabotage lei... Usually people wont know is my birthday. I guess in order people to know I got to pay the price...


This is just the first wave but I know that the second wave will be from my close friend such as Gowri, Kumar, Farah, Jacinta they all. But I just finger-cross that they wont attack me ya. I just kept on laughing that Sharel chase after Gowri wanting to touch her breast la. Is just freaking funny. But I am glad Pames and her sister came.

I went to fetch Egi. My cyber friend which I knew him sometime. I am glad he brave enough to come to my birthday. Brave enough to mix with a group of people he might never knew. But he is ok just surprise he is so small so cute. My younger brother... Haha... Kumar and I love to disturb and tease him but not long they all ask me to come to the swimming pool and chit chat. So went there and talked but I know something is not right la when Jacinta kept on asking for my phone. Haha... Jacinta also another one don't know how to act. I kept on running away but Kumar gave up and grab me and so do the rest. They force me and throw me to the swimming pool. Than Sumen sure know how to push me ah... Me begin wet again and I told them no more sabotage please cause I no more clothe. So we all rest and after I took the second shower, Heng Mun and her boyfriend, Din came. I am glad they came and we talk alot la. But I feel bad cause I kind of no mood lei maybe I just tired. But I do enjoy and glad they came.

The day have been over and I clear the place. Everybody is watching the Hindi movie at Vansatham Center. Haha a multi race love to watch some Hindi movie. Is just a quiet night where we all watch. Later, Farah brother came with his girlfriend. Faizal totally look like his Dad and Kumar have been knock out. Farah want to BBQ stuff but I clear lei. I completly forgot bout her brother. Butter and honey all throw away... :P Anyway I dont know how she cook but I know there is a chicken and again we played some game and drink again. Around 0100 we tried some stuff like waterfall and other stupid stuff where we chit chat and talk. But soon around 0330 we knock out and everyone goes to sleep. Haha some people just can't sleep...

Sunshine Lunch
Farah kept on going to toilet while Idris in the toilet for so long. Gowri making dont know what sound too. Veronica kept on offing everyone alarm phone at 5am as she wanna sleep more. Haha... me, I was just observe and see everyone behaviour. Is just funny la... I like when Farah hop and pass me the bottle of Jim Beam in the dark when she saw me awake. Is like a clown give a child a liquor drink saying dont be shy, try it is for your own good. I woke up at 0745 I think. I just wanna clear the chalet stuff. All the stuff such as plate and cup. Thhe BBQ stuff and so on. Idris also woke up and begin to talk and wanna switch on TV. I told him don't la... Not long Kumar woke up and make noise and everyone begin to wake up. We all watch Tv bout the house begin painted but I don't know why but got the mood of blue monday where I know today is not Monday. 1015 My aunty came and we went together for lunch. Before we check out, here the photo:

Went to return the table and chair and off we went to the lorry. We went to Downtown East, Food Court to have a lunch. I went to withdraw and I saw Rio and her girlfriend. I thought her girlfriend was Eurasian but she not. Went to ate some lunch. We all thinking where to go and finally we decide to go to Changi Beach. We pitch a tent just behind the runway of the Airport. We slack there and I slept. But I get to know Egi more and Kumar kept on disturbing us. We played blackjack (21s) too. 1700 all went back home and knock out...

Lesson Learn (Conclusion)
But planning this birthday is seem troublesome but also I realize that many people do help me and want this birthday to be happening. Not only my friend but my family too who gave me a strong support. For 20 years my birthday were silence and finally the 21st were the noisy and a grand finish touch for my birthday. Is not over, is just a beginning in my adulthood life of 21st. Now, I just dont know what to do where my life and plan got lot of changes. It seem god is testing me and make me realize that what plan I made cant be yet comfirm. Cause through challenges my plan have change. Many people told me that what so special about 2041? Actually I born at 1941 that is Bangkok, Thailand time. Yes, indeed I born in Thailand. Also I am glad I get to know my born time where many did not know theirs. So why not made used of it also is a ideal time to cut cake right? I am just glad that many of my family and friend have gather. Because of my birthday, my aunt and grandmother finally get in touch so do my friend where we all lost in touch.



Seeing each other faces just bring joy and laughter to their hearts. Is just wonderful that I witness that during my birthday cause that was a lovely present for me too. Not only that, I am just glad that my family and my friend do communicate and bond to each other. That prove that age does not cause a berriel...




Here To The People I Thanks For Coming To My Birthday:

Family:
Mum
Dad
Grandma
June
Joan
Elizabeth
Luke
Roberta
Bryan
Doreen
Darren
Dennis
Debra
Christine
Gerald
Kevin


Friends:
Gowri
Sumen
Farah
Kumar
Idris
Jacinta
Ying Rong
Shahidah
Pames
Sharel
Dennis
Esther
Estee
Firdaus
Chua
Sanjeet
Gladys
Johnson
Kumaran
Leonard
Clare
Joshua
Veronical
Numming
Johnathan
Eugene
Faizal
Heng Mun
Khairuldin
Egi
Rudy

Special Thanks To:
Victor
Christine
Elizabeth
Grandma
Mum




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Self Reflection And Birthday Infomation

Today is just horrible. Really horrible. My mum came like 1000 and came to nag at me the moment she is in my house. Saying why my house tidy or that I feel like wanna shout at her by saying because we don't have maid or single parent. But I kept quiet cause I knew if I shout I feel guilty and bad. Is like putting a curse on me. Also she sponsor me a birthday cake and other stuff so is best to keep quiet and just take her nagging or else she won't sponsor and it will be a problem. Haha... So we went to buy the cake, lyche Martini. Hmmm, I hope the Muslim dont mind if there a little liquor in it. But I bought like 1 and the half kilogram where 1 kilogram equal 12 to 13 person. But is OK I ask for white cream rather than pink.

Not long in the afternoon I nag to my brother than his friend kept on coming. Than I made a mistake by asking my Dad to solve because ended up thing get complicated. I have bad mood already and frustrated by they not looking in the point of my view. I started to talk and argument without thinking and my words is getting louder and curse word start to come out. I am so fed up that I say two thing which I never think that is the F word and stupid word. Also saying that he always side my brother.

I ran out and keep myself calm and had a self reflection. I kept on having a negative thought awhile because of the anger. Till it calm and I realise that what point do I see that I don't normally look. I realize that my Dad favour me too by always asking me to take the big and best piece of chicken meat. It just break my heart and really regret. I curse myself the moment I think that and tear flow down. Is just not right that you argument with your parent cause there is just something you don't see no matter you right or wrong.

Sorry Dad

Is just not right my friend. Really!!!

Kumar also another one. Kept on calling me and add flame too. Telling me he not coming for the birthday where I know I really depend on him alot. Is just irritating and saying it was a joke. Today is a bad and moody day but I learn something in the exchange. Hmmm

Jason 21st Birthday Gathering
-An Old Friend Where All Met Unto This Dayz...-

Wonder What Happen To Your Old Friend or Friend That You Just Lost In Touch? Let All Meet Up At My Birthday This Year. Keep In Touch And Chat Through Out The Night.

The Cutting Cake Ceremony Will Be At My Birth Time That Is 1941(BKK TIme) So In Singapore will Be 2041 (SIN Time)

Hope Everyone Could Make It ON Saturday Night. Begin There Is A Greatest Gift I Could ever ASk For...

Let Not Celebrate my 21st Birthday but rather my First day of 21st Birthday. Hope To see you there

Family Gathering
Start Time:
Friday, October 9, 2009 at 5pm
End Time:
Friday, October 9, 2009 at 9pm

Best Friend Overnight
Start Time
Friday, October 9, 2009 at 9pm
End Time:
Friday, October 10, 2009 at 5pm

Friend And Cutting Cake Ceremony
Start Time:
Saturday, October 10, 2009 at 5pm
End Time:
Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 10:15am

Location:
Singapore, Pasir Ris Chalet
Street:
Pasir Ris
City/Town:
Singapore, Singapore


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Life By The Seaside...

Is just not easy to have a huge trust on your friend to share my darkest secret now. I shared with Farah and also seek Farah advise. I am glad we chit chat through out the night because it did really help me. We chat problem to the old days of happiness. I am glad Farah is there to give me listening ear and we enjoy talking over the phone more than 3 hours. We both ended up sleeping at 4am.

Changi Village
The next day, Farah came to my house and watched movie. I bought two movie that is I Love You Beth cooper and Cloudy With The Chance Of Meat Balls. One of the latest funny animation in Singapore showing. I bought this two movie and I forgot to test and the movie now is fucking blur. The animation is in 3D format and plus it film in the cinema. Is like what the fuck. Anyway I and Farah ended up watching Bruno.

Is just stupid and dump la. The most stupidest and gayest movie I ever seen. You watch everyday I tell you, sure can die and degrade your IQ. We watched and laugh and just nice Gowri called us and inviting us to go Changi Village. So after movie like 4pm, Gowri and her boyfriend, Sumen waited me at the bus stop along with the lorry. Took the lorry ride and off we go. Can see Farah got excited over the lorry ride... Haha...

Wah liao my pimple is getting worst la. I did not know...

I am glad Gowri and Farah meet up, chit chat and update each other. Is been long time and I am glad they bonded just afew more days to my birthday where all our old friend meet up once again. Went to Changi Village again and I begin to sick and tired of that place. Haha... So went there I ate Chicken Chop. I like their western food there. Is just simply delicious. After ate we chit chat and Ying Rong called me. Is been long time and indeed is a surprise call from her. She ask me wanna see movie or not and I said why not. So not long we left kind of early and back to Uncle Jason place that is ANG MO KIO. Gowri really sleepy and so does Sumen. They went home and left I and Farah.

Central And Movie
We hang around and walk and I hungry like hell again. Yes, I just ate Chicken Chop at Changi Village but not more than 2 Hours I felt hungry. Went to Hawker Center and ate Wanton Mee. Farah drank soya bean and so do I. We walk around AMK center and guess what? My slipper simply give way. Yea... Now got to waste money and buy slipper. From BATA shop bought it cost $5.
Just a simply blue slipper but I find it kind of waste it lei. My $50 that my Dad gave simply going down fast. So Farah buy some I don't know what it called but some Japanese food like shape a ball and got Sotong or Chicken. I bought $1 Ice cream. Haha...

Not long Ying Rong came and Farah got to go back home due to curfew. So I and Ying Rong went to watched movie that is Cloudy With A Chance Of Meat Balls. In 3D but cost $10. Yup which I got the movie at home. Just nice we took 2150. We watch it and me first time watching in 3D format. The movie is funny and I like when the spring chicken started to attack and chase the main character. Is just funny la but Ying Rong kept on complaining that her 3D glasses is too loosen and kept on dropping. I tell her to change to Kids size but they don't have. So poor Ying Rong got to hold the glasses through out the movie. But rest of it, indeed a nice animation and good effect movie.
But I am glad Ying Rong bought me a gift. She is the first person to gave me a 21st Birthday Gift. So cute of her... She bought it at Minitoon. A Chocolate Cushion

Ang Mo Kio Hub
Okay I now understand that why my dad said last time there is this insane guy who ask my Dad for a newspaper cause I met him today. It seem he is most well known guy in Amk where his mentality is not stable by going around asking people thing. Such as you carry bag or shopping bag, look out!!! I saw him in the bus service 88 as I were on my way back home. I realise that many passenger in the were avoiding this teen boy. He ask the old lady where she carry a bag where I think she just bought moon cake. The boy spoke in chinese saying, "Aunty you dont mind can give the bag or not. Aunty please Aunty can you give me or not or else I wanna throw out." That what he said and not long he came to be where I was carrying Ying Rong gift. He ask me saying, "brother you want it or not can you give me." He said that afew time and I stare at him. Just by staring he kept on asking. But my stare kind of saying, "Hello!!! What The Fuck are you doing" Than I spoke out after few minutes of silence stare. "Why do you need it for", saying a low but stern voice. He say he wanna throw out. I told him you wanna throw out you don't need my thing. To throw out get out of the bus. And he kept quiet after gave him afew more stare seeing his reaction. I wanted to say where your parent is or who taking care you but I don't really wanna talk long story.

The next day Gowri asked me to meet her at AMK Hub bus interchange. Went to meet around 4pm. We went to AMK NTUC Hypermarket and shop. Gowri got her pay and she just take random grocery stuff. She took milk and Kinder Brano. I think I spell wrongly is it? Haha... Anyway I bought 2 Duran pancake and again the so called Japanese ball. I forgot lei the name. I lazy to search Internet. We waited for Farah and off with Suman lorry to East Coast Darsh (Gowri Cousin Sister) to meet up with her. We took afew photo shot as we were on the way there.

Gowri just tired. Poor Her...

Farah take video...

East Coast Fine
We have reach and we slack and talk awhile. At Marine Cove (MacDonald) carpark, we chit chat at out from no where, the NEA (National environment Agency) caught Sumen smoking and litter to the ground where Sumen did not smoke at all. I think there been misunderstanding cause I think is not smoking but rather more to littering. But anyway fine $300. So sad... Sumen kind of feeling in a lousy mood. We bought Jim Beam, Cola and off to another carpark just behind East Coast Chalet. We order Canadian Pizza and we ate and chit chat. Is fun la plus we saw two squad from Army doing a route march. Gowri kept on disturbing them. So after we eat we left like 2200. We go rounding and here the picture:

Sleeping on the lorry...

Fast photo shot underground at Kallang Expressway...
Scream all you want at the underground of Kallang Expressway...
Is been the long day and now me blogging at the time of 0400


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