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Two Choices

2012-02-14T12:15:00.000+08:00

Jerry is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply: "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs, so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant.

Why?

Because, Jerry was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling him how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him

"I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood. I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I always choose the positive side of life."

"But it's not always that easy" I protested.

"Yes it is," Jerry said.

"Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.

You choose how you react to situations.

You choose how people will affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.

It's your choice how you live your life."

Several years later, I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business. He left the back door of his restaurant open. And then in the morning, he was robbed by three armed men. While Jerry trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him.

Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied.

"Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die. I chose to live."

Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read "He's a dead man." I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything."

'Yes,' to bullets, I replied.

Over their laughter, I told them:

"I am choosing to live. Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead."

"Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.

I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.

The Empty Egg

2012-02-14T11:52:00.000+08:00

Jeremy was born with a twisted body, a slow mind and a chronic, terminal illness that had been slowly killing him all his young life. Still, his parents had tried to give him as normal a life as possible and had sent him to elementary school. At the age of 12, Jeremy was only in second grade, seemingly unable to learn.

His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy irritated his teacher.

One day, she called his parents and asked them to come to school for a consultation. As the Foresters sat quietly in the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five-year gap between his age and that of the other students!" Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school. We know he really likes it here."

Doris sat for a long time after they left, staring at the snow outside the window. Its coldness seemed to seep into her soul. She wanted to sympathize with the Foresters. After all, their only child had a terminal illness. But it wasn't fair to keep him in her class. She had 18 other youngsters to teach and Jeremy was a distraction. Furthermore, he would never learn to read or write. Why spend any more time trying? As she pondered the situation, guilt washed over her. "Oh God," she said aloud, "here I am complaining when my problems are nothing compared with that poor family! Please help me to be more patient with Jeremy." From that day on, she tried hard to ignore Jeremy 's noises and his blank stares.

Then one day he limped to her desk, dragging his bad leg behind him. "I love you, Miss Miller," he exclaimed, loudly enough for the whole class to hear. The other children snickered, and Doris's face turned red. She stammered, "wh-why, that's very nice, Jeremy. Now please take your seat."

Spring came, and the children talked excitedly about the coming of Easter. Doris told them the story of Jesus, and then to emphasize the idea of new life springing forth, she gave each of the children a large plastic egg. "Now," she said to them "I want you to take this home and bring it back tomorrow with something inside that shows new life. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Miss Miller!" The children responded enthusiastically - all except for Jeremy. He just listened intently; his eyes never left her face. He did not even make his usual noises. Had he understood what she had said about Jesus' death and resurrection? Did he understand the assignment? Perhaps she should call his parents and explain the project to them.

That evening, Doris' kitchen sink stopped up. She called the landlord and waited an hour for him to come by and unclog it. After that, she still had to shop for groceries, iron a blouse and prepare a vocabulary test for the next day. She completely forgot about phoning Jeremy 's parents.

The next morning, 19 children came to school, laughing and talking as they placed their eggs in the large wicker basket on Miss Miller's desk. After they completed their math lesson, it was time to open the eggs. In the first egg, Doris found a flower. "Oh yes, a flower is certainly a sign of new life," she said. "When plants peek through the ground we know that spring is here. "A small girl in the first row waved her arms. "That's my egg, Miss Miller," she called out. The next egg contained a plastic butterfly, which looked very real. Doris held it up. "We all know that a caterpillar changes and turns into a beautiful butterfly. Yes, that is new life, too" little Judy smiled proudly and said, "Miss Miller, that one is mine."

Next Doris found a rock with moss on it. She explained that the moss, too, showed life. Billy spoke up from the back of the classroom. "My daddy helped me!" He beamed. Then Doris opened the fourth egg. She gasped. The egg was empty! Surely it must be Jeremy 's, she thought, and, of course, he did not understand her instructions. If only she had not forgotten to phone his parents. Because she did not want to embarrass him, she quietly set the egg aside and reached for another.

Suddenly Jeremy spoke up. "Miss Miller, aren't you going to talk about my egg?" Flustered, Doris replied, "but Jeremy - your egg is empty!" He looked into her eyes and said softly, "yes, but Jesus' tomb was empty too!" Time stopped. When she could speak again. Doris asked him, "Do you know why the tomb was empty?" "Oh yes!" Jeremy exclaimed. "Jesus was killed and put in there. Then his Father raised him up!" The recess bell rang. While the children excitedly ran out to the school yard, Doris cried. The cold inside her melted completely away.

Three months later Jeremy died. Those who paid their respects at the mortuary were surprised to see 19 eggs on top of his casket, all of them empty.

The Cab Ride

2012-02-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One late night, I arrived at 2:30 a.m. to pick up a fare. The building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked.

"Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knicknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.

"Would you carry my bag out to the car?" she said.

I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness.

"It's nothing", I told her. "I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated"

"Oh, you're such a good boy", she said.

When we got in the cab, she gave me an address, and then asked, "Could you drive through downtown?"

"It's not the shortest way," I answered quickly.

"Oh, I don't mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice".

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued. "The doctor says I don't have very long."

I quietly reached over and shut off the meter. "What route would you like me to take?" I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.

As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "I'm tired. Let's go now"

We drove in silence to the address she had given me.It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her. I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

"How much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse.

"Nothing," I said

"You have to make a living," she answered.

"There are other passengers," I responded. Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.

"You gave an old woman a little moment of joy," she said. "Thank you."

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life

I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

People may not remember exactly what you did, or what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel.

Punggol End

2012-02-13T09:32:00.001+08:00

We ate Popeyes in a weird look a like Johor place. But actually we right at the end of punggol. It called Ulu Pandan. Which I have actually no idea but the place sure got nice breeze regardless sunny or cloudy. But let say is a good to get away from town.

We sat at the coast and just watch the river pass by and obvious my new friend Fiona and zack got afraid when Kumar discriminate pedestrian in the punggol park link.

On my left is my bestie, Mr Kumar and of cause on my right is my new friend that is Madam Fiona.

Madam Fiona is hungry and we simply hit the nearest cafe and chit chat till the sun down.

But the moment enjoy your time, time flew like a breeze. The day is end and this me, that is thanks to zack send me to my mum work place. Younger than me got Class 2B not long Kumar will have Class 3. When am I gonna have my driving license?

Zack Birthday to Universal Studio To The Hunted Trip 2.0 To Genting. The plan is there and able to execute all within Feb to Apr.

Dinner And A Drink

2012-02-12T15:53:00.001+08:00

Is a fine Friday gathering as we were having our early lunch at Eagle Swensen at Vivo City. I did not even know there is Swensen at Vivo City On the first Place. A seafood platter and a nice ice cream Desert. What best after a meal?

A Jim Bean coke at the side of the sea facing toward Sentosa...

Last Few...

2012-02-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

The last day of Air Law is the last supper which is pizza.
The last few lesson and not long would be UT3.

Anyway I been party too much as result again I miss my Dragonboat training. But I would never miss workout. But my tummy is bigger and so my arm. But I want abs...

Bestie Wedding

2012-01-31T20:38:00.001+08:00

Finally someone got married. I have observe their relationship for past 7 years and I'm happy for them as the day of begin one have come.

Before the wedding I was preparing and helping them to decor the wedding place. Muffin in gift bag and blowing ballon of heart shape.

But long the day is gonna be long for tomorrow as a big day for Gowri and Sumen. The guest start to enter by 0900, I and Kumar late. Took cab and this what I saw:

Having dinner and fun time disturbing people. Here afew epic shot:

Bride and groom disturbing my bestie

The cutting cake ceremony and our lunch.

Head back to Kumar place and went to slack. Went for movie and a cup of coffee.

Simply absolute perfect...

My new hairstyle and in exchange I skip a training of Wing Chun Martial Art and Dragonboat as I'm too tired.

Ladies Night

2012-01-28T16:15:00.001+08:00

Finally I have met Kimberly and her wonderful friend. Hmmm oh dear, I forgot their name again but Drank tiger beer and Vodkha Redbull like 9 or 10 glass. My dance might be funny but that who I'm. Each dance you show, don't be shy to show it at dance floor and don't care what other think. You paid it and simply enjoy your dance all the way. Feel the beat and let your hair down.

It was an happening night and this is just the preview of who I mix around with.

For those backstabber in the clubbing world I don't know what your problem but never ever talk bad about me and my friend. You might have the look but you expect everything gorgeous in your circle of friend, good for you. You are narrow minded, unwise lack of mature that lead to childish action. But sorry to join my network of friend I welcome anyone because is not the outer but the inner beauty that show your colorful character and personality of you. I have met so many wonderful people and simply sad that you miss out these funny and happening moment in life.

This are the people who make our life happening tonight. Where we dance with no worries, laughter is blossom and lot of humorous based on our action. Is amazing that a single night from stranger to a sibling within 240 minutes.

His Footprint

2012-01-26T09:37:00.001+08:00

I was at the beach. It is such a paradise that anyone was there would fell in love and would migrate there. As I stroll alone the beach I left a footprint at the sand. I know I was walking with god so his footprint in the sand is beside mine.

During happy time, I know it will always beside me his footprint. But during the trouble, lonely or most difficult time, I realize that my footprint was only there but not god.

I ask him; "Doing my most happiness time, you always there beside me scrolling along the beach. But during the bad time I only saw my footprint and not yours. Why is that in time you seem to left me in the time where I needed you most."

And his respond, "Well when you having the most difficult time and you only see one footprint, I did not leave you. But instead I carried you through the most difficult time..."

Alcoholic Night

2012-01-24T16:19:00.001+08:00

Recently, this week, went to few pub trying their signature drink. Be it liquor, beer or cocktail. Went to drank beer my personal favorite that is baron mixture with Redbull. By a set of $8 you could simply get high easily based a medium bottle. Tried spidy Dome that is 70 percent liquor simply mix with ice, love the sweetness. I have tried flaming flamingo and green lime which taste Minty n sweet and kind of refreshing...

Rainbow Picnic

2012-01-22T01:21:00.001+08:00

It is the most tiring day but is worthwhile. Went to meet Kumar and Spidy at Yishun as I'm back from from last morning. Like 7am and went home pack and meet them at Sembawang Station by 11am.

Went and BBQ and swim. Soon the rain came and I shiver like hell. Went into the ocean and asking for lighting. Yes you might tell me you felt cold but why are u heading the sea? But actually it is warm. I will go and investigate this in Physic. Why would the ocean warm while raining.

Anyway after rain this is what I saw:

Dancing The Night Away...

2012-01-21T10:03:00.001+08:00

I did not expect me back into nightlife. Is it because a long weekend? Is it because I am bored? Or is it because I wanna socialize and be a superstar? Well all I know once u drink, meet new friend, laughter, loneliness is no longer there and especially the dancefloor, no one give a damn and I am in the world where there no such thing as worried about problem nor sadness. Oh except money problem if u wanna open bottle and buy some liquor...

Good Turn To Bad Boi...

2012-01-16T08:29:00.001+08:00

I am able to understand and almost done all the worksheet question but the quiz I'm unable to do. FML...

But by night we went Clubing at least 11 people went.

We dance till we broke a glass, accident hit a table, some got laid, indecent act on dancefloor, but full of laughter and fun. But I only drank 4 Vodka Redbull And 3 Vodka Orange. I'm not high enough. As it lack of thrust when the plan took off. Well I ask lit of people come as result I got to entertain all of them. But I'm glad most enjoyed and the most happening night...

The Durain Day

2012-01-07T03:29:00.001+08:00

The Durain season, king of the fruit is here and it simply warm me. Or is it the old Durain which I bought at Toa Payoh, some fruit stall. Well it was simply taste nice as been some time I ate that...

My God-Aunt just pamper her self in new hair style. But I could see her refresh in her look but the hair style the same. Haha...

Someone tell this childhood friend of my to her mum that she...

Nevermind.

Well soon exam is coming and I still enjoy life. But guess what is been so long time that I been to club and tomorrow is my first day
Going to club on 2012. Happy new year my friend...

Remember Touch Her Hearts Not Her Body.
Steal Her Attention Not Virginity.
Make Her Laugh But Don't Waste Her Tears...

2 More Days

2011-12-30T07:57:00.001+08:00

Not long the days of 2011 is gonna end. Reflect back and enjoy those memories in the past and what could I do better for 2012.

This is my resolution list:

1)Car License That Is Class 3
2)Not Study Harder But Understand The Topic
3)Italy End Of The Year 2013

Woodland Life

2011-12-27T14:22:00.001+08:00

Play my laptop, movie, song and my god mum cooking and cleaning...

To avoid criticism,

Say Nothing,
Do Nothing,
Be Nothing

But I always ended up doing something. My first cigar...

iPhone Lost & Found

2011-12-26T17:13:00.001+08:00

it was simply nice to overnight at Ranvin house but the photo is all gone which I took in my iPhone. Estimate 6 Days ago that I went out with Veronica to Causeway point, Woodland went to watch the movie New Year Eves. Wearing the kaki pants with a low dept pocket I am still sturbbon as I put my wallet in my pocket. Went to Time Zone and played Spot The Difference. After played my phone went missing. But using Veronica phone, I'm able to call the person. But the second call is engage and got to disconnect the line. Oh... That person such a bitch.
Here the preview of all my apps:

Btw during Christmas visiting which visit my granny, I like her marble cake...

The Resolution & Looking Back...

2011-12-25T17:34:00.001+08:00

The 2011 Christmas Is here and when ever that happen, I know the current year is dying but a fresh new start will come. Each time it happen is as if you reset your phone but on back, the operating will run much smooth than before.

Let look back the past and this what happen on October till to December.

Kota Tinngi Trip

I Join Dragonboat which is my first medal

My Childhood beloved 21st Birthday..(above Picture and below picture)

Visiting hunted place in Singapore

Went KTV with my dearest friend Egi

It seem many good thin have come but so as bad thing such as failing 2 paper which I got to work harder. Hmmm, not traveling to other country and stop work which I wanna find job. Also why is my face getting worst?

But I will try to update as often as possible for 2012 to keep my blog alive. That is one of the resolution.

Midnight Madness

2011-10-11T02:44:00.005+08:00

Thanks to my dearest friend, especially Egi, who put up my birthday...

But...

But I am sorry guy I left early because I am so drunk too... :P

The Night expedition trip is coming this Friday...

Johor To Downtown East

2011-10-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

I went to Johor With Spidy And Her Mum To Johor By going to the second link. I am so hungry as I have not taken my lunch yet. So we went to Pandan City And have a huge meal. My Personal fav, Penang Char Kway Teow. Because is not so dried and more to Pat Thai.

The Sun have set and here come Johor. Btw, woodland Causeway Jam is simply horrible...

I am have a chronic cough for 2 bloody weeks. So Spidy told me, my throat became red. And symptom related to viral infection come to my mind. Sometime is better to be least knowledge rather than knowledgeable because knowing alot of thing could scare you...

Is a blessing that I went for Egi Chalet because at the same time I met Jane. My long lost childhood friend. But also blessing that I get to know Egi network. They are simply and wonderful.

I am a lecturer to a 17 years old group about sexual education course.

I am a chef for Egi Birthday...

Also a nurse for Veronical...

Get Your Facts Right?

2011-09-26T18:01:00.003+08:00

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (O.M.G.!!)
A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy. I'm still not over the pig.)
The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body.
The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home . What the...?)
The flea can jump 350 times its body length.
It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?)
The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still can't believe that pig...quality over quantity.)
Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.)
Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (Okay, so that would be a good thing.)
A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder how much the government paid to figure that out.)
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.)
Starfish have no brains. (I know some people like that, too.)
Polar bears are left-handed. (Talk about a southpaw.)
Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(What about that pig? Do the dolphins know about the pig?)

Food To Club

2011-09-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

Is been so long time that I went to East Coast Park to have my seafood dinner. I cant even recall went but is a good thing that I went there together with my friend family and makan till we drop...

The picture on the left is clayfish. And I have never eaten before but this is my favorite seafood now. $16 only...

After a stomach full of dinner, my clubbing mood drop to be honest. And at Taneh Merah, it is so difficult to find a cab. But the good thing is once I am in club, I meet wonderful people. And is amazing that within a second, from stranger to friend...

My friend love pinky...

I am so glad Egg, he is from Thailand, he too make his friend. Plus I found my relatiive that the picture below, they all from Thailand...

Changi Village Virginity...

2011-09-20T19:50:00.002+08:00

These 3 participants have never been to Changi Village in their entire life. So sad right?! Is such a wonderful place and simply how could any Singaporean never been there before? Anyway my plan is to relax, watch the plane and enjoy sea breeze...

Everybody seem hungry and what best place to makan than Changi Village

Anyone know where does this ferry terminal service to?

Linda fav. pet...

Kai trying to act cute... Btw both from China...

Malaysian & China playing water... So sweet...

World Peace!

Tampines is so crowded therefore need a cafe

Ice Lemon Tea Sponsor this trip

It was a good trip where lot of laughter but what happen to the rest???

June Till To Semptember??? You Are Such A Lazy Boy To Update Your BLOG!!!

2011-09-20T14:07:00.001+08:00

Now I have been living in Toa Payoh. Well thing seem to be not that bad around here. Just that when you reached home late at night, expect to meet some funny people that is loiter around your void deck. Recently that is July, I bought a Samsung Ex1 Digital Camera. Bought in Courts for $699. Actually it does not seem to be that bad... Here the slut picture of me:

One thing I liked about this camera is the low lighting area. I hardly use flash...

Thanks to the capability to F 1.8 and ISO as low to 90 but the bad side is my AKG Headphone malfunction again. Hreatbreak lei, as it cost $230. But thanks to warranty and thanks god, just bside my campus too.

Finally the Kota Tiinggi, trip went well as our group of good friend and Mr Hariz was with me to disturb Kumar throughout the whole trip. The image below is Miss Farah, Mr Kumar & Prof Jason of cause:

Farah, Kumar, Jason (Left To Right)

We went to makan first after a crowd at Immigration at Johor, Malaysia. Is just simply crowded. Anyway it is noon and these idiot were hungry so we just go to and indian-muslim stall and makan. Everytime I told the waiter, non-spice they always love to give me sambal at the side.

So finally taking a cab to Kota Tinggi by paying RM 100 through and flow. The Taxi driver would wait for us while we were swimming and here a few image:

After a swim and begin disturb by other but full of laughter, everyone KO in the cab where on the way back to Johor Bahru. But of coz, shopping and arcard is a must!

Playing Daytona and I came in fouth.

Our final shot photo which on the way back to Singapore...

Went with Aunty Rita and Ranvin to Singapore Orchid Country Club which is at Yishun. everytime we went in the pool for free but now we begin caught and each above 21 got to pay $3 or $4. Ranvin can't take the suana room well for me I almost fell asleep in there. We had picnic there and of coz, I and Ranvin went to disturb some people...

But I think at the end of the day, we just float in the pool and relax. Just take a step back and just simply stone there. Dont think nor let in any thoughts. Just relax and let your mind reboot and go blank.

Semester is gonna end but exam is coming soon. I am just blur when I stare at the electrical note. I just stone there. But after school, me and my brother went to ZOUK........................

Dont really have the mood to take picture... :)

Just look how messy my room is...

Anyway in the bright side, I made frends and finally I meet this wonderful friend of mind. simply such a co-incident and her name is Spidy:

But at the same time we have to say good bye to our friend but we will meet again...

ut the last lesson of the module is always the best. Because you will tend to treasure every minutes with your classmate plus an interesting activity added to the problem of the day...

We went to industry visit with 2 classes...

Since the semester is over, and Raya is coming soon so I and Farah went to shop places such as bazar and follow my mum, to buy my sister gift.

Farah Raya Baju
&
My Sister gift...

Haha... of cause we did not get that but that is how a perfect cut 2 carat diamond is and the cost too...

I been to this phase. A phase might make you:

Bankrupt

High

Laughter

Widen Social Network

Heavy Smoker

Talking Nonsense

If you thing is clubbing or bar than you are right! I been meeting lot of interesting people and I treat Gowri & Farah at Bistro, Changi Village a Tequila Shot, Long Island Tea and of cause for me a Bloody Mary. Which I never tried that before.

Of coz, as usual Gowri got drunk but is just funny as she nervous to drank those Tequila shot...

Fianlly I go club with my childhood friend. Went for the liquor buffet by simpy paid $25 and drink all you want from 10pm till to 11.45pm. Among all the club I been to but this is the most happening ecause is not easy to gather my bestie and simply a insane night. We make afew friends and funny thing happen such as:

Begin Wild

Vomit

Zombie Dance

Kisses

Sleep At the Bench

Pee Outside the doorstep

I called it the virgin clubber night. Cause the people you see are actually first timer. Also first time drunk...

We make afew friend on that night....

But I and Veronical just wanna take our break. I went to Thai Ascent at Vivo, hoping Ying Rong working today. But she is not there so waste my $60.

But the beef oyster sauce and hotplate beancurd is not bad.

went to watch movie with Hariz, Contagious and my rating is 3/5... :)

After that went to Johor and went home KO.

I been lucky this year as I got bursary from my school and the Eurasian Community.

I simply scared of my result because they change the system plus there no moderation. Which Poly in Singapore have no Moderation during exam. Where the BELL CURVE???

No wonder it is called RP because is stand for Retarded Polytechnic...

Welcome To Toa Payoh

2011-06-30T02:40:00.001+08:00

I'm still adapting to the Toa Payoh environment.
Also the Toa Payoh people, the shop, the scenery. Living in the 15 floor whereas it is windy. Could see the city skyline and the neighbor are wild. :p

But I'm good love the place but I do still miss my old estate that is Ang Mo Kio.

There is one unique about this place where I'm living in the flat of 40 years of history. The time here is froze in the 90s and it sure remind me in the 90s...

Fast-Forward

2011-06-25T08:22:00.001+08:00

It is a hectic week not to mention I Got F for my first paper in Quality Management. It is simply stupid where I got the resource right in front of my face and still can fail the paper. It is simply stupid but in the positive side this is what happen:

My Brother 20th Birthday

I still can remember that day after work Farah came to fetch me and send all the way by car to East Coast Chalet. They just simply make my day as they (Kevin friend and his 2nd degree friend) do give me laughter. Here a family picture of mine...

Thanks Gerard for treating me a musical play but ended up begin sabo...

Gowri kept on disturb me by asking me go to her place...

Is been so long since I have eaten Roti Tissue...

And of cause not long is time to move house to Toa Payoh. So many thing happen in short period of time and of cause not long I would miss my old estate that is Ang Mo Kio which been living for at least 22 Years...

The Duo World

2011-06-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

Sometime I wonder who I'm when look myself in the mirror or a simple picture of myself just above me. I know with in the society many think I'm jovial, humor and understanding where willing to help people with all cost. But behind the backstage of me when I'm home all alone I always think I'm useless, dead, ugly, and rejected. Is it not the 2 worlds is so different from each other? One with friends, full of laughter and joy and one with alone in all darkness in the shadow of low self-esteem. It is indeed a roller coaster that joy to the valley of loneliness...

Hi! My name is Jason and how can I serve you sir? Every morning we have to sweep the entire stall or mop but most of the time I mop and it took 30 min by max.

Above Picture Is Dorinda and Jek will arrange stuff and below is Apple getting the cashier counter ready and Sha duty to sweep the floor...

Well there many thing to see and wanna buy my vase at my station? It cost only $2999

The Coldness

2011-06-09T23:44:00.001+08:00

There is no such thing as love in my life. There is no source of warm.
As if the sun is so far away. So cold yet so alone. My heart getting freeze and it is getting harder and thicker.
I'm again scared that one day my heart froze so hard that no one could melt it. When no one one could do that it simply sad. When no one could do that, the loneliness is coming. It is a slow disease that kill my emotion slowly by slowly till one day I am a cold blooded person. Not surprise my character and personality change too...

Sport Camp

2011-06-09T15:54:00.001+08:00

Day 1

I am so tired and after full shift of work that is 0900 to 2100. But not surprise there are 104 participant and I glad is a good respond. But I was at first kind of blur of not know the Camp plan layout because they have change the planning. Anyway the first day were the 5 sports and a night walk...

As my duty I have to split them into groups...

There are 5 sports and a night walk for today event. That is Basketball, Volleyball, Captain Ball, Floorball and soccer which is Eugene Jr. And me took took charge.

After the student energy have been drain out is time for dinner and a night walk...

Someone playing with the lightstick. I and Sharul were station at the first hut and most of the student is nervous. It is a tradition to have a nightwalk in most camp. It is also known as the confident walk. The student must follow the light stick trail and divert course if they saw red stick. But after the night walk the day is now over for the committee member as we got to plan the logistic for second day. The obstacle course and we stayed up till 0400 and is not a joke as we turn out to be Zombie.

Day 2

I, Sharul, John and Inshirah prepare the logistic as some were tired but no worry we prepare it for all cost for the camper... By now they have captain ball in the pool, Frisbee, and the obstacle course. Is all prepare and ready to set off...

The Buddha clap station which is I am the master station

The wheelbarrow to transport cup of water with hole to the pail and there tug of wall, Soap, Pair of words and the Duck Walk.

The participant is now tired and there is a 2 1/2 hours of rest and practice skit for the campfire. Me begin an IC was not easy but the skit was entertainment.

The fire stating ceremony and the fire is on throughout the whole night.

Day 3

The camp have end and I'm glad the camp went well thanks to the fine weather. We all are shag and even the participant leave we have briefing and tidy the place especially the sport club room.

Party To Work

2011-06-04T17:31:00.001+08:00

I am so glad when I'm at the dance floor with my new buddy, Gerard and a new friend Dylan and happen to meet Egi, it really make my night a happening. Gerard can sure dance the whole night while Egi can smoke up to 3 stick.

But sure is demoralize by not forgetting that I left the place by 0315 and reach home 0350 that is hitting the bed. But strange my dream is always the most recent memory. Such as watching late night movie before, the dream of a movie came so as club scene came so do my dream. Well stupid iPhone alarm clock of mine, it did not ring but luckily I'm a light sleeper. Went to work again and Bond kept on saying my name in High tone and always surprise me. My colleague always love to joke and thanks to Mary Joy, the KFC just make my day at work.

Well working on weekend and not long sport camp arrive and after work that is tomorrow straight go to Republic Polytechnic at 2230 just to prepare the next day camp. I just can't wait for nightwalk, wanna see the reaction of the participants.

Free Movie Online

2011-06-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

We were searching and testing the power of the search engine (Google) and yesterday I was overnight at Ranvin house we watched Insidious. It was a nice horror movie. Thanks to my new buddies, Gerard for treating me movie to watch Panda 2. It was nice indeed. Well right now we are still finding as I am waiting...

Do you think I waste my money on the headphone AKG $230 and the portable iPod casing and portable charger (Exogear) $160???

The Library Lesson

2011-05-31T17:41:00.001+08:00

Today lesson was not so bad as took a bus to the library to observe their quality in the employee and the environment. It was interesting but at the same time my classmate simply love to play Wheel of Fortune.

As I taking photo (thanks for pointing middle finger Jia Hui) they all ask question related today problem

Question is begin asked

Sathi is so blur while Malaysian boi is so happy...

Malaysia Boleh!

Makan & Shopping

2011-05-30T23:47:00.001+08:00

At Lucky Plaza I went to meet my maid, Roberta and Bryan. It is simply great to see my step-sibling but sadly they got to go. So I ate my early dinner there and not long Farah and her friend came to meet me. I went to smoke and went to visit my aunty. She work at CK Tang. Is simply great to see her. Not long after a smoke break, Growri arrive and we makan at Lucky Plaza the Nasi Ayam Penyet.

I just simply live the keropok and gado-gado sauce. It was so nice at first but later I kind of sick and tired wow Gowri is so greedy of Sambal she complain it is hot...

Is been long time walk along orchard so went shopping. But ended up I shop at iStudio in Paragon. Bought a portable battery casing for iPhone cost $168 I think. Swipe first time decline. Second time approve. Do many cashier don't understand the term credit rather than debit...

The Morning Person

2011-05-28T08:16:00.001+08:00

Monday to Friday is school, school, school.
Saturday To Sunday is work, work, work.
But never less everyday there Always someone give me laughter and I give them joy too based on mu humorous character. But I simply just can't wait for the holiday to begin by next Wednesday. Because it is really tiring and I sure need a break. I think this month pAy I might get less due to one of my weekend I took leave.

If I'm free, I tried to take a few snap shot and blog about my work place and my colleague...

The Potong Pasir Meal

2011-05-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

I am so tired but my friend came to my rescue and entertainment me. It was a good day to hangout as today is the last day of weekday. Despite tomorrow I got to go work, I simply wanna spend time with my friend

Is a good dinner as there was lot of laughter during meal. Chicken Rice to Economical Food To Sambal Seafood but with out Sambal to Rojak.

Now simply relax and smoke like there no tomorrow...

Here a few candie shot...

Miss Gowri

That me...

That Is True Love...

2011-05-27T14:29:00.022+08:00

They Have Accept Each Other Imperfectness. As Result Their Love Life Is So Beautiful And Perfect... I Have Decided To Blog About Them...

The couple Ahmad 26 and his wife Fatima 25-year-old are disabled.

They were married last year. Ahmad has a disability of both hands and Fatima of both feet. The couple though with disabilities is strong in the field of artwork and activities.

Life is not a matter of milestones, but of moments.

Fatima washing dishes in the kitchen

Ahmad combs his hair using his foot

Fatima is helping Ahmad to tie his hair

Ahmad ironing clothes

Ahmed and Fatima watching television and eating Breakfast

Ahmad washing his feet

Ahmad brushing his teeth

Fatima spraying perfume on Ahmad's clothes before going out

Fatima and Ahmed at the music workshop of rehabilitation and nursing sector workshop

Ahmed and his friend practice a piece of music

Ahmad and Fatima help each other in home work

Ahmed and Fatima at lunch

Ahmed and Fatima chatting and going through their wedding album

The young and passionate Ahmad sometimes speaks with God in solitude

Fatima is listening to Ahmad's lovely poem

Always enjoy life, no matter how hard it seems!

When life give you a thousand reasons to cry.

Show the world that… You have million reasons to SMILE!!!

and YOU ARE ready to live happily with jolly winning smile all through the life.

May your every passing day be blessed with lots of energy, love and happiness with lots of good health.

Meanwhile In The Classroom

2011-05-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

20 Student in the new semester have begin. I'm happy of my classmate as humor start to pour in. Everything is good but in exchange I have assume I lost something dearest to me. Oh well I guess life have to goes on right...

My mum got the iPhone for me and I know my blog is dead but right now learning how to blog through my phone and it is so difficult to upload the picture...

Anyway it been long that my bestow and exclusive ITE friend visited the school that is ITE AMK. It sure bring back lot of wonderful and great memories in those day. But soon is gonna demolish and I heard (rumor) that NYP bought it over so that they could have Aerospace facility. Here the few photo...

After a visit round the school we off to Sakura. Is indeed a nice day
To finish with a meal...

Stargazing...

2011-04-11T01:58:00.001+08:00

The Lamppost guides along the pavement have ended. Out through the moist field into the dark forest and along the river that lead out to the ocean. At the corner of the rock cliff, mouth of the river is a good place to hang out. Just me and someone who is unique yet special. We chatted and the hourglasses have flipped up and down countless of time because time simply flew by fast. After a stick of cigarette, spared my sling bag that is my after work uniform in it, and lying down. We have stargazed, from 3 stars and star started not to be shy therefore appeared. From 3 to 9 or even more… The hand is as smooth as silk with honey and milk. In times, I am worried in the future that would our relationship go well? I started to stone and just see the wave fighting, wanting to overtake the land. But a sweet voice saying, ‘Don’t stone too much. Anything you wanna to share?’ I lay down together by not wanting to know the future. Is like you pause a movie and debating what would the ending be… But I am glad via hearing the heartbeat making me felt calm. The warm of the body make me felt out of the cold loneliness. Together stargaze and more stars started to smile. Not smile as happily, but a blush smile throughout the darkness night.

You know who you are,

I am glad you accepting me who I am,

You have no idea how much I love you,

And I will fight my best to give you whatever wish you requested…

I Don't Wanna Go Home...

2011-04-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

The place was unique, Colleague that I have met is super friend but yet insane, the job was good and the paid out was satisfying. I am simply happy, glad and contend. I am learning and this is my first time experience in retail line. So far I have not come across ‘hard-handle’ customer but I sure need to understand which part of the section that the product sell and communicating and understand the stock in the branch I am working and other branch to know if there is available of stock. But in order to be confident and handle it well, I must get used and know their system within the store well. Each day I simply learn something new, each day I overcome challenge but it can be suck if the time flew slow… I don’t think I am salesperson or retail assistance. I am like a mobile customer-service…

Everything Is Huge In China...

2011-04-02T01:08:00.012+08:00

Not long after a week break in Singapore, I am off to China, Shanghai. In the night, I am so glad Farah & Sha came to visit me. I met them at the Coffee Bean At Terminal 3. But I realize that my jacket might not be the capability to keep me warm in the freezing temp in Shanghai. The temp now drop from 15 to 5 degree. Haha… I am abit nervous as I don’t really know what to expect in that temperature. But we reach there by 0600 by China Eastern. The plane experience, don’t wanna talk about it.

Miss Izzaty And I

Shanghai Airport

So we took a 2 hours bus ride and this is my buddy, Benny.

My Dearest Good Friend, Anson & Ignatius.

Beside me my buddy, Benny

The temperature was okay but when it comes with a chill wind, OMG. That all I can say… So we check in before we go to the World Biggest Whole Sale Market. What the name ah?

Brief

Each stall you spend 5 min you will take 2 years to complete. The stall is endless but they are more specialize to bulk sale. Target audience more to distributor so they don’t sell retail quantity.

Many of them like the blade-less fan. Ideal for children at home.

Selling Price: 100 RMB (Sin $20)

Singapore: Courts (Sin $300)

I and Benny make a quick explore from District 1 to 4.

This is District 2 Only

Took a rest at district 3

Here is the overall plan view of the whole sale market. I think from one end to another is at least 3 to 4km.

After the whole day at the District Market, we went back to check-in the hotel and had a good rest. But here afew snap shot:

As we were waiting...

I guess we are close to red-light district. Btw, among all the experience with backpacking and travelling, this is the first time I come across hotel that provide "Safe Protection"

By night fall we have an Ice-cream which I dont know why and a massage...

After had my ice-cream plus the weather...

Fuyo...

Let freeze to death everybody...

Jason felt ticklish
I And Kaya

First Phase - Soak in warm water with... I have no idea...

Well he massage is only costing about 40 RMB (SIN$8) for an hour. It was a good deal and thanks to Kaya, she sound and look like local and told the massager that we are from Malaysia.

The next day we check out and off to the university...

Naz was excited...

We have no idea what the professor trying to say...

We graduate...

Majority in this university are international student. Most are from Korea and there are 60+ student in this university. Their famous course is mainly from Social Science To Medic Science.

We went to have lunch and of cause we must have sight-seeing...

Cheeers...

Of Finally Good Food...

Walking To Toward The Dock, For A Boat Ride...

Trying To Act Like A Local...

The Boat Ride...

Kai, Me & Siti Were Just Relaxing And Again The Wind Is A Killer..

Fucking Cold...

So When The Night fall we head back to the main city. This is one of the main bridge, The Shanghai Bridge. But below there is a river and it only happen on the full moon and 2 part of the world. Shanghai and Amazon. That is the tiger wave. Huge wave and current rushing through the river. As it a tsunami entering but it not.

We having dinner and there is beer...

The very next day, we haed to one of Singapore Entrepreneurship, Jackie. She is very friendly & motherly. She told us alot of interesting story on her life of setting business. Example, not long there is a fire happen in the next building. The fire broke out in the 18 story. The fireman came and activate the ladder but it can only go up to 10 floor. The fire host up to 5 floor as result they have lack of idea on how to put outfire because is at 18 floor and they able to reach 15 floor. Than they went next building but the gap was too far. They took helicopter, but the smoke rising upward as result they cant see. So the fire went on for 5 hours. They may have the technology but only the application. So after her talk we have our lunch there...

Facili, Jackie And Me...

Our Buddies Meal

After that, we went to explore the street, sightseeing of Shanghai...

The Skyline Of Shanghai...

Street...

The Bund

And I Simply Dont Get It Why They wanna Drink Cold coffee again...

Is a nice 5D 4N and i sure know that most of the participant that usually take thing for granted back in Singapore. That is Customer-service. There are few thing I did not update haha because I forget easily. Anyway I met lot of new friend again and kind of miss teasing them...

Reflection:

In Singapore business retail cultural, most of the audience is more to 'want' rather than 'need'. when they have the mentality of 'want' natural their demand of other thing have increase. Such as quality and a good customer service. But in Shanghai, the demand is so high that most of the people here is 'Need'. In time I saw poor customer service (really poor) but the business still went great. I guess the people here dont mind the service nor quality, because they just need the product.

Wonder Of Sale

2011-04-01T06:09:00.005+08:00

I Have Made $114.

Haha It is kind of interesting the wonder of making business and I saw Susan. Thanks for buying stuff. Also HK and Sharul visited my stall. But it is interesting how the reverse psychology mechanism work. We ask Izzaty to pretend to be a customer and typical Singaporean, if you see someone view it, you too be curious to view it and wah-lah profit come in…

Here some of the snap-shot:

Our Exclusive Product

Overall View

Not long I am off to China to understand how their cultural business work...

And I will update not long before you say A-E-I-o-U

The Wonders Of Cambodia

2011-04-01T04:57:00.008+08:00

I did not expect to participate in this trip but I guess I was destiny to be here together with 25 students in Republic Polytechnic, Student Learning Trip. We as a student are kind of unique that contribute society in the community service. You may think that is a common contribution such as building a library, install solar panel or even construct or building something for the needs. But here is our objective and you might find it amaze, simple but yet challenging.

Our objective are: Conduct a Physical Education (PE), Erect and paint the playground & Plan and execute the Sport Day for the three schools. And this project is called:

The first few days, we visited the home stay and our host told us the stories that through bad time, the cultural and the utilities and we have learn how to converse.

Live! Story...

Be a Good Girl and Save Water Okay...

Not long we visited the 3 schools. Trapeng Po, Klok Kambot & Koh Trach.

The first school was Trapeng Po. The kids were excited and we there to survey the school. We greet them the kids by Jim Reap Sourl (Hello) and Sok Sabai The (How are you?) They normally respond Sabai (fine) but sometime they laugh at our pronunciation.

Than the Klok Kambot, we have to walk at least 1.5km to 2km because the road condition, the bus unable to go there. The kid were the least population among the 3 school.

Than the final school is Koh Trach where we were late and the student have been dismiss.

Miss Siti & Mr Hafiz Must Be Good student Or Else...

Or Else They Have To Write Line In Khmer Like Mr Rum...

Than we visited a few of the temple unfortunate I forget to bring my camera as result I got to steal a few picture. Angkor Wat is one of the main tourist attraction in Cambodia.

I Am Such A Gorgeous Model...

The Sun Rise At Angkor Wat

I Forget This Temple Called...

Than the PE Lesson have started and here afew shot from the 3 school.

Teaching Them Volleyball Throwing...

Practice One Of The Sport Day Highlight, Hula-Hop

Chicken Dance As A Warm Up Before PE Lesson...

Rugby Ball Practice... Btw, They Have Touch Rugby Ball Before...

The Match Begin...

Of cause daily there is reflection and I like how our advisor (Fazz & Yihua) bought up a very good point of view to reflect.

Than the most exciting part is the Sport Day soon arrive but my team mate, Wei Jing & Terence, they too are headache because it is challenging to meet the demand of the prize giving logistic side. So we cut down few participant that took part of each tele-match and decided any age could play to reduce our stress. But final we overcome it and our team sort out the gift. But the day have arrive and we have at least 500 student excited waiting at 0700 where we arrive at 0830. They simply cant wait for the game to start. Here afew snap shot:

Group Photo

The Tennis Ball Relay

The Best Player In Soccer Match

Catch The Bomb

So Who Is 1st, 2nd & 3rd

The day is over and of cause we must have shopping to pamper ourself…

Dinning

Local Cruising...

Singaporean Fav, More Shopping

Than we leave Siem Reap and move forward to south-east Phnom Penh. Just a short domestic flight, 45 mins. We arrive and visit their historical site…

The Victum Have To Follow These Rules Or Else...

They would Be Torture...

The killing field just have that huge presence. The place we are in 2 Million of innocent victim died and we just kept quiet and pay respect. But indeed is and eye-opening site…

450 Victim Of Skeletal Have found But There No skull To Be Found

2 Million Innocent Victim Have Died...

Paid Their Sincere Respect

Not long the last few shooping and we head home. But the next day we celebrate and have a drink in Singapore.

But till now I do miss the trip but it always bought back memories and smile when I read this special and personal postcard...

Reflection:

When giving someone a helping hand, the most rewarding is to see their smile. But there one thing I learn that the power of access we have. We could give a helping hand to the society out there by making a big difference. Now we have giving an idea how PE Lesson should be and therefore, most likely they will carry on the trend there. Remember with great power come with great responsibilities. Is how we use it that make it effective that leave a heart-warming impact out there in the society...

Finalize

2011-02-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

Studying how to speak Khmer (Language Spoken In Cambodia) was kind of fun. Plus, liking the way of their grammar and their verb in constructing the sentence. Example as in, ‘How Big Is Your House?’ but their way is ‘Your House Is How Big’. Is the verb later and the subject come first. Also their number system is interesting too. They only have 1 to 5. That is Mui, Pee, Buy, Boon, Prum that is respective to 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5. You wondering what is six all the way to 10. So let say 7. So 5 and 2 that is Prum Pee (5 & 2 = 7) Is just simply fun. Before that, is the China Trip. I am so surprise I met so much of my old friend. The briefing was fun but again added burden that is me begin group leader. Hmmm…

Naz And HK (Cambodia & China Trip Participant) is meeting me by 0745 at Boon Lay MRT station. We are going for the medical check-up for the Beijing Trip. We need vaccine. And among all the place is at Boon Lay. Is last Thursday I just went Medical Check-up having 2 vaccine jab for the Cambodia. But now is the Beijing Trip. Tomorrow is the last day in Singapore. I am kind of worried as I still have not get the item as a appreciation of begin the participant during Sport Day. I am not gonna worried as I am gonna react when the situation come. I prefer that way as I felt confident and knowing what to do if I am at the current situation. So I gonna wait and see.

Soon, went to School to solve some document and off to Holland Village to go out with my mum for some shopping. Shop at Toa Payoh. Head home and have the afternoon rest.

Well, pack my bag and that the last you saw me… Back in Singapore by 2 weeks…

High-End Interview

2011-02-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

Huhuhu… L I am so tired. Yesterday Farah & Sha came to my house to watch these two movies.

Anyway went out with Gowri to Changi Village and makan. Envy them and find it so useful if you got your own transport. And they too around my age. But sadly, I can’t really overnight because I meed to meet one of my mum friend the next day for an interview. Let say it can be casual and informal interview.

But I woke up slightly late. I am so dead tired and I have to be in Holland Drive by 0800 but ended up 0930. Reach there and I and went to took cab together with my mum all the way down to sentosa Cove.

They are Indian Families owning afew variety business in Singapore and some part of South East Asia. My Mum talk a lot about me therefore the lady boss just wanna meet me. She is a nice lady. So serve with coffee and I got to wait for her Yoga lesson.

I was taking a sip and simply view the ocean.

Than after the interview I get to know her more and Yes I got a job. Plus point is an ideal job and my schedule is friendly to theirs. I got to work the weekend but I can simply request if I want to work more. Especially when school open, not much job would employ me due to my schedule. So this is an ideal job. But after Cambodia and China trip, on mid to late march, let the job begin.

Ohhhh… I am so sad. My wallet & iPod Touch lost. Oh well, I guess I got to save up and buy again and learn a valuable lesson. No point regret it…

Blank Emotion

2011-02-15T22:53:00.004+08:00

I am trying to be happy. I am trying to be happy and content. I felt so moody and is not a good week. I felt one kind but cant explain the feeling. I wish I can be happy like that girl above and most of the time I pretend to do that so that my friend wont need to comfort me as I used to giving comfort people. Oh well Cognitive UT 3 was good. Thanks to few of my friend note from internal class to external parties. But UT 3 Math was tough, tough and much tougher. But it was great as few question my mind totally blank but able to retrieve. Let hope I could survive tomorrow UT3 Physic. Btw, it seem the environment of social around me change so fast. Is like I still miss those day in W14E but wondering what would we be doing if we having class now in W34P but now a whole new bunch of friend came that is Cambodia Trip. I am scared as the responsible is big but I know I felt great if I succeed it. Planning the Sport day in Cambodia.

Class End to Exam...

2011-01-23T21:51:00.008+08:00

The Engineering Design daily grade have drop. And I think I have know why. Because I did not lead the group.That what the facilitator expect me to do. Sigh…

The next project is torchlight. I am an idiot and might even be sissy because I daydreaming away that my torch is made out of rainbow and candy. The light be colour of colour full of rainbow colour. Isn’t sweet? :D Lol ok that sound so gay.

Anyway is been surprising full of surprise in this month. There good time and bad time but most of it is good. I love my dear, my classmate and even my bestie… Here afew photo at Changi Village:

Midnight Picnic

First Menu BBQ Course: BBQ Chicken Wings

Not Only Local, The Philippine Homecooked Some Their Hometown Dish...

Birthday Celebration And Feast By Drink And Eating Through Out The whole Night...

We ate and ate non-stop. Simply love the food.

Oh I forgot when but I did not go for a break, I am so amaze that Peter can play a guitar… So sweet of him as he gonna sing for his date. Peter, faster get married and give me grandchildren… Lol…

Soon the class is gonna be over and I guess that the stage of Adjourning is here. Where I looked back, the time of Foaming stage, where we all starting to know each other character and their creative idea out from their interesting personality.

But the storming stage have came where in time there is conflict, misinterpreting, misunderstanding, misjudgment, and worst could conclude to mis-conclusion. But resolved it by confront it and talk thing out because that is Norming Stage.

Than the performing stage is the best part where lot of creative and awesome idea to make a boring class to a unique class. Porn to Omegle came into our life. Is just full of laughter. But life is like a wave. The peak period of y-axix and back to the x-axis that is gradient to zero.

I take school life as a learning stage. Because my brother and sister, the world out there where problem arise is unimaginable. So learn it now and manage it now or else is to late. If there anyone I offend it in anyway I am sorry. But I can be blur in times and I am not perfect neither. We could learn each other rather than keeping quiet. Would not be great if the world out there doing these step. Whereas life is so simple but rather make it complicated. You know the procedure, dont be scared, be fearless and follow the step.

If you have done by conflicting it, confront it, know your mistake, learn it and you gain an experience to handle one of the character out there...

I am honor to be in this class. There is good mix of variety. But this is what I faced in my job to that is upcoming in school holiday. working as a camp instructor based on my previous experience. I had a good bondship with the student but after the 3 days, we simply apart. Same thing applied to polytechnic life, your job and even your school friend in those olden day. Because that is where the real test begin. It test your friendship. Yes some might not be contactable where as some might. It just simply test your friendship.

Went to celebrating with Miss Gowri Birthday and it was awesome, awesome, awesome. I ate so much clam and peel prawn for others.

Now I am doing Proposal and admin Event because I am part of the sport Ambassador. Why am I making myself busy whereas I got so much thing to do. Also I am not really sure if I wanna go to Cambodia trip as budget came into my life. Hmmmmm.... should I or now...

But after the meeting all the way to 2030 rush home and compile all the document. People might envy me that I have been to few trip thinking I am rich whereas I am not. Just that I am able to find sponsorship from internal (Association/ Organization) to external (Company/ Third Parties). Is you want it or not. Want it, than have to go through all the endless paperwork...

Do I have time to revise my UT3? I guess is the last minute thing again. Sat to Sun is Pulau Ubin. Monday the first UT. Oh dear, Oh Dear, Oh Dear...

Process Of First Week...

2011-01-06T02:16:00.006+08:00

After the celebration and feast of the New Year Eve at East Coast Park, is back to poly life. Not long my mood just change of festive to moody. But the Year 2010 was great. New love, new friend and looking forward a new life that is toward 2011. Engineering Design was okay and that Facilitator kept on giving me Grade: C. I just felt irritated. But anyway here a few picture during Engineering Design.

Technician Rahmat Trying To Troubleshoot it...

Compare & Contrast...

The open house is coming soon and I am impress the layout on how they wanna present to the secondary school kids. But today communication was great and my blog is kind of virgin in video so I have create another new tag that is called ‘Motion Picture’.

After the class, there is adventure learning and it is kind of fun that they called it the 100 second challenge. Love to disturb Selva. Lol…

Final Station...

The Shape Shifter...

Ready Set Go...

Than to bowling at Safra Yishun.

Throw The Dice Baby...

One More Time...

Indeed it is a long day and I simply hope my Cognitive UT2 score well. Did not study as this module more to common sense and how uch you understand the tool that we have learned from this module. Wish you guy luck and your upcoming UT. But Math is second and I am a little nervous bout it…

Middle of 2010 & 2011

2011-01-01T17:57:00.006+08:00

The last day of 2010 is gonna be end, a day that our planet have gone one big round around the sun, the day to realize that all the happiness and the day of sadness to reflect, the day where all our friend have gather to enjoy the moment, to witness the moment of 2010 past right before in our very own eye, to hope and wish a fruitful 2011 in our very first day, the very first minute or be it second as friend, family or your lover to step right in the 2011.

I went to East Coast Park and here what happening:

Miss Gowri And Me Mr Jason

Miss Farah And Miss Sha

The stroke of midnight and it is a tradition to let go the flare for the ship.

More flare start to shot

And this is our respond and together and the symbol of fire and light is to greet everyone, Happy New Year...

But mean time, in the morning, I went to meet my mum. Thanks god she safe come back from Europe. There no flight delay is just that she left Italy at 29 Dec and reach Singapore 30 December. Went to Golden Mile and see them cut hair...

I just love to disturb them...
I like this shot...
I know this view can be scary...

Here the last shot...

Went out and eat with them. Many people got shock that my family have 5 sibling. Roberta and Bryan love to play Talking Carl on my iPod Touch. Kept on laughing whatever Carl repeat their word. Well by 1pm, went back home and KO...

X'Mas

2010-12-30T13:59:00.004+08:00

The Christmas is here and I did not went to midnight mass. It seem that I miss the moment of the holy night. But I am more to looking forward in the family gathering.

Granny House
It seem she does not have a Christmas Mood Season. I have no idea what cause it but I could tell that she just simply dont have the festive mood. Not long, she woke up in the middle of the night and on the way to toilet. In the dark, she did not see the step which is the entrance of the Kitchen. So she fell down and hurt her ankle. I hope she would gone for check up as she hate Polyclinic or Private Clinic. But my instinct told me that not what cause her to have the festive mood. I just cant tell what cause her festive mood season moody...

Victor House
Went and rush all the way to Yishun and visit my Uncle, Aunt and cousin. Is been long since I visited there. I am so full after house of house visit. But thanks for the gift Aunty Mary And Uncle VIctor. My aunt went to tell her friend that I am always jovial. I blush... Hahaha...

Mary House
That the last gathering of the day. Is a cultural that we also had a boxing day within Christmas Day itself. Is just a warm gathering but I hope they do mind when they ask me certain personal question. But I dont blame that which question uncomfort me. But I like went they talk about their travelling life, the cultural, politic and the people. I share my experience and teaching them about the cultural mainly the Philippine, Malaysia and Thailand. I just enjoy my day.

I got so much debt to pay and sorry Zhang Hao if I gonna make late payment to you. Well this is life and problem is a common but how I wish I am free from problem...

Reaching Eve...

2010-12-26T19:46:00.005+08:00

The school is over and my life is like in the time machine chamber as time flew by like an hourglass. Slow in motion but yet the value in hour is worthless. The first exam in my school have gone by but the class is indeed full of creative humor. But needless to say, not long the Christmas is coming by and event simply line up endlessly.

Secret Location

Most of the Sunday, I swim with my lover and we took a bus ride all the way to Changi Village. Me, afew Singaporean know this hidden romantic spot. A hut at the side of the cliff out in the open sea full of breeze. Sound of the wave sound like a slow classical music. Is like as if 'don't worry about the time, just romance it' Just sit in the hut, watch in a distance, people fishing and caught full of surprise and just listen their amaze but yet surprise laughter. Is just natural add romance to the environment.

The SCAPE Event

We as a committee member in SUI! Have learn a mistake. The sale is suck as free market don't come easily. Oh dear but I take it as a gathering. Full of laughter but in time it can be bored as we dont have any customer to entertain. Well what most important is we learn the mistake and if want free market, that is full of customer and therefore profit rise, we just simply need to do on those event day. Previous scape event, our pushcart can raise up to $800 profit but since there no event, it can be as suck as $20 profit. That, I let you imagine how bad it can get...

The YES IG Gathering

And indeed it was a fun moment. Game and full of surprise and get to meet member that I never met before. But I like the Christmas exchange gift. I bought Egg Mouse. But I got Tibit from someone and that is my primary school friend. Some 3 for $4 - $6. Aiyo but well I guess as long they give with open heart than I would accept the gift in anyway it was. The bowling within the condo was just full of funny moments and the murderer game was unique.

Baking Life

I was helping Miss Florence to cook murukuk and baking chocolate cake all the way to 6am. Lucky my iPod Touch keep me entertain plus my classmate Yan Hao can tweet me.

Well that all I got to update plus will update more during Christmas Day it self.

Merry Christmas EVe my dear friend and hope you had a good year in 2011

Sunday Pool

2010-12-24T15:47:00.004+08:00

I still can remember that the day was raining. It is good that the monsoon is coming and the weather is cool but sometime it could affect my mood. Dark and mother nature seem grumpy. But Farah give me a phone call asking wanna play pool? I don't mind and indeed it been long. So took bus 45 all the way to Bedok Sport Complex. Transfer and took bus service 31 all the way down to Parkway PArade. As we went to played pool, it is not surprise that in the past, it was used as a cineplex but now it is LAN, Arcade and pool/ snooker. Here a pic: Is Miss Sha Turn
Now Madam Farah Turn...
Does The Ball Go In?
It was just a simple and warm gathering.

The Book Of Relationship

2010-12-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

Is been interesting how my friend in my age group have relationship at this age in Generation Y. That they have got their girlfriend/ boyfriend but simply but don’t last long. I have always told them that, ‘Have you learned anything from the previous relationship? Where the errors that cause the whole relationship went down? Have you ever wondered why?’ Some said no idea or giving excuse so that they won’t think is not my fault. Many of them asking, Why la Jason, Why? And I just got to investigate. Not long, by asking a critical question that give critical answer could simply tell me where the relationships really gone wrong. I am not arrogant nor showing off that I am Mr Know-It-All but just share my knowledge and my opinion.

Where You Got Her/Him:

Getting to know your partner is very important. Because it show how much you know the person character and personality. Taking example, you know your partner from club. It showed that it is a socialize person or outdoor person. It can be fun but remember my advised is to take your own sweet time to know the person better. It you know from school or poly, I am worried that most teenage can’t really tell, Am I In Love or I just had a crush? Many think crush lead to love. Define crush? Because crush can just be envy or admire. Because my dear child, crush does not mean it lead to love. Most mistakes ever, crush is equal to love. Two different words (Crush & Love) mean two different definitions. At teen hood, you got long donkey year ahead so always take thing slow to know the person well. I know it can be challenging as you wanna know your partner more and more. As it get excited and more excited as the feeling and emotional went chaos. Be it surprise and just take your own sweet time as you got all the time in your world to explore each other character.

Keep The Fire Going:

If one party is introvert and another is extrovert, perfect match to keep the fire going in relationship as far as possible. Extrovert is like a fire and introvert can be like coal where it just take some time to keep fire burn the coal and from there it give heat for some time. Warm lighting and cool yet hot. Is always good to keep the fire going. One sign that relationship might flop is, not active in communication. Such as not in talking term, keeping from each other in certain topic or even not going on the normal date anymore and simply that is dangerous. Always trade each other personal opinion. Or change each other lifestyle. Once awhile go club together with your group of friend such as Zouk Out. Is good to give a little spice in relationship. But just don’t give too much or else it won’t be good.

In Conclusion

Is best to have a good, solid, friendship, foundation. As a reminder, take your own sweet time to know your partner. Learn and best till the stage of true colour of each person character. Therefore could you accept it? Also be very open to your partner. Girls simply love humour but yet cute guy whereas boy simply love girls who are open-minded. Don’t be shy and share as many as you can but make sure you are comfortable the topic you guy talk about. Don’t always have doubt on making assumption in your mind. Again, talk things out. Nor direct or beating around the bush. Because when you guy simply know each other opinion due to the person character, you have a good foundation. Do not set rule because it sound like a parent. Always learn to talk thing out. If you wanna have a perfect love but can’t accept each of partner imperfectness, than don’t bother to dream about a perfect, lovely true relationship…

Summary

2010-12-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

What I have known that during the holiday, I went to Ho Chi Ming City with my previous semester classmate. Than is my chalet that plan with my ex classmate and than I was given job by my mum bestie, as a bar waiter. They surprise me by my birthday at my work place and than my fellow current classmate with their creativity and their humor. Than I have found my love and been recently busy with my IG.

Half of the semester have gone and I have been skipping school A lot due to my laziness. The topic for this semester make me cross-eye and make my mind went blank. It is challenging but this what you face After you finish your NS. You just simply forget the basic. Well I am not surprise that now is December. Not long, Christmas is coming than a day declare that a year pass by than UT (Understanding Test). Sound too fast, right? Well I just want to know what 2011 got to offer me...

W34P

2010-11-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

Just right after my birthday, I know that I have assign to W3, level 4 and class P. w34P. I have done my homework wonder who are my classmate. Curiosity and wonder so I have decided to stalk through Facebook and I have found Serene, Selva and Bibin. I am thinking that my classmate might be nerd and innocent. I am not sure as picture could tell up to a 1000 word and 1000 is the limit number. So who are they? and just right after my birthday, I got the answer.

The first day is math and I felt even more Monday blues. New people, new facilitator and whole new semester. So we had a team building game and self introduction. I am impress afew of them as they are begin honest and showing their flaw side during introduction.

The class have a pretty good mix from Gender to Nationality. The age group was okay and they have a good ratio of race. We have a singer, comedian and annoying orange.

They had a bbq...

We have a birthday of our 2 dearest friend to the facilitator birthday.

Our class is a good mix as they are very creative in making up joke. But my dearest brother and sister of W34P, just be careful when you guy joke yea. Because the line is so invisible and sometime we can easily go another side. And when that happen, you have offend our brother and sister...

Surprise Birthday...

2010-11-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

Is my first week of work and it took me awhile to get used in this newly party pub field. People sing as loud as they liked too dance with joy. Drink as many as you can but wise by not drinking with sorrow which just lead to drama. Throw beer jug or be it chasing a drunkard men with beer bottle. It is indeed an eye opening experience.

Most of the customer are female so you can say that it is like ladies night every single day. But the customer are kind and I love them. Tips are gracious given as sweet of them as their cultural which they grew up which is always give and you will receive. Unlike the local, getting tip from them is difficult. But is not an excuse that money is hard to earn. Because this customer, they too give thanks as a way of tips.

It is just an ordinary day as I expect my birthday to be not something new for this year. I thought is going to be a silence year. As I was busy serving beer and sometime entertain customer. Despite the language barrier, as long giving a listening ear is good enough. But my mum and her friend came and give a surprise party. As I was indeed surprise…

They have light up a candle

Announcement in the pub

Me, making a speech

Aunty Lux making a speech too...

Afew of my mum friend making a speech...

Now is my turn to make a wish and gonna blow a candle... Would my wish come true?

Well I like my job but is so sad as I no longer might not work there. They just need a full time as I am temporary working there. Oh well, I know I gonna visit the place soon...

Full Moon

2010-11-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

As the busy market street behind me, wondering who it was and how would the personality and character be. Would it be the same in the webcam? I am just wondering but the night seems to be so cold. My day isn’t simply my day as I felt so moody and so lonely. But thanks to that person wanna accompany me whom I found via dating online.

Coincident, we both wear the same shirt colour. Around my height and the smile were there as how in the webcam it was. We simply chat and clickable. My life to their life. Funny story in the past to the present. The life experience we been through. And begin me chatty, always have the sense of humour. But told me, “Honest, Jason there seem to be sparkle in you”. Felt aww… Wanted to tell the same thing, but really unsure.

We chatted from 11pm all the way to 2am. A simple drink just Iced Lemon Tea and Cappuccino at the Civic Plaza Macdonald. It seem like a time machine when we chatted as people goes in and out. Enjoy but time showed no mercy. As if someone fast forward it. But again love the smile as it melt me. It seem both of us neither wanna go home. As we both really enjoy each other accompany.

We walked from Civic Plaza all the way to Woodland Waterfront. As we walked there, the place is so foggy and cold. I felt cold easily but my companion doesn’t felt cold. Wanted to offer my jacket as a gentlemen, nicely decline as we both care for each other need during the weather.
Told me the principle from religion to horror story in the past by nightfall way across midnight. Honest, I was scared but got to act brave. Knowing someone beside me. Knowing that person admire me.

We reach in the Waterfront. So many couple as the place is in the romance scene. Cute, always wanna go toilet. Waited and felt lonely again as I envy those people who hug and keep each other warm via the cold, foggy night but yet Johor, could be seen so clearly.

Give a hint that me too want that need of cuddle and therefore we went to the side of the jetty and simply rest on each other shoulder. Felt the heat. Bike racer wanna race each other to the clear sky which I saw the full moon and began to stone. But funny thing is I begin to forget my past. Simply forgetting it as I was stonning.

First kiss is always the best kiss as can hear the busy causeway.

First hug is always the best source of warmness as it beaten all the surrounding cold.

It felt a sweet night under and empty sky except a full moon. Thinking this is all too good to be true. So sweet like honey under the full moon.

Is that why people called this phenomenon in term of Honey Moon?

Also there is this myth which I always hear, Love at First Sight. I always don’t believe it. But it happen to me and I don’t consider this as a myth. Because I know we love each other via smile and it just happen to me that is Love simply, just fall on first sight…

W14E Chalet

2010-11-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

I still could remember (last month) that we had a class chalet gathering of the first semester that is W14E. We had fun and really enjoy in those good old day.

Fire Starter

Our class really suck in starting the fire and we tried our best to do it. We tried 6 times and finally we manage to start and we started to makan only at 7pm. But we got so much left over and me as a chef for crab stick, flop. But I am good at keeping the fire going. Right?

Our facilitator were there, Dr. Meryvn. He came and enjoy the fun. Still could remember the first day of school, I thought he is gonna be a nerd Facil, who just gonna follow the text book where in my heart, OMG. But in fact never judge the book by it cover as he might look innocent but he is not. He is out there to tease people.

King Cup

We payed game and unfortunate I got two time in the row of forfeit. But despite the fact, thanks to Ivan and Liang Jia they help me finish it. I felt so high but never ever me get drunk. Because I need to take care my kids. Jayden start to drunk and Zhang Hao face grew red.

Popeye

Right at the first day, we went to Popeye to makan. a gang of 15 student went to Popeye at Downtown East. Is been fun but I cant simply find all the photo.

Well our class have lot of funny moment but I am just curious what would my new class be right? Will they be insane or nerd? Will they be as crazy as them or wild? I got the answer and soon gonna update that...

Next post will be my First Day of work and My Birthday...

F1 Off To Ho Chi Ming...

2010-10-19T05:56:00.000+08:00

Is a very surprise that I got a chance to go for an F1 Race. I got a deal with someone with 2 F1 race ticket for only $100. The seat allocated at Marina Floating Parade. So I went off with Kumar with taking cab down to town area. Let the picture do the talking again...

Anyway this post is about my previous semester class in Republic Poly that is W14E. Is been fun and I can never forget the moment. Is been long and indeed is been sometime that my blog is dead. But I tried to update ASAP.

Ho Chi Ming City

I am glad this trip we went is successful. I thought is all talk but no action but finally our plan is in reality. The challenge of planning the trip is we cant decide to stay in which hotel till the city. Usually we planned ended up we had laughter by game. But not long the day have came and here a few picture do the story telling.

Right at the smack of the morning, 5am. I met Zhang Hao at Sengkang Compass point. Sweet of his parent bringing him to the airport. We reach there and everyone was kind of blur but excited. Checking the departure board on which row to check-in, we queue. Some debate and giving suggestion weather to change here in singapore or Ho chi Ming. Well, I vote here...

Dont go over the limit...
Ivan is worried as I took some of his luggage kg...
Jayden not yet wake up...

We went into the transit and just as I guess, typical teen on what is the first thing you do when you in the transit? Duty-free..... Liquor to tobacco. Liang Jia bought 555 while Tyron bought Marlboro. Somemore can used my name in order to purchase this item. such a Tampines... :p

So we were waiting to board and finally off into the air... On the way to Ho chi Ming City...

The journey took about 2 hours...

Once we reached, I felt heart broke as the currency rate is even much more better than Singapore Airport.

Bike is the most common transport in Vietnam.

As we were checking in the hotel, we got to paid 7 Million dong. Well, we are not used to the currency that each dominant note add triple zero behind of our note.

After checking in the hotel, we went to the supermarket.

And I am surprise that I saw my sister name was also one of the well-known brand in Vietnam.

Than the boy hit the shopping of wanting a sunglasses. Their first UT on Bargaining test...

Historical landmark roud-a-bout just right outside the market.

We went to Saigon Center

Exploring the street by night...

After exploring the street, this shop has an interesting name. Come and Buy. So went in and take a look. Is more to a gift shop and ideal for a friend for souvenir or birthday gift.

Back to the street and head home.

We went to their historical museum where their historical is famous during world-war II. Is an eye-opening and sometime I can felt the eerie sense as I read how the village/ citizen suffer in those day.

Weapon to type of transport that begin used in World-War II

Type of bullet to facility they used to torture people such as tiger cage

After the museum visit, we wanna shop and we went to explore in Ho CHi Ming City. As Jayden got stuck another side of the street...

We went to our fav. shopping mall that is Verifcom. Down the basement, the boy decide to play bumper car. By night fall we went to shop in the heartland district.

The Singaporean lady boy just love Louis Vuitton. :P

We bought some gift for our class...

And I was taking a photo of one of the main landmark in Ho Chi Ming City
Shop and shop again...

Another shopping mall again...

Taxi is cheap as one of our common transport...

And JAyden were beside the bust street as the boy were finding cheap glasses...

By night fall, we went to the night market. This is one of my fav. snack...

Tyron were buying a shirt.

And we ate at some restaurant.

This is what happen during the letern festival...Time flew by fast as the day we enjoy. And not long the last day came as we taking our final group photo...

They went back to their usual place to play arcard
Collect their lauggage

And off to Airport.

The flight is begin delayed and that is suck. We all run out of money and we smoke through... But is a great trip as we know our buddies more. BUt the trip is good and I were just wondering when the next trip will come again...

Raya Childhood...

2010-09-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

I went to meet my mum and my mum tell me, “Jason what you going to do during your holiday? Go and find part time job la?” Well I told my mum I be working soon. My mum may separate from us but she do really support me. She help me, she support me, she even pay my school fees and I wanna work hard so that she can simply proud of me. I have went thought UT3 (Final Semester exam) and it seem good.

I went over to VearonicaL (Dont mind the extra “L”) place for a Raya. The people and family are great. Is ben long since I am there. And is been long I meet those people. People that took care of me during Childhood. Here the photo and let the picture do the talking.

Numming Carry one of her cousin...
The cousin had fun on the bed good time gossiping...
Nuri and Boy were watching movie...
The mum teaching Numming how to changer the diaper...
Diaper change and all ready set to go...

Well I know Hari Raya Is So Over And My Update kind of slack but I try my best To Update. Next will be Vietnam and F1...

Note: I had to troubleshoot blogger problem when come to uploading photo. That why everything have been delayed. When I tried to upload all 5 photo, it kept on saying BAD TIME REQUEST 404. Is irritating that I have to upload 2 or 3 photo at the same time instead of 5...

Can't Believe It...

2010-09-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

The Saigon, Ho chi Ming City is coming soon. I cant wait as my first time going to Vietnam. The flight and planning thanks to my classmate. I thought it wont happen but it is happening now. Is coming this Monday so my dearest friend prepare to wake up early and let explore Vietnam. Btw dont shop alot cause we all limit to 10kg only.

My handphone is in progress. I hope I could get back my phone because the phone I am using now is suck. I lazy to transfer all the no. So I dont normally pick up call unless I know your no. that is...

Is been last two day I have been staying at home like an angle. Before that, I and Roopinder over night at Ranvin house and we just randomly chat with stranger plus a webcam. Is just funny...

Well that the update from me...

Update you more on the trip of Vietnam on 25 Nov onward...

Thai Mix With...

2010-09-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

This is my childhood friend. All of our mum usually met up in those old day. All of us are mix. Thai with Malay, Chinese and Eurasian. Such a waste there no Indian. If not we are the multi-racial but all mix. Is like you got a straight flush. We all have 50% of thai blood. And you gonna see the insight of my childhood friend that is Thai mix with....

Madam Veronica. She is my very close friend. She is my diary. But when she come to the topic about celebrity world, I have no idea. Thai mix with Malay.
This is her sister. Madam Numing. Younger sister of Madam Veronica. I love to gossip with her. And she love to gossip with me. We love to gossip. When we are together, we can gossip through out the whole night. Thai mix with Malay.
This is my brother. Mr Kevin. He is now in NS. He is influence by me by smoking. Isn't sweet? Thai mix with Eurasian.
This is Mr Enzo. As quiet as a dad. His elder sister is Madam Veronica. Thai Mix with Malay.
This is Madam Nuri. Love to tease her. Love to make fun of her. Love to disturb her. Tease, make fun and disturb have different meaning ok. Thai mix with Malay.
Mr Omar. Such an anti-social. As quiet as Mr Enzo. Her younger sister is Madam Nuri. Thai mix with Malay.
This is Madam Tiffany & Madam Rachael. They are sister. They are Thai mix with Chinese.
Mr Nuh. His sibling are Mr Omar and Madam Nuri. Soccer player. He is Nerd. As simple as that... Thai mix With Malay.

We have met up till now. I am lucky cause most of my friend from those childhood day are still keeping in touch till now.

Also those were my primary school friend are still keep in touch till now. Such as Kumar & Hong Ming. I am lucky indeed... Friendship that is more than half of my life. Not 1 or 2 but afew...

Btw, Madam Veronica have just create her blog and I enjoy her blog. Just see on the right where all the link is...

Simply Not My Day...

2010-09-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

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Anyway, the exam is on. Today was not a good day. I woke up at 10 am and the exam is with in an hour time. I rush out and change. Not to mention that I skip the basic hygiene that is wash up. Rush down and the rain pour like hell. Waited for taxi but the traffic in empty. Is just not my day. I saw the NETS terminal, but the cab driver say the NETS is unavailable for mean time. Arrive in school and I saw on person using the ATM. Thinking that it seem not bad after all, the uncle paid all his bill through ATM. Like 5 min. Every single minute of my time is used up in exam. Time is crucial. Later after paid the cab and I dash through the Argora Hall. On my lappy as I run as multi task now in this scenario is the wise thing to do. Dash into the classroom and everyone looking at me. My lappy take some time and send me to temporary profile. The UT Client did not indicate. I have to download the file. And now my programming UT started. You got 35 mins left thought that is 1 hour and 30 min but nope is an hour examination. Simply just not my day.

The photo above is we went to have a picnic in Changi Village. Gowri went to her temple while I and Farah played the cat and kitten. Felt stress as exam around the period so decide to take a puff. After Gowri visited her temple, went to makan. I drop my phone and great IT SPOILED. Thinking I am smart enough to fix the phone, I decide to but the screw driver for my phone. We rested at the beach and talk cock whole day.

Reach home I realized the screwdriver that I bough, is too small as the screw in my phone just need a millimetre bigger. Any I ried to fix it and find the ribbon but is so compact and the ribbon is so hidden.

Studies for Enterprise. My way of revise seems fun. I open the blank document file and treat it like sticker album. All the 6P, crop it and paste it. From 1 to 15 and gonna do the same thing for Science and Math.

Wish me luck...

I am so fair...
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Seeing Me, Poem

2010-09-03T04:04:00.000+08:00

When you saw at me, seeing my surface, seeing my physical, you felt the sense of security.

When you laugh at me, seeing my internal, seeing my character, you felt the sense of joy.

When you cried at me, seeing my emotion, seeing what my advice is, you borrowed my shoulder.

When you angry at me, seeing me sad, seeing me for forgiveness, you vent on me.

When you hug at me, seeing me as teddy bear, seeing me as soft toy, you felt is impossible to let go.

When you hurt at me, seeing me as vase, seeing me as fragile, you will tend to promise to never do it again.

When you Love me, seeing me as flower, seeing me as chocolate, you will tend to melt like a cocoa...

Is at 4am and I am writing this poem. Is not a love poem. Is more to generalize poem. Let me see what I could update:

Madam Gowri House - We went there to watch some horror Indonesian experiment documentry movie that is Wujud 4.

Changi Village - Gowri, Farah and I went over there to have a picnic, Uno and slack the whole day at the beach. Just enjoy the peace and fall to afternoon nap.

Coffee Club House - Thanks to a freind of mine, Zack is been a long time friend and we enjoy chatting through out the night. The night is just too young.

Well my handphone spoil and I am trying to find the correct screwdriver to open my phone and refix the ribbon (wired). Is like finding the perfect one so as in reality, finding the correct person to start your love.

Guardian Angel

2010-08-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

I don’t know why I have been feeling moody and emo-ing myself nowdays. I have been watching lot of romance story as in the way of emo myself. But I have a very bad habit that I complain and complain no one beside me. My friends and family are there. Why am I complaining where this people are there for you, Jason? Isn’t this people are your guardian angel?

There are times that I care for someone. Someone who I hardly met. In time, is natural for you to took care of that person. Even someone is not related to you nor had you not known the person. You just simply care.

I ever once asked this question. Am I a Guardian Angle for that particular person? Because I believe everyone has a guardian angel but I believe your guardian angel can be any random stranger or in your loves and you will never realize even if the person protect or done good deed to you. It is not meant for you to know. I know I saw my guardian angel once that is Su Thomas. And I am considered lucky to know her. But again who is my guardian angel who will took care of me and send me blessing and love?

Change & Challenge

2010-08-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

Change
I have decided to change today. I have decided to change my style, my dressing but of cause not my character because it seem majority love my character. I change not because most of my friend dont like it. They like who I am. But I change just to be better. Let say is a improver version like iPhone OS but all changes give a risk. Dont be surprise my Facebook proflie picture change (Don't forget to comment) just because of my new look. I should dye my hair and my hair should be neat. But my hair is virgin. Should I or should I not?

Challenge
Is been long and tiring that I have work in this field and I have come to the challenging part. What would I do? People kept on telling me to focus. Define focus? Focus as in doing what? Sometime my mentality is like a programming where you got to tell specific on what and the method to follow. I need tips and idea. Oh well... All I know if I can go through it, I will enjoy my fruit of success.

Any Daily Update?
Now is been two night that I stayed at Kumar House. I just need a break. I have been going school event in and out. I miss my friends and my classmate. I cant wait for the Vietnam trip. I cant wait for gathering session. Is been long and it seem I am entering into ''''adult'''' (where work work work) stage. Oh well, if I got tips for teen or anyone below 12, enjoy your childhood because you have 20 years and the 40 to 50 years is all work...

Marina Sand Till To The Last Train

2010-08-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

The Marina Bay Sand Resort (MBS) was awesome and the environment that we doing our project, funding for the SPD (Society for the Physically Disability) and APSN (Association People With Special Needs) went just nice and follow up with the convention event with Singapore Gifts & Stationery Show 2010 and collaborating with Social Innovation Park.

Our booth was just nice to fit in a small pushcart with lot of little treasure to fund for the 2 organization. But as few of us (the senior) try to have ice breaker with the junior, is fun to know new people. But Joy was not there and is challenging for me as I were the head of marketing and got to give planning on how to do sale by not forgetting that I hate sale and totally no ideal was is marketing or even sale about.

I got Su Thomas as she was doing her greeting cards. I still can remember she is so jovial and love to chit chat with me. She is so nice and it was a good bonding and friendship start. She is a great person and someone who inspire me. Let say she is someone you could chat up with who able to forget your problem and just simply a warmth and motherly love in your heart. She is truly one of our angels. No wonder I don’t mind her begin me as her god-son as I treat her as my god-mum. No worry, she got god-grandchild that is Cheryl and Benny.

Lot of creative idea in the shop such as ring cup to noodle mug which is hot, hot stuff. Mug and notebook are selling in good pace. Everything went great but as an experience in merchandising, it was simply headache sometime. Where got to be stern and serious in counting. I always thought counting is fun but now not really.

Here are some of the photos during the MBS:

We went to Aston and makan. Is a hard day of word and we deserve rewards.

I have an appetite of something that is sour and chose this...

Chicken Chop with sweet sour sauce

I went to Malaysia, Johor with Hariz. We shopping at Pandan City. It was nice and sweet of Hariz, he bought me a chocolate ball. :D haha...

This is my bus stop at 0200 after a chat with Hariz.

We went to Bazar the next day and hang out with my dearest old classmate in RP. Haha...

Than went to meet Miss Gowri And Miss Farah at Airport. Hang out, talk cock and sing song...

The Last train home after a long day...

I still could remember that day I felt so negative that luckily my friend were there giving me tips. Without them, I would be in the world of darkness.

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I don’t know why but I always trust my gut feeling that I would not get love means I would not get. And I don’t know why but I know one day I might simply give up. I always feel so cold. So cold and lonely that the emptiness is getting bigger and bigger each time. So big that one day, I might be felt nothing. Nothing as in useless. I always hope that whenever I felt cold, someone would hug me and give me warmth. But it seems no one able to do that. No one able to rescue me when I am in coldness and in darkness. I am not surprise that one day, I got used to it. So cold till my heart frozen that even my love one came across my path unable to unfreeze it. So cold that one day, I might be cold blooded and negative. That is what I am scared about. And that where my mentality might be abnormal. But don’t worry, I hope god don’t put me in this path.

Luxury Town And Downtown

2010-08-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

Today, Hong Ming and I explore the whole place in Marina sand Resort as one of our event is coming up. The place kind of interesting as we had a long walk from City Hall all the way to the Marina Sand Resort. The place is huge and the moment we step in is all the exclusive brand. Such as Armani Exchange, Gucci, Prada and so on. We explore and a Rolex can cost up to 40K. Is nice to see the price as you window shop and see what can this place offer you. We wanna eat and a Chicken Rice cost up to $5. Of cause what you expect is just beside Banana Republic and G-Shock watch. Even a basement had an high end luxury brand...

Went to Paragon later to meet them and why is my classmate so into, ummm really into, no no really really die die into iPhone. Event till one without gadget feel agitated. Haha... Oh such a Sengkang and Tampines people...

Date Is Very Important...

2010-08-16T21:12:00.001+08:00

Is been long so long that I have not update my blog. So long till I left a month out where usually I don’t. I don’t have the urge nor inspiration to post. I have been tired and don’t really have a mood. Let me try to flashback all the way to June 18, Friday. Thanks god that my Microsoft Outlook keep track of my schedule so that it can help me what to update from June all the way now. My post wont be that long as I try to keep it short, simple and sweet.

We had a Sarawak trip bonding session at 21 June. Surprising, someone online...

Elyan and her friend came to Singapore as I and Huda went with them shopping such as Charles & Keith at CityLink Mall. Also we head out to Esplanade and slack at the rooftop garden. That is fall on 25 June.

26 June is the day where as my mum expend her stay as one of my Uncle in Thailand pass away. 2 of my relative in Thailand and 1 in Singapore have pass away.

28 June I was late for Congnitive Class and can you guess whose Cigrette box is that? Is Madam Indah and “””I am Veryyyyyy Dissapointed in Her...””” Haha :P

The month of July have enterd and 3 of July I remember I went with Aisha and Nuri to see the National Day Preview. This year is held at Padan but it seem it consume too much time on military and lack of Singapore culture.

When the night fall, went to clubbing.

4 Of July fall on Sunday and Facililator came all the way down to HarbourFront Center for revision of math lesson. Only 3 people attend that is Mr Tyron, Mr Zhen Hao and Me of course. But after she left, Taufiq came and we went to Universal Studio.

July the 9 is the day that the Ho chi Ming trip of airflight ticket have been comfirm. Also the day I bought my iPod Touch. :D I bought it at Mustafa Center for $280 only for 8GB which I find it enough.

July 10 to 11, overnight at Republic Poly as we got lot of thing to start of. I am a committee member in Sport Club as my job to create poster and logo. This what I came out with and I am glad everyone like it. But also Inshirah and Larvin overnight by watching movie and everyone complain that they cannot stream on live match at FIFA world cup.

Btw that my photo for the committee in sport Club. And I know it suck...

But July 12 I get to see the rainbow...

July 16, Farah, Sha, Gowri and Sumen met up and we chat and eat till we drop.

July 21 is the last day with Ah Huat. Also is a special day because everyone got to be dressed in Formal wear.

July 23 is a Samsung Human Torch but I and Heng Mun took the goodies bag and ran away...

July 26, I am involve in SUI IG as I am curious what is happening in the sales world.

July 27, got selected in Colgate Ad as I went for the video interview.

July 30, they took a photo of me as I am selected and posted in SUI IG as publicity. Here my photo and again is suck...

July 31, I met lot of great people in YES IG & SUI IG...

4 August I earn 9 dollar as I helped YesIG in PushCart Sale. I kept on Laughing...

6 to 9 August I went to KL and stay there. Enjoyed so much as we went together with my relative. Genting For Casino all the way down to KL for my friend and shopping of course.

I saw Joey and the family at Genting.

One of the hotel we stayed iMy Auntn..

Mr friend, Nazree...

12 of August, Jayden got forfeit.

And 14 to 16 of August, hang out with my friend and slack at Kukop, Johor Malaysia.

Now you have known what I been through at these day but I hope I got the urge to blog it...

Games, Classroom And Movies

2010-06-19T12:53:00.001+08:00

I still could remember that few of the people wanna go watch Karate Kids. But the Math lesson was gonna be overshot in our schedule. But the Facilitator decided to skip the 6P. We slowly walk and take our own sweet time walking to Causeway Point even though we are late. The movie was great and there don’t seem to be some of Jackie Chan same old move. Believe to be more showing on how Jackie Chan shows his training in his old day and change our mind set what is Martial Art all about. He taught to Jaden Smith (Will Smith Son) all about Martial Art where he got bullied in his school by this student who is happen to be good in Martial Art but unfortunate, he abusive his power but also his teacher change the student mindset that Martial Art, give no mercy regardless of what or which scenario.

Recently our Cognitive took a group picture of Checkers and Yellow.
Each group wore a set of colours or pattern. After class, I have a Video interview on one of my IG. This is one of my few great friends from Sarawak trip.

Recently, I am addicted to Facebook game and here the list of the most Active to the lease:

Thanks to Ivan, I am currently addicted to this game. Nightclub City. I am currently very active in this so support me yea... Lol...

Again, thanks to Ivan he intro me another game that is Hotel City. AKA Jasonoliva. Haha... Sound like Novotel.

I have been playing Mafia War for some time. So please please add me in your Mafia List.

This is one of the oldest game I ever played too that is Metropolis. Populate and connect me...I seldom come to Restaurant City. But is one of the highest in my Facebook game list.

I seldom log into Pet Society so help me feed my pet yea.

Brother and sister out there, regardless of which country, language or religion, if you interested in my buddeis just to play one of this Facebook Game add me yea but please notify me which game you interested to be my buddies or partner...

Y-Camp

2010-06-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

I still could remember by 0830 we all are meeting at Commonwealth MRT Station. I am in Woody Woodpecker. Went to SIA MINDS to see our buddies. People who are disability in their mentality (AKA As low IQ) doing simple job for the company SIA. SIA have pump $4M in this building too so that where SIA, by using the name came in. They recycle the headphone by sterilizing, test it, pack it and send it back to SIA. We played some teambuilding game within ourselves. I saw my buddies and he seem ok ability to communicate with me. He is cute in the way he behave very shy... Haha... But I am impress of his talent that is he can play drum.

They playes musical chair and had briefing about each buddies medical condition to take note of.

I met great people but the next day the camp begin and it was at SHINE, Kallang. Reach about 0900 but my Woody Woodpecker came late. After everyone was there, I was switch too Roadrunner. My buddy have been switch too and he is from Y Star if I can be mistaken. It seem the buddy they have chose for me, like to dance or play instrument. I was dead tired but the camp must go on. The people there are so much fun and my team mate was great. I am glad they point out my mistake and guide me through the camp. It seem every camp I been through, there always a challenge. But this camp the challenge in a way kind of unique...

Camp Event

Day 1

Teambuilding
High Element
Mass Dance
Camp Song
Night Ice Breaker

Day 2

Buddies Welcoming
Teambuilding With Buddies
Water Element At SAFRA
Night Activity – Games
Pratice Mass Dance And Song
Briefing

Day 3

High element
Photo taking
Camp and Outdoor Cooking Activity
Campfire
Briefing

Day 4

Send Buddies Off
Reflection
Breakcamp

It seem my buddies parent came kind of early. Everything seem Fast. But is heartwarming cause the parent ask me this question, “Dear Boy What Your Name?” “Thank You For Taking Care Of My Son I Hope You enjoy it” I say is yea is no problem and so on. My buddies kind of blur cause everything happen so fast. Is like a quick good bye. Oh well I felt like 50/50 because now I know how does the camp goes, the procedure and so on. Should I join again? I felt like wanna join Y Confident...